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2005 8 July :: 3.31pm
:: Music: Happens All the Time by Cold
lyrics
I still hang on every word
in the world of faded memories
where your still in love with me
I can see it in your eyes
you look as if your martyerdom has lost control
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
this happens all the time
I still find my way to you
If a dreams all that I've got
then I wish you're in a fairy tale
where you're still in love with me
I could see it in your eyes
the look as if your hero fell and lost his soul
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
this happens all the time
I still find my way to you...
To you...
To you...
To you...
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my way to you
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 5 July :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: All That I've Got by The Used
yeah so i havent talked to ryan in 3 days...
and im kinda worried i dunno maybe not as much worried as i wish i could talk to him cuz yeah. i called him like a bajillion times yesterday and i called him sunday buttt no answer and no call back. i called his moms cell phone yesterday to wish happy birthday cuz it was her b-day but she didnt pick up so i left a message lol yeah so i kinda have a feeling.. that they went on a road trip or out of time unexpectedly. today is also his moms day off and 2moro she has to go back to work so ima call him again 2morrow hopefully he'll pick up... but yeah
yesterday i hungout with ryann and kayla and matt. we slept over kaylas saterday and then went to the beach until about a quarter to 1 and then went to ryanns house and hung there for a bit and then ryanns mom took me to matts house at 5 cuz ryann was late for work. but yeah i hung out at his place till bout 11 at ate dinner and watched tv and stuff.
but now i'm rly rlyrly bored and i wanna talk to ryan sOoOo bad and i rly wanna go to the beach 2moro but no one to go with and no one to take me so yeah
<3
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 5 July :: 6.14pm
:: Music: Cater 2 U by Destiny's Child
lyrics
[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
Don't Know If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You
[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit
I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]
[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man
[Chorus Out]
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 5 July :: 9.45am
:: Music: Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorn Heights
spare me just
3 last words
i love you
is all she heard..
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 2 July :: 10.32pm
:: Music: Feel Good Inc by Gorrillaz
yeah so like im bored
again
ryan came over todai which was sweet and he came over last night for dinner too and that wuz sweeeeeeeeet as well
we're doing alot better which is good. hes been rly sweet lately which i'm liking. but uh yeah i wanna talk to him but he never called me after we took him home soo yeah. aw my poor baby he slipped and fell on my porch cuz it was raining so much. and he cut his ankle so i had to put a band aid on it. and hes all "i dont use band aids i let it heal on its own." and i was like ah ah. but yeah i think im gonna go watch tv
<3
T
to the
I
to the
G-E-R
grrr
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 1 July :: 1.12pm
:: Music: B.Y.O.B by System of a Down
i'm sOoOooOo bored
ah our car is broke and so my dad just wants to get another one and i was like helll naw we cannot afford a car rite now... so yeah. i am very bored. and i wanted to sleep over kaylas house last night cuz i miss my kayla and i wanna see her hair but ya knoe mamma said fro some reason i ont even knoe. and now im bored out of my eyeballs. wanna see ryan but i dont knoe if thats gonna happen as soon as i want it. he got suspended from work for a week bcuz of the other day and the town center and he was mad at me so he wouldnt let ryann take him home so he walked all the way from southside to arlington. 6 hours.. in the pouring rain i was soo worried and so upset but theres nothing i can do about it now... im gonna go watch tv
<3 yOu
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 29 June :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Free Yourself by Fantasia
its hard to act like i dont care at all
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 28 June :: 3.59pm
:: Music: Blowers Daughter by Damien Rice
and so it is...
just like you said it would be
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 27 June :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Snowden by The Doves
i'm sooo friggin bored out of my eyeballs
ive done like nothing all day cept clean and watch tv and find people on myspace. i found out alot of people that knoe these others peoples that knoe these others peoples and its just amaaazzzzzzing. not rly but ok.
and how bout ryan is mad at me again. which then puts me in a pisssy mood and i jump up every time the phone rings hoping its him but then i get super disapointed when its not... and he wont answer when i call, and he wont return my messages i feel like i left a bajillion of em when i knoe i havent. but yeah i dunno how we can be doing so good and then not. it could be something i say and it changes everything and sometimes i feel like i'm walking on broken glass when it comes to him and i knoe thats not how it should be. especially now we've been together for so long... 1 year 8 months and 2 weeks... and i love him more then anything i've ever known.... he's all i think about... thinking about him at night is the only thing that can get me to sleep at night and hes whats gets me out of bed every day and ahh craziness. i just wanna talk to him... golly
im out
<3 yOu
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 20 June :: 3.14pm
:: Mood: bored
i miss ryan
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gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 20 June :: 2.56pm
im soOoOo bored.. heres another dumb survey
I've kissed someone....
on the cheek.- yes
on the lips.-yes
on their hands or fingers.- yes
in my room.- yes
in their room.- yes
of the opposite sex.- yes
of the same sex.- no
a little younger than me- no
a little older than me.- yes
with brown hair.- yes
with curly hair- yes. :)
with blonde hair and blue eyes.- no
with red hair.- no
with straight hair.- yes
shorter than me.- yes
with a lip ring.- no
with a tounge ring- no
who was drunk.- no
while you were drunk- no
taller than me- yes
who was high.- no
in the morning.- yes
right after waking up- yes
just before bed.- yes
late at night.- yes
who I really didn't want to kiss.- nope
who was going out with someone else. - never
on a bed.- yes
two people at the same time.- no
right after you've kissed somebody else- no
in a graveyard.- no
against a wall. - yes
at a show.- yes
at the beach. - yes
who was/is a good friend.- no
in the rain- yes
with an std.- no
in a car/taxi/bus.- yes/no/yes
on a plane. - no
in the movies.- yes
in a bathroom.- no
in the dark- no
on a roof top- no
under water- no
while you/they were driving- no
who was a complete stranger- no
at the park- no
in a shower - no
while people were watching- yes
in a different state- no
in more than 3 different states- no
at a national monument- no
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 18 June :: 1.25pm
Body: SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELf
+ Known as: alyssa
+ School: douglas anderson school of the arts
+ Style: hmm i dunno
+ Fears: heights and losing the ones i love
SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? never
+ Been Cheated on? not that i knoe of..
+ Fallen off the bed? plenty of times
+ broken someone`s heart? i think so
+ Had your heart broken? yeah
+ Had a dream come true? possibly!
+ Done something you regret? at first but not n e more
+ Cheated on a test? yeah in ms bhomiks class in biology haha
SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? orange tank top with my suga mama minnie mouse pj pants
+ Listening to? the tv
+ Chatting with? mimi
+ Watching? i have no idea
+ Should REALLY be doing? cleaning but i wanna talk to ryan
SECTION 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? yup
+ Like anybody? i love ryan
+ Smoke? never
+ Got a pager? i did haha now i have a cellular
SECTION 5 FRiENDS...
+ Who is your best? hmm .. yeah i have more than 1
+ Who do you hate? hmm i dunno nobdy i guess
+ Who is the shyest? uh aj prolly
+ Who is the most talkative? ryann
+ Who is the cutest? kristie
+ Who laughs the most? prolly me and ryann
+ Who have you known the longest? mimi
+ Who have you known the shortest? uh aj
+ Who do you miss the most? kayla and kristie cuz she's leavin 2moro for 5 weeks
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? yeah
+ Do you trust your friends? yeah
+re you a good friend? i'm not sure i try to be
+ Can you keep a secret? if its a good one
SECTION 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? ryan <3
+ Kissed? ryan <3
+ IMed? on my phone.. prolly aj
SECTION 7 PERSONAL...
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? boyfriend! <3 ryan <3
+ How many times have you fallen in love? twice
+ Love your family? most of the time
+ Love your friends? duhhh
SECTION 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: the notebook or moulin rouge
+ Song: echo by incubus
+ Group? matchbook romance
+ Store: i dont have one
+ Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry
+ Fruit: orang
+ Candy: starburst and gummie bears
+Holiday: valentines day
+ Day of the Week: thursday
+ Time of day: evening
+ Color: pink, orange, teal, green, and yellow
+ Name for a Girl: dont have one n e more
+ Name for a Boy: aden
+ Quote: "haha i laugh"
SECTION 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? yeah
+ Like to give kisses? to ryan
+ Like to walk in the rain? yeah but kissing is better
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Like to travel? for the most part
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side or tummy
+ Have a goldfish? they dived out of their bowl and stuck to the curtain and died
+ Ever have the falling dream? like a bajillion times
+ Have stuffed animals? many
SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Smoking: yucky
+ Eating Disorders: yucky
+ Suicide: makes me sad
+ Summer: love it
+ Tattoos: can be cute but i dont like a lot
SCTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? depends on the person
+ MTV or BET? mtv
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th heaven
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? both duh
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? both
+ Stay up late or sleep in? BOTH
+ Hot or cold? hot hot hot
+ Sun or moon? sun
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? 1 best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? mmm makes me want a hotdog real bad
+ Spring or Fall? spring
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder
+ McDonald's or Burger King? they can both be good and gross
+ Mexican or Italian food? mexican i lloovvvee mexican food!
+ Lights on or off? ..off
+ Candy or soda? candy
+ Pepsi or Coke? diet coke with lemon
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gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 10 June :: 1.13am
:: Mood: confused
i dont fucking understand
what the hell
am i doing
wrong
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 7 June :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Brighter Than Sunshine by Aqualung
i saw my chikaboo todai.
we went to the beach for an hour with his mom but then she to do this thing at 2 so she dropped us off at my house and we chilled and then went to publix and i made a mess of macaroons. haha
i had fun
k well i'm tired and i'm talkin to him so i'ma go lay down
and hearts
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 6 June :: 12.46pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: attack by 30 Seconds to Mars
ahhh shit is sOoOoOo scary
i was so scared last night i couldnt even sleep
but n e hoo i havent been writing lately... my computer is still screwed i cant be online on my computer for more then like 10 minutes and then it goes wacko and breaks down. but yeah i'm at kaylas house. slept over last night with ashton, jenna and of course kayla. i smell like friggin barbeque.. its sOoOo annoying cause of ashtons fire thing in her yard. but yeah...
i really wanna see ryan i havent seen him in 1 week and 2 days. but it feels like freaking 3 weeks. and he wont see me till the 14th (our 1 year and 8 month anniversary! yay!) cuz my mom read his journal that i have and read a walla go wut he said " today we took to the next stage if you know what i mean *wink wink*" but yeah my mom freaked out so ryan said we souldnt see each other for awhile. and even tho the other day my mom said she rly liked him and thought he was a good person and all that.. he still wont and he actually was gonna see me todai and go to the movies but my dad had to go to st augustine for some crap i dont even knoe so no one could take ussss... suuuxxxxxxxx
i got a new cell phone.. my other one dies it wouldnt even charge n e more. i spent like 10 dollars downloadin stuff already my dad is gonna get mad cuz i'm not supposed but o well.
and... o yeah i might get a job at nero's lenny is supposed to call me next week if i get the job.
but i'm gonna go watch spiderman 2 with kay and jenna now
so peace
<3
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 31 May :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: sad
yeah... last night was bad
so now im moping
i can not let this happen all over again
yyyyyyyyyyyyy
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 30 May :: 3.14pm
ahhh madness
i'm so bored
im goin crazy
he's not...
he is...
and i dont knoe why it went back
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 26 May :: 12.23pm
chikabooooooo
i love youuuuu
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 25 May :: 2.55pm
ay yi yi
i ate too mucchhhhhhhhhh
i applied at publix where shopping is a pleasure but there arent any spots open rite now so o well.
oookkk how bout last nite i wuz talkin to aj and then i wuz like aj let me call u back cuz ryan called and aj was all "mmhmm" and didnt say bye. so then i wuz talkin to my boo bout stuff and aj texted me cuz he got mad or upset that i had hung up with him to talk to ryan. but yeah i was textin back and then ryan wuz like "wut r u doin" cuz he could tell not all my attention was to him and wut he was saying and then hes like "o well i'll let u go talk to him" and wuz like ahhhhhhh i told him not to go i rly wanted to talk to him and then hes like "i love you" and i said " i love you too please dont go" and he said" i'll talk to u tomorrow, bye" and hung up. i wuz pissed. plus im menstrual and im rly emotional so i started crying and ahhh he still hasnt called me and i wanna talk to my baby... :(
im so bored theres nothing to do but oo i fixed my comp. i got it to go to safe mode and then i did a system restore from there.
oo dr. phil is on
layta bitches
<3
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 24 May :: 7.30pm
i never thought it would end up like this
never knew it would get this bad...
and im sorry
it ever started....
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 24 May :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
ok... so my computer is broken. i cant even get to my start menu. im rly pissed because i had been trying so hard to clean that computer out. but i guess i couldnt get to all the spy ware and adware and stuff cuz now i cant get to my start menu, or any of my folders. and i am pissed. ahh so now im on my moms computer but she cant knoe cuz she freaks out when ever im on it. but yeah i dont knoe when my computer wil be fixed i think i might get a job and buy a new one. it'll cost $100 or mote to get it fixed by somebody so i mite just get this one comp for $500. but i need a job first and yeah im sooo bored....
i saw my darling yesterday tho and that was sweet. o yeah and i went to ryanns recital and that was cool. but her and kayla are goin to the keys till sunday so im gonna be bored.
k well tootz
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 21 May :: 11.59am
he opened up the door and...
i
cant
believe
its
a
man
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 21 May :: 10.14am
:: Mood: i dunno
:: Music: trapped in the closet part 2 by r kelly
ahh i havent updated in awhile... im gettin lazy..
wednesday= me and ryann did our scene. we did so good she gave us an A+. same with kay and ju. went to the beach with kayla and ryann but we only were there for like 45 minutes they got bored. but like we were gettin rdy to leave and then sum chubby kid tries to talk to me and i wuz like ahhh go away but yeah. cute guys never hit on me. haha o well i dont care i alrdy got a man.
thursday= went to the st johns town center for the first time... haha me and kritstie went and we met up her mom at cheesecake factory for lunch. yummm
friday= last day of school... wow i cant believe it it didnt even kick in yet... our arts area party was off the chizzain it was pretty sweet i was so loud i was on a sugar high i had so many rice crispie treats and donuts and brownies ahaha ima fattie. it was fun and i took a bunch of pix theyre on my picture trail. well went to the beach with kristie, erin and ashley.. but b4 there was a little situatiion. some black dudes were throwin rocks at the portables during last period and then senora luna and this girl came out were like "we're gonna call the cops if u dont leave" so then they started throwin rocks at them and then sra luna and that girl went inside and the dudes kept throwin rocks and they smashed in the back winshield of katies car. she drove her sisters car to school that day cuz katie took kristies jeep.. so yeah the cops were there and filed a report and then we had to go all the way to arlington rd by my house to drop her car off at the shop and then we all got in ashleys car and drove to kristies to get the jeep and soime towels and then we finally got to the beach at 2:30. seemed like we were never gonna get there. there wasnt much sun left it was gettin cloudy so we didnt stay long but it was cool. we talked to the lifeguards for awhile and then we left and kristie and erin dropped me off at my dads office at the beach, which by the way is super sweet, and i hung out there for an hour. while it poured. i talked to aj and to ryan for a little but when i wuz there but then he had to go do sumthin. he didnt go to school instead he went to the beach with his friend jennifer again.. of course he doesnt wanna come to the beach with me.. i dont knoe y. so i was kinda upset that he would go with her more then once and not with me.. and ive been trying to get him to come to the beach with me for 2 years... so yeah.
but then i went to the loop and target with the rents and then i got home at like 8. ryan called like 4 times when i was gone but he doesnt call my cell phone n e more. makes me sad.. he's still grounded and his mom disconnected his cell phone... i wuz afraid to call his house cuz hes not allowed on the phone and i didnt want his mom to pick up... but she did and it was cool. at first she didnt let me talk to me when i asked her if he was there she was like "yeah hes in the shower but he's grounded" i wasnt sure if he was still or not so yeah and then me and her got to talkin and then me and her were laughing for a bit it was so funnie and i guess she got in a good mood cuz she wuz like "o hes out now and i'll let him talk to you" so yeah that was good. i kinda did most of the talking... o but then he was trying to tell me it was my fault we havent seen eachother cuz he coulda seen me all this week but i had plans and all this stuff and i wuz like well u coulda call me and told me u could i thought u couldnt. but o well. i rly wanna see him i rly miss him and now that its summer we should be able to see each other more often but i have feeling we wont for some reason and i dont want that to happen... but hes still grounded any ways....
and i've been up since 7 i couldnt go aback to sleep i had this dream with ryan in it and i havent been able to stop thinking about it since... yeah...
im gonna go
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 17 May :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: yikes
o buddy... todai was alrite kinda boring didnt have to take any finals... but i took a bunch of pics. so i'll put em up on my picture trail soon. www.picturetrail.com/izntlifesojuicy
anyway... ryan came over at like 4.... he went to the beach todai with jennifer... but n e way him and his mom got into a really big fight. and so yeah he came over but he like got into a lil accident on the way here and he hurt his knee and he was all limping and stuff. my poor dear. i tried to give him an ice pack and some tylenol but yeah hes not an easy patient lol. but we hung out in my house for a lil bit talking and stuff and then my mom had to leave to go pick up my dad so we're not allowed in my house and my mom left at like 5 and we were out there until like 6:45 and i thought mymom was gonna get pissed but she was juse like "hey ryan i guess you really dont wanna go home huh?" and my dad was like "hows your knee?" and then ryann floyd came over to work on our scene for 2moro. so he left at 6:45 and it was gettin ready to rain and me and ryann were chillin and doin our scene and talkin to corey and then she had to leave... and like just a couple minutes ago i looked at my phone and i was like o shit... cuz on my my caller id it said his house called at 6:15 which meant it was his mom... and i wuz like ahh that sux so bad. good thing i was outside with him so i didnt answer... cuz b4 he was like dont answer the phone if a call from my house comes in for now on cause it'll be my mom... and im rly hoping he didnt get yelled at or in even more trouble. and i rly hope she didnt figure out he didnt go to community service and that he came over here instead... cuz then we wont be able to see or talk to each other for a rly long time and i dont knoe if i can handle that...
but gotta go memorizze the stupid scene some more...
<3 yOu
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 16 May :: 3.30pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Holla Back GIrl by Gwen Stefani
ok like ok...
yesterday was like toottaalllyy boring. i wanted to go to the beach with kristie but poor girl wasnt feelin so good soo yeah. so me and my mom hit it up at target and i got some stuff and then we went to cato and publix. perty boring stuff. i talked to ryan for like 5 minutes totall yesterday... sucked. i watched star wars episode 1 yesterday too. ah im a geek.
i talked to aj alot tho it was cool i suppose. we havent gotten to talk much lately so it was cool.
today was absolutely boring. i took my latin dancing thingy final todai and then we had a make up class! fun! lol yeah ms peck did jone'ts eyes crazy but they look rly pretty. i called ryan during B4 cause i was COMPLETELY bored cuz i didnt have to take the final.. but he got mad at me for something i said hurt him or sometimng i dunno and then he called me at like 3 and we talked for like 15 minutes and he was like "im gonna go" and i was like "why" and hes like "no reason" soo yeah i wuz like ook... but poor baby hurt his toe rly bad and all it was all bleeding and hurtin and junk. i should gone over there and took care of him but um yeah
im gonna go take care of my computer now cuz its messed up as fuck.
<3 yOu
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 14 May :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: grrr...
~*~ LUCKY FOURTEEN ~*~
todai is our anniversary.. and i rly wanted to see ryan and all but we didnt cause he didnt feel like "planning" which is ok i guess. i just wanted to see him... and we havent talked too much todai either so that doesnt help much. but its cool i guess. dont wanna make him look like the bad guy or anything. cuz he's not. and i love him.
yesterday was friday the 13th but it was a boring one at that. i had ms purcell for 1st period. and she wore SANDALS omg it was great i think they were birkenstocks. but n e hoo she n e hoo she took us down to the theatre to help set up for the awards assembly. so we set up chairs on the stage and i helped usher with sam and katie. lol yeah but they ran out of seats they couldnt fit all of the sophmores, juniors, and parents and all that in the theatre so a bunch of people didnt have n e where to go so they were sent to the cafeteria. a bunch of people left but i wanted to sign jareds yearbook so yeah i hung out with him the whole. but it was soo boring... we were there for like 2 and a half hours... it sucked. aj came for like the last 45 minutes it was cool i guess... but yeah we didnt get to go to 2nd period cuz the awards thing went over so i was like yessss.. no dance! lol. yeah 3rd period was boring we watched national treasure and signed yearbooks and in spanish we had this stupid review and it was like a game and like only like me and 2 or 3 other peoples were the only ones who answered questions it was alrite i guess. i took a bunch of pics and you can see em at www.picturetrail.com/izntlifesojuicy --so yeah.
then ryan came and walked me home from my bus stop and walked me home and my mom surprisingly let him come inside and hang out. we watched tv and my mom made us frappachinos and they were alright. but hes been really sweet lately which is really good except for todai i dunno whats goin on there... wwe had a good time yesterday tho. :) i love him...
but yeah last nite was boring but o i talked to aj on the phone for awhile i fell asleep on the phone tho oops.
i wanna go to the beach soo bad and tomorrow i mite go with kristie it would be sweet
im gonna go clean
oh yeah and i gotta give a shout out to my dear lindsey and my love kayla!
<3
gimme a *winkwink*
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2005 11 May :: 9.05pm
i saw him todai <3
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2005 10 May :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Free Yourself by Fantasia
ahh im upset... my dog has been outside for the past month because her hair is falling off her tail for some reason and my mom is "disgusted" with that soo yeah. and now my mom is saying she doesnt want her anymore and i need to find her somebody who wants a dog. and im very sad... i love my dog. and this will be the 2 time she has given away my dog cuz she didnt feel like putting up with her. first ruby, my cocker spaniel, and now bailey, well shes a mix of a bunch of stufff...
but yeah i have 30 more chemistry problems to make up for my practice final... hopefully ill get a 100 and it'll bring my grade up to an 89.6... A- baby. then i wont have to take my final! ahh im praying. and i have a bunch of geometry crap i have to do and ah i have all this stuff to doo.....
<3
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2005 9 May :: 10.17am
:: Mood: better
gOodie goOdie gumdrOp
put me in a
tOngue lOck
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