Just a Journal

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.50pm

Kyle!

I just bought Eisley's CD off of iTunes.

Want me to burn you a copy?

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.26pm

Speaking of little things being totally awesome...
Yesterday, at lunch, I was standing in line and looking around because the line wasn't moving.

I saw this kid. He had orange hair, a grey sweatshirt with some words on it and must have been a sophmore. He was wearing this gold chain necklace. Just a thin gold chain.

But on the chain was evil. It must have been the devil himself who crafted such an decorative instrument of torture.

On the chain was a rubber monkey. Not just any monkey mind you, but a large, evil monkey that looked at me funny.

In fact, a quick google image search for "rubber monkey" had that thing as the first result.

WITNESS THE EVIL!
Read more..

I thought it was the coolest and scariest thing ever.

I love you all.

:: 2005 16 February :: 4.36pm

I turn everything little into something totally awesome. Jessa might appreciate this Smiths mention.
I don't read magazines and I'm not up on the celebrity things.

But I read Entertainment Weekly. Why? I don't know. My dad gets it and I read it to find some attachment to the outside world. Mostly so I don't look or seem like a total idiot who has no idea which chick Nicole Kidman is. (I don't. She's one of those women folks. I like her. Unlike that other one who always looks like she's wearing a wig. I don't know what her natural hair color is. Not Nicole Kidman, but the wig-wearing one. I think that one doesn't have real hair.)

Anyway. My point. EW had a list of The 50 Greatest Love Songs or Some Really Stupid Title Like That. I normally wouldn't care. It was just another V-Day thing in another periodical and I'm sure they just needed a filler.

I love music. So I flipped through the pages, trying to search for some song I knew or recognized.

Number 39 was There is a Light That Never Goes Out by The Smiths. I love that song. I love The Smiths.

So I wigged out and thought it was so totally cool that The Smiths was in a big magazine that people read. I freaked out when they had an article on Morrissey too. (He's pretty dreamy for a guy who is about as old as my dad.)

I like that they included that song in there. I like that they looked past The Smiths' normally mocking tone and into the true meaning of one of their songs.

I really love that song. I'm going to go put all my The Smiths CDs on the computer now.

I love you all.

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stinko

:: 2005 16 February :: 11.19am

what to do?
honestly i don't know if i can handle this any more.

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Shinigami

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.33am
:: Music: Coldplay - Yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

:: 2005 16 February :: 6.15am

I'm not going to complain when I should be thankful.

Iron-Cipher

:: 2005 15 February :: 11.34pm

So my mother has been un-employed for almost a year now. My dad has been cut back to 8 hours a day. I lost my job about 2 weeks ago. We can barely afford to pay for our house. I went onto FAFSA filled out the information, but apparently, my parents can't afford to pay the bills, but some Genious thinks that my parents can afford to contribute 17,541 dollars to my edcation a year!!!! WTF!!! I have to go to college too, i can't afford not to, because if i don't then I am dropped from my parents health insurance, and my last operation cost 18 thousand dollars for 12 hours of surgeory! Life Blows!

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:: 2005 15 February :: 6.16am

I went to Nick's last night.

We didn't do much and that didn't matter. It was still awesome.

We took a long nap together. That really has to be the best thing in the world.

I love you all.

shinigami

:: 2005 14 February :: 1.39am

This weekend was really awesome. Sorry for ditching out on you guys today, but I really needed to be with Mat and only Mat for a while. It was really great today just to be with him. How was everyone elses weekend?

:: 2005 13 February :: 3.15pm

I love you.

Sorry if I explode.

iron-cipher

:: 2005 13 February :: 2.34pm

If you don't want to talk to me then fine I won't make you do anything you don't want to.

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:: 2005 13 February :: 11.12am

Whoa boy.

PAX. This year.

Who wants to go?

:: 2005 12 February :: 6.14am

I took a four-hour long nap last night. It was nice. I had slept well with a little nap on Thursday so I thought it was a good idea and I'd get a good night's sleep.

Apparently not.

I woke up (what felt like) every half hour since I fell asleep last night at 11. It was probably more like every hour but it was still horrible.

So now I'm exhausted and sore.

And today I get to go with Nick to take the ACT for the third time. On our eight month anniversary.

This day is looking so fantastic already!

Actually, after that four-hour long test that is going to end up wasting a total of 12 hours (half a day!) of my life, I'll be happy to just get out of there.

I'm really dreading the whole lack-of-intelligence feeling you get afterward. I've already felt like a bimbo twice this week.

I love you all.

P.S. Downtown, the sounds of single people doing nothing.

sherriffsteve

:: 2005 11 February :: 10.20am

Driving on the road to home, a few cars back maybe three in front.
I don't know, all I know is we are going way too slow.
The guy in front takes a left, the others follow I am left alone.
Maybe this will be the day that I'm going home.
And I feel lonely for the last time.
Walking on the road to home,
I take three steps and I fall backward five more.
I want to stop building up these walls between us.
The walls of pride, the walls of pain.
Break through these and make me whole again.
I cannot wait to be with You Lord Jesus.
And I feel lonely for the last time.
See the walls, see the walls come crashing down around us.
Now we...now we are together.
And feel lonely for the last time.

shinigami

:: 2005 11 February :: 9.24am

I get to come home today. Yay. :)