Ready to die
Well, I am gettin ready to go to bed. I am so bored...Chris is here and he doesn't feel good. We watched 5 movies, they were Jason X, Its all about the Benjamins, National Lampoons Van Wilder, and How High and we also rented Ice Age but we didn't watch it cuz Chris is really tired. I miss everyone from the weekend. I wish I would have seen some of my friends..

Hey all
Umm hmm lets see..Yesterday Chris came over and then today we went to the bowling alley and rented movies.

Thinkin
Hey Tony..I was wonderin how you were doing. Cuz I have not herad from you in a while. I know that you may not like me and I don't know that, but I was wondering. What have you been up to? I have not done anything as you can see by my boring entries. See ya!

Really tired
Well, I slept most of the day and I got up and made dinner for my family. Chris came over and had dinner with us. He is gettin a NEW CAR tomorrow. I am so happy. He said that it was my car too. I was flippin out. Anyway, Ashley Whitford threatend to hit me and she called me a bitch and I ignored her. Ummm..Katie and Jake are doin good. Jackie..I hope you and Tim start dating..that would be so cool and I would be so happy for you. Amanda Brown I am sorry for what happen between you and Chad. I hope you get better. Christmas is 21 days away and I am happy that it is gettin closer. I get to start drivers training in January and I am gonna have my liscense by June when I turn 16 in April. I am havin a party a huge ass party at my house and it is gonna be so much fun. I can't wait. I don't feel good. My mom said I get into to much shit at school with other people. She said I was influenced by everyone else and I am not. I have changed so much since I have met Chris. He has changed my life and that makes me happy. Chris and I are in love and no one can break us up. Yay..next week 6 months. I am counting down...1 week and 2 days. At midnight on friday.. yay yay yay.

happy happy happy
Hey..Whats up all? I am just sittin in bst and I am thinkin about Chris. I miss him so much. Chris said he loved me last night and I was so happy.

My day has been great
I have been havin good days. Chris and I are gettin along better. Him and I are spending more time together than before. Today school was okay, I had a test and I had to go to Mr. Annerino's cuz I got in trouble. I am trying not to fight with people at school cuz if I get in trouble then I can't see Chris. I am happy for Katie and Jake. Whatever they wish to do I am here for them. Anywho, Chris and I seen each other today and he bought me a 200$ Necklace and gave me his Class Ring and he said that it was a big commitment and I thought it wasn't so bad. Chris and I will be together for 6 months on December 13, 2002 and I am gonna be so happy cuz I have never had this long of relationship. My mom and dad are happy for me, so is my whole family. Chris is gonna be at my house for Christmas. I went Christmas shopping today too and I got some gifts for friends and I also got my mom a 250$ necklace. She is gonna be so happy. I had so much money to spend and it was fun to spend it too. Oh, I member.. I got into one fight today and that was with Valarie Harger. She is a bitch and I hate her so much she accused me of stealing her shit and I didn't I have my own merchandise. She stole my pants and I have not got them back. I don't think I want them back either. She told my boyfriend that she would like to be peed on and I thought it was nasty and My cousin told Rachele Sanders and then he told his friends around this school. Well, thats alright. She likes that kinky shiet. Masters, whips, and chains. That nasty. Well, g2g.

Hmm...
Well, I don't like Lindsay Kessel. I know that most people don't like her but y aknow I don't like her. She is so fuckin dumb.

Hey
Does anyone know why life is messed up? I don't know why but it is. I mean that Chris and i are still together and that is not messed up yet anyway! But other than that I am happy. Chris is happy and no one can do anything to hurt us at all. Chris is in love with me and I am in love with Chris.

Pregnancy
Well, I am not pregnant anymore. Chris and i were at my house and his best friedns girlfriend and I got in a fight and she punched me really hard in my stomach,

Baby
I don't know what I can do anymore. I am gonna cry.

Mentally Disrupted
I don't know what is wrong with me.. I Know taht I am havin problems. I love Chris so much and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Everyone keeps gettin in my fuckin business and I don't like it at all. Chris is not happy about with Mike did to me and that makes me mad and I don't know what to say to Mike about me bein a whore. I don't know this is all bullshit. I am so tired that if I fall asleep I might not wake up at all.

Sad
I don't know why I feel this way. I guess that I and Chris need to sit down and talk..cuz I have a baby on the way and I don't know what I can possibly do..