and the definition of normal would be...?
Did I update yesturday? I dont know remember. I will play it off as if I did though. So this morning was weird because I had a disturbing dream that haunted me for the whole day...sooo weird. So then I went to turn on my tv and it just didnt want to work for me. "It would say TV...then click off" (with hand motions) I know, I know, you dont understand...oh well. So school was school. I got some good grades so that was fun. Then I went and got "2 pieces of pizza and 1 drink".

Then I spent a half hour at the car wash with my mom because she said she NEEDED her car washed. I went home, burned cds, ate chinese and now im burning cd's again.

Now I am here...and now I am leaving

BYE

Lawson is my hero
So Lawson decided that he would show off his new AIM and I wanted it so I went to go download it. Well...that screwed me over. I was up til 3 trying to get AIM to work again. So I went to bed and awoke around 7 or 8 by Dallas. I layed around til my house was empty besides Dallas and then got up. Lawson called and taught me how to restore my computer and now its all better! I feel so sick right now. I guess it could be a combination of things. I always feel like crap when I sleep wierd plus I ate popcorn last night and that just did work for me. I stepped in it twice this morning when getting up because Im an idiot. So now Im sitting here. My cousin is in my room playing playstation or something. I should probably make sure he isnt doing anything stupid.

Yeah, I'll get to that.

So today is dedicated to the homework I had all break to do. Motivation is here though. My grades have the potential to be awEsome this quarter or atleast for the 5 weeks and that could help out alot in many ways. So JUST DO IT Karlene. Haha cornball.

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Little things
I hung out with Lauren today...that was basically it. I love family gatherings. Haha

I came home and my cousin is sitting on my stairs. What a plesant suprise. Actually, he was being quite good. He even admitted he didnt hate me and he only punched me a couple times.

So hes in bed and my mom gave me permission to be on the computer...I think its because I relinquished her duty of watching the devil and I have to sleep in here annnnd watch him in the morning when everyone is gone. And remember how my dad and I were getting along great yesturday? Well, he flipped out on me tonight for no reason. I hate how he does that. My parents have unnecessesary rage a lot. Or maybe Im blind.

Well, I have 20 minute interval calls coming so Im going to go.

BYE

Wanna try again?
Today was a rollercoaster. It had those high hills that are great and then make you go speechless and the little ones that jerk your neck and hurt your back. It included some upside down loops that made everything look fuzzy and screwed up my perception. I hope I can walk straight when it ends. And no, there weren't any drugs involved.

I went to Denny's with Sean and that was just funny. Speckled silverware and ant eggs. Then I went home. I tried talking to my mom but I forgot that she is mearly a figment of my imagination and really, only walls exist in this house. Atleast I know that I was good and I did it right. Even if she is too thick to realize how she effects me...atleast I know. So she left and Lauren came over. She came up with the bright idea to draw on my walls with chalk...and I found it to be a spectacular idea. Maybe because I never went through the drawing to wall stage or maybe because I knew it would piss off my mom once she finds it. Either way, I liked it. Especially what she drew and I'd tell you but I dont want to offend you. So then my dad came home and we talked for a long time. Parts of it brought me up and others lowered me. So Lauren and I then went to Dave P.'s house. It was fun...I usually dont hang out with that crew. We watched Boondocks Saints and Tommy Boy. I got home before my mom which was wierd. And I was fine. Then I wasnt. Then I was. Then I wasnt. I wish I could just talk about it for hours...the sad thing is that I could and it wouldnt get old to me. Just to get it all out. She has no idea what she has done to me. Im so scared to have kids.

Okay, so we hit that cool new underground tunnel they added to the rollercoaster. You know, where everyone screams because it echos? They must have made it out of something wierd because this one isnt echoing. Infact, it isnt leaving my mouth.

Whatever...Im so dumb...and Im content with that...who cares for it is my journal

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could it stretch any farther?
Sean woke me up at 8:30. Then I ate french toast and sausage. I even cut my portion in 1/2 so I wouldnt feel fat. So thoughtful of me.

I cant tell what kind of mood I am in right now. I know my horoscope fits and I think I'll stick with it today. Maybe the day will look up.

Denny's hopefully.

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh why do I have a public journal.

Im calling Lauren..

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heres a quickie
In about 10 minutes Im taking my smoothies and going to Laurens. We are then going cigarette shopping. Thats always fun.

I dont feel right...right now. Im not quite sure what it is but something just isnt right.

Im going to come home and read. Yes, thats what I want to do.

Sorry Lawson if we dont get to go today. I owe you.

Ug I love this song.

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Thought is Reality
So Lisa and Jenn went home around 11. Then I dont remember what I did the rest of the day. No really, what did I do? Well I guess it doesnt matter than. I took 2 showers during the day. Then my mom came home and we went to Barnes and Nobel. I got two books and Krispy Kremes. So that put me in a good mood. Then I did more random things. And puked up wedgies. Yeah, what a boring day. Oh well, it didnt feel boring.

So here I am. I forgot to wrte a lot now that I think about it...OHWELL

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P-Day... of course
So yesturday was Potato Day. It was well needed and worth it. We did the usual and ate wedgies. We also went looking for pet Beta fishes but that failed. It's ok, we got names for them so we can get them later. We watched MST3K which rules everytime. Even though Lauren doesnt like it. We made Lauren her 3rd refridgerator smoothie and she failed to drink it. Lisa hasnt tried again yet. Then we went to NSJHS and we went into the football field. The snow was untouched and about 2 feet deep maybe? So Lauren and Jenn got naked and did their naked snow angels. Lisa and I went next and personally, I think we kicked ass haha. We just stripped and ran around ... we did our angels...a summersault...ran some more and then went home. We got home and my feet were swollen and all white. It felt like I was stepping on glass but it didnt hurt if that makes sense. Lisa and I also had cuts all over our legs from the snow cutting us. It was cool. Haha I have them on my hands too. I forgot to mention we cleaned my hampster cage and Jenn threw the paint scrapper at Laurens elbow and Lauren flipped out over a little knick on her elbow. It was pretty funny. We gave my hampster a bath too. So then we watched What Dreams May Come and I still love that movie. We still have to watch Uptown Girls. We might go to BK and the pet store when Jenn gets out of the shower and we find out when they are getting picked up.

Well thats that. I love the P-Days...next one is over spring break. :)

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numb is my tounge
Yesturday was crazy. I got 3 cd's then Dave came and picked me up. We went everywhere. I cant even remember where but I guess it was $30 worth of gas. Haha it was fun.

So today I was lucky enough to get up at 7 and get ready to go to the dentist. It wasnt too bad this time. The dentist knew I was scared shitless and saw me digging my nails into my arm so he gave me a stress tooth. It was mushy and cool. So now my left side of my mouth is numb. Even my chin and left part of my tounge. Its a tad annoying. Oh well. So I just got done making some crazy rice krispie treats. They are covered in chocolate. MMM.

POTATO DAY!!! IN LIKE AN HOUR!!!! Hell yes!

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This week has the potential to blow
So today...today is looking to be a homework day or something. Yeah, thats sad.

I was just thinking about it...I have a dentist appointment in the morning tomorrow for a filling. Then its p-day. My mouth is going to be all swollen and I will be talking funny. So eating wedgies is going to be a blast. Its ok...say it is bad...I can just take some medicine so I am numb and that would make the day even better as it is. So I'll be fine. Tomorrow is going to be so awEsome. I am so hyped up about it.

AwEsome...I just got plans for thursday. Now get this...its going to be great. We started a tradition going to fast food every thursday. We hit KFC and BK so far. This thursday we're going to Dinosaur BBQ...now thats not fast food but their food rules there. Thats going to be fun.

Plans might be working out for today...I dont know, we'll see I guess.

Im going to go get food.

reminder :: my new screen name is - I nephew Four

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great day
Today Sean came over. One year...only one of those...then there is a second and a third. haha. So we hung out and made fun of someones lyrics...I get to shred them. We just hung out and that was good. "Happy One Year!"...then the party poppers and confetti...yeah you should have yelled it. Haha. So it's been a year...it seems like a couple months ago we were at chuckie cheeses.

Well, after he left I finished watching Remember the Titans...I had to hold back tears. Haha, I think I could cry to any movie.

James is going to wear a p-day beanie when we get them made. P-DAY is all I have to look forward to this break. It's going to be an awEsome one. The rest of the week is planless. I hate being planless...Im a plan kind of person. Oh well. Tomorrow I'm going to ... do homework I think haha. Yeah...this will be dull. Its ok because I had a great day and Tuesday us going to rule minus the dentist appointment.

I love you Sean

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Desert Chesca
Today was really good. I woke up around 8 and about 10 minutes after I got up I was at the grocery store. I must have looked hillarious. So my mom and I spent almost $30 on velveeta mac and cheese and chocolate chips...haha I thought it was funny. So I went home and baked Sean his cookies and cookie cake. So then I sat around and talked to my mom...we had an awEsome day. She told me that she likes my mood the last couple weeks which was really nice to hear because she never says things like that. So then Sean came over and we sat around. We actually didnt watch TV for a change! We just talked and he ate cookies. Haha then we made bottle pops and my mom sat around with us which was funny. Pimple Puss...god that was disgusting. He got me this really pretty ruby heart thing for my necklace. Theeeen we went to Applebees. Peed, met at the button. We ate with James, Jen, Eric, Ben and Kyle. It was good. And that was about it for the night.

Tomorrow equals 1 year. "Good Game, heres 1 million dollars." Haha yeah, we're a reality show!

Well, I have some things I have to get done...maybe I should do them in the morning...Im exhausted again.

Happy ValenTIMES Day...haha

BYE