Ha Ha, i just got this sent from a friend, It is a messed up quiz however really true.

Write down your answers!!!

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow?

2. Your first initial?

3. Your month of birth?

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

6. Your favorite number?

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)


Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum &your love life
is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks
very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will
discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will
not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a
major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will
seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you
will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying : You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8.. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.


Some of my results:

Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
Flying : You like adventure.

Heehee, I love quizzes, there so lame it's fun :D

Do I have a sign on my back that says “Kick Me”?

I don’t understand what I have done wrong in my time on this earth or maybe it was in a past life that I did something horrible and it is coming back to kick me in the ass.

For as long as I can remember, as soon as something good happens to me not far behind some thing bad comes along to rip it away.

I have been hurt so many times in my life I don’t know if I will every get to a point of just being happy. I’ve been lied to by friends, family, and lovers. I’ve been cheated on and I’ve been hit by people who say they love me. I’ve put up these walls to shield me from others in the attempt to guard myself from being hurt again. I don’t know how much more I can take before I break and can’t be put back together again. Every time I feel like I’m finally moving forward and I start to take walls down, I get hurt again, and they just get higher.

I have lost, friends, lovers, and family.

I can’t and I don’t understand why people feel the need to Kick me when I’m down, or kick me to bring me down.

In the last 10 months I have lost 4 friends. When I first moved to this city I befriended a guy named Nick. We were friends form grade 4-12 and when we graduated we still hung out and talked to each other about problems we were having. He was someone I could turn to is I needed a shoulder to cry on. He moved in with his girlfriend this summer and since then we have not been able to speak to each other. I was friends with her for the last 2 yrs and she never once told me she had any sort of issues with me. I received a phone call late one night from her saying that “they” have talked it over and “they” feel it is best if I didn’t come around or hang out with Nick anymore. He was a friend and a brother to me for almost 11 years and poof it no longer means anything. I just don’t understand.

I started to get really into online video games; I enjoyed meeting people from all over the world and building friendships based on personalities. I had the pleasure of meeting so many people who were easy to talk to and fun to play the game with. When I first started to play I was a total n00b, I new nothing. It was my first time playing a game on the computer and I had a lot of trouble trying to learn. I met a guy named Brain and he was so nice, we quested together and he would tell me tricks to the game and things that really helped me. For like 4 months we would quest together and talk about school and things we would like to do and things we have done. He would tell me about his girl friend and what he was planning to do for her the next day. He would ask me what surprises would make her happy and the best flowers to get. It was fun and I enjoyed helping him. However, Bam just like that I got an email from him stating that he deleted his characters on that server and he will be switching servers to play the game with his girlfriend. He feels that it would be best if we didn’t talk anymore as she is uncomfortable with it. I never did find out what server he went to and I don’t know how he is doing, I just hope he is happy and alright.
There have been other incidences with the same results, both in my RL and with online friends. I understand where these girls are coming from especially if they have had as rough of pasts as I have had with my ex’s. I just wish that they would give me the chance to show them I don’t want anything more out of there boyfriends than another person to talk to. I respect there wishes, It just hurts when I don’t understand.

I’m hurting and I’m tired of it. I just want it to end. I want the pain to go away. I want to be happy yet I don’t know where to start. I just want it to stop. I want it to end. I don’t know how to make it end, and I don’t know if it ever will.

The only thing keeping me going is someone special to my heart. I don’t know if I love him, but I do know I care a lot for him. He makes me smile when I’m down. He makes me laugh when I think it is impossible. All I have to do is just look at him and every thing, all the pain, the frustration…everything just goes away. Its like I’m in my own world with just him and no one can come in to hurt me. When I’m about to fall, he is there to catch me. I love his red hair, I love his laugh, I love the way he treats me, and the way he knows the right things to say. I love everything about him… I think I may be in love but it is too soon for me to truly know. I do know it will one day just pop from my mouth when I’m not even thinking about it and at that moment I will know how I truly feel.

Don’t leave me, please don’t hurt me. I don’t know how much more I can take.

I just wish the sign on my back will fall off.

Why is it that people feel the need to drag me down into there issues. I understand people get jealous but, that’s not my fucking problem. Sometimes you need to just step back and think before you act.

I don’t want to be the cause of people fighting, If you have an issue with the past you need to work it out. Don’t fucking take it out on me.

Wow ok I’m not a superstitious person but, today was BAD!!! It may not have had anything to do with today being Friday the 13th but still.

I woke up late.
I missed my bus.
I forgot to lock my house door in the rush.
Had to go back home to lock it.
Was 45mins late for work.
I forgot my lunch in my fridge.
Messed up like every order I tried to ship out to customers.
I forgot my bank card at home so I couldn’t buy food.
Fell down the metal stairs while I was carrying boxes for an order.
Hurt my shoulder and neck.
I ran out of smokes.
I missed my bus after work.
And the worst part today was supposed to be my day off but, I decided to work it because my prior plans fell through.

When did fucking video games become stressful? I mean damn there suppose to be fun and enjoyable. I have no interest in play WoW now.

I get fucking shit on when I ask questions about changes....
I get shit on when I can’t go to ZG every night...
I get shit on when I can’t stay up late...

WTF!!! I HAVE A FUCKING LIFE. I have bills to pay and i have work to go to.

I'm not sorry I don’t take the game so serious.
I’m not sorry I disagree with decisions now made.
I’m not sorry when i say ALL of u can go fuck yourself.

I get told \ "Well, Jade you know u can go if you don’t feel that this is the right guild for you. I don't want you to feel like your trapped"

Well fuck you too!!!

MABEY I WILL!!!

Woot!!! I officially have Feb 2-7 off of work. What shall i do with my time........