We went to a chinese buffet today. I ate waaayyy too many desserts there. But, I've been binging on sweets lately. I always do that in times of personal crisis. My blood sugar and happiness are directly related D:
I think, things are little clearer now, I'm making progess. Which is good, but I don't think my old feelings will ever go away. However, I don't know if they've been rekindled out of jealousy or if they haven't always been there.
My fortune cookie offered freakishly specific advice. It said. "Don't play for safety--it's the most dangerous thing in world." I guess I should just for what I want, eh? Easier said than done, but at least, it's getting better.*
So, my birthday was good. I got cards from friends and family and some interesting stuff...
I got a cancer-causing iSnuggle (but only if you live in CA so it's okay), a camera tripod, slippers, a raver watch XD, a my melody pez, some d_skins, pink gloves, and an acne medication kit thing. D: My german teacher gave us candy for my birthday and so did my gym teacher and today was her birthday so i bought donuts for her xD My mom got me a cake although it was only a pack of sugar wafers.
I'm using my birthday money to buy this camera tomorrow.
And I'm having my dad order me this hoodie as his gift to me this weekend.
Now I can't dye my hair until after my mom gets a lot of her beading done. I'm going with her to the largest craft show in the area the first weekend of November to sell stuff and she has to make some money off of it.
I decided not to have a party, too, because that's just unnecessary stress for her.
Recommendz
Sorry, I'm not taking the time to take out ones that I know i don't like or already listen to.
The Decemberists
Juliette and the Licks (They're next in my napster list haha)
Talking Heads
Peaches
Aimee Mann
Fiona Apple
Regina Spektor
Auf Der Maur
Air
Elliott Smith
Sigur Rós
Stars
scarling.
Neutral Milk Hotel
Liz Phair
Bikini Kill (have something by them in there somewhere, i think)
Björk
Sunny Day Real Estate
Wolf Parade
The Velvet Underground
Krust and Die Present
Al Hirt
Bright Eyes
Beulah
My Bloody Valentine
Frou Frou
The Dresden Dolls
Willy Mason
So I am supposed to be grounded and I am typing with my head looking behind my shoulders right now. SO that she doesn`t come up and catch me. But most likely not cause she is watching a drama right now. (=
I have so much to catch up on with your guys` entries. @____@!
I don`t really have anything to say, just that:
- I wish I got the purple pumas instead of the black ones, but I still love them very much.
- I got a new phone ! slidey slidey.
- I want the new donation items on gaia -nudgenudge-
- I want prisma markers for christmas.
- or maybe a tablet for christmas. .
- no no, maybe the markers since I have to spend less time on the computer anyways. . >: !
- yes, i am already thinking about christmas. . > n>;
-I didn`t get to see junior on friday and that made me sad. Damn you, mr. cox . . damn you.
- I hate how I can`t wear a certain outfit on a day because of the stupid weather. IT RUINS EVERYTHING. ): - I want to make the bestest most bestest sweet sixteen present for jennipho. Cause she was like ' what`s so great about turning sixteen. I don`t get it. It`s just going to be another birthday. I see no point in being excited to turn sixteen. ' She didn`t say it as in a way that she expected someone to make it great, but now I have to prove it to her that turning sixteen will be something to remember.
o 3o
- Everything I say, jennipho makes a sexual related comment to it.
- i will do better in school.
- I need new clothes. kinda. .
- I LOVE YOU GUYS.
- & I gotta go. <3
More recommendz
Ben Folds
Kurt
Hakuei (DUH!)
Ayabie
Skycycle
Demented Are Go!
Data Panik
Ken and the New Incredibles
KAT-TUN
Dire Straits
Janne Da Arc
Frontalittle Squad
Scissor
The Arcade Fire
The Long Winters
BoA
Panic Channel
The TRAX
Bound Stems
