anachronism
|
::
2005 30 December :: 1.56am
Dacon is bangerous.
Tonight was fun. Hung out with Ashley, Dani, Ryan, Tyler, Big Nasty, my bro, Shane, and Dan. (I am naming people in my entries lately so I can remember whenever I read through this. It's for my own benefit, so ignore it.). We hung out at Dani's house for a while, then went to IHOP. I hate that place with a passion, but the group made it fun. Those kids were hilarious. I love being around fun people. And I love to laugh. It's so nice.
I can't wait for new years. :) It shall be a good time.
Edit>> I know I am updating a lot lately about pretty much the same things. This journal is becoming more of a thing for me to read and look back on memories. I know who I hung out with and what I did doesn't matter to you, but it matters to me. And it is my journal after all. So, if it's annoying... "like be a big person and get over." Haha, only a select few will get that one.
3 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 29 December :: 6.54pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Rent
105.4!
Going out once again. I'm tired and grouchy and I wouldn't have it any other way, because of the reasons I am. That makes no sense to you, but it does to me. So, fuck off.
For break starting off so completely terrible, it seems to be ending well.
Who would of thought I could actually be happy and stay happy?
What the hell is this?
It's well deserved.
5 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
lilschaub
|
::
2005 29 December :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: lazy
http://www.hartgems.com/proddetail.asp?prod=71%2D0119
If anyone cares thats the promise ring Nathan gave me for christmas!! Its so pretty. I love it and I love him. I am having a great christmas break but I just dont want to go back. But if you think about it its just about 4 months and then I am out of here. Which is the best thing ever. I am so excited for college. I am just glad that I found Baker its just so perfect for me and its going to be great because nate will be there with me. Well everyone have a good and safe new year!!
4 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 29 December :: 12.07am
I love my friends so much. You guys crack me the fuck up.
But, seriously..without friends like the ones I have I'd be a wreck all of the time.
Thanks for being there.
I can't wait to dance on our party bus! ;)
I really need sleep. Going on two days without it, but I've hit the point where I am so tired I have crazy energy. Eventually I just have to fall asleep. Right?
5 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 28 December :: 7.55pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Love Heals
Big Nasty rocks my world.
Well, I just got done hanging out with Devin. There's just something about that kid. He's really...I don't even know. Just interesting and different. And I like it. Don't get me wrong now kittens. We're just friends and nothing's going to be rushed. I just think he's cool and I'm glad I'm getting to know him.
I have still yet to sleep and I won't be sleeping until probably tomorrow 'cause I'm hanging out with Jess, Erika, Heather, and Brandi tonight. But, I don't mind.. I love those bitches.
Ashley: I need to talk to you! It's nothing important so don't get exctied. I just have to ask you a question. Ok, little spears? Hehe.
Anyway, life is good right now. Really good and I am so happy.
8 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 28 December :: 10.57am
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack
Last night was so much fun. I love you Ashley, Dani, Mishy, and Brittani. Oh, and Devin & Ben (BIG NASTY) as well, haha. We just stayed out all night driving around, going to coffee shops, and just hanging out. It was so great. I'm running on about an hour of sleep (or less), but I don't care. I'll be leaving to hang out downtown in about two hours anyway. I don't know why I'm talking about this. It's just.. I was really happy last night. Everything was just nice and we all had so much fun and got along instantly. I didn't really like Devin the first time I met him, well more of how he was online, but he's actually a really cool kid. And what Mishy and I talked about is true. He's a junior, give him a year and a lot of things will change.
I need to learn to give people a chance.
And I will.
We all need to hang out again, soon.
Now I'm sad that break will be over in like a week.. :(
Let's all just pretend we had no idea and never go back to school. Sound good? Hey, if we all do it, it could just work. Just gotta have faith!
Anyway, yeah.. shower..food..sleep.
4 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 27 December :: 9.58am
I think I'm actually happy. Honestly.
Of course I'm gonna have my bad moments where I feel lonely, but being single right now is good.
Highschool relationships are usually bullshit anyway. Even if people say they aren't, they are. I only know of two couples that I think are actually good.
I like that I can do what I want. I can go to a party if I want to. I can hang out with guys. I can ask for a guys numbers if I think he's cool. I can call guys and talk. I can just do what I want without asking if it's ok and that feels so good.
I want to date at the age when it will be a mature, adult relationship and the goal will be marriage, not getting laid. It seems pointless to me to date when the goal isn't being together forever. Sometimes it's just a time kill for people. Or just so they won't be alone. Maybe they're in love with someone else, so they trick themselves into thinking the new person is great, which he may be.. but, you're still thinking about the other guy. Whatever it is...it's bullshit.
And I can say right now I have not had one mature relationship in my life. In one we fought too much about stupid shit that didn't matter at all. The other he quit on me because I "couldn't see him enough" the other one.. he had no back bone, another one.. well he was just a moron. Etc. But, everything was just weak and no one tried to fix a problem that was barely even a problem at all.
Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not bashing people who date in highschool. I'm just saying for me, it's not right, right now. And it shouldn't be the focus of my life. I can be happy without a meaningless guy by my side.
I can't believe I begged for him to stay. What the hell? Right now, I've never felt so good to get rid of someone so bad.
4 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 26 December :: 6.33pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Seasons of Love
Ya know what? I don't feel bad for Naomi Watts. I would gladly accept being chased by like 8 dinosaurs, having giant bugs on my face, and being swung in a gorillas hand for an hour if I could end up being with Adrien Brody. She's lucky. Stop crying, bitch.. you have Adrien. Who cares about the God damn gorilla?!
Juuust kidding. It was a really sad movie, but good. Very good actors/actresses in it.
Oh, and when I said, "Juuuust kidding." I didn't mean I wouldn't do anything to be with Adrien. I would. :)
I returned my Mp3 player, it sucked. But, it's all good because my mom just let me spend the money and she's going to buy me a nice one later on. :) I got the Rent Soundtrack, Blow [DVD], The Pianist [DVD], The Dukes of Hazzard [DVD], Bob Dylan Chronicles VI [Book], and a Bob Dylan 1956-1966 Scrapbook.
Today was good. How was your day?
6 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 26 December :: 11.09am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Burning Up
Q: What's better than seeing Adrien Brody?
A: Seeing Adrien Brody on a giant screen for three hours.
4 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
sugarjackj
|
::
2005 26 December :: 10.39am
Wow. my I-pod nano is amazing.
*Joy*
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 25 December :: 7.41pm
Crash.
If you haven't seen the movie Crash see it. Now.
I don't even want to let anyone borrow it. Buy it. You'll end up buying it if you rent/borrow it anyway. I promise. :)
Thanks for telling me about it Erika. I know I've all ready seen it, but this time it really sank in.
It's the sense of touch. Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something.
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 25 December :: 4.27pm
:: Music: Kanye West - Hey Mama
I love Kanye.
Well, I got..
-Pink Floyd Hoodie (It's sweeet)
-2 Zip up sweaters
-2 Shirts
-Underwear
-Makeup, nail polish
-Lotion, bodywash, and junk like that
-Like 18 pairs of socks
-$100
-$50 Gift Card to Best Buy
-$15 Gift Card to Target
-Argyle purse (It's so cute!)
-Did I mention LOTS OF SOCKS?!
-Crash [DVD]
-Bewitched [DVD]
-Ashlee Simpson - I am me [CD]
-Mp3 Player
-Some jewerly
-Lucky perfume
-Adidas perfume
-Candy!
I think that's about it. It was cool, my mom put $20 bills in random presents. Those were kinda fun to find. (That's where the $100 came from). After I return some of the stuff I got that didn't fit I'll have more money, so that's cool. And I think I'll be returning my mp3 player to get one that will hold more songs. I don't know though.
Oh, look at that. I'm rambling on and on about presents. It's about Jesus, silly me! Go Jesus. Even though I'm Agnostic, yeah!
6 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 25 December :: 11.53am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Eyes Wide Open
Candy...mmm.
I thought and thought of ways to make Christmas better for the guys and this is all I came up with. I think she's pretty hot.
Read more..
Anyway..have a wonderful, delicious, magical Christmas everyone.
3 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|
anachronism
|
::
2005 24 December :: 9.57am
Senior Pictures.
I want you to choose your favorite picture. I do realize these pictures aren't that great. I am not paying $400 for senior pictures and I don't really care as long as it's not another one of those fucking school pictures on our ID's.
1. I do realize that I look pissed off in the first one, no need to point that out.
2. I am also aware I only have one eye in the second one.
3. I did notice that you can't really see my face too well in the third one, I just like the picture.
Tell me your favorite photo, don't be an ass. That's all. Thanks.
18 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
wildthing
|
::
2005 23 December :: 6.43pm
Hey What yall been up to? I've just been workin and goin to school, I cannot believe this school year is almost done! I mean i'm thinkin about next and what ill be doin and it wont be high school anymore, the other day i was lookin through my yearbook from last year, *Autumn Silvers picked it up for me...thank Audie!!* and i was thinkin about what i would do with my hair next year, then i was like wait...I'm not in High school next year, To tell you the truth, I'm scared, Now is the time for real life and reality to hit me, and I really dont think I'm ready for it...I mean i have my dad to help me but He isnt always gonna be there, Its nuts...
I feel like i have just now moved to Tennessee and am just gettin to know my friends down there whom i love to death, I'm so glad i got down there and met new ppl, They mean the world to me...But so does everyone up here, Its 2 different worlds ill tell you that much, What with the KKK, yeah its real shit down there, get this a new mexican resturaunt came and within a week the KKK Spray painted KKK on their New sign...Thats when it hit me that its totally different down there...But anywho.
I hope ya'll have an Safe and Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year,Good luck with your Futures!!
1 ~*Thought about u*~ |
~*I'm thinking about u*~
|
|