~*Janice's Life*~

~*Janice's Life*~

:: 2005 13 January :: 5.48pm

Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Average Christian
You're not going to become a minister anytime soon, but you do your best to live your life in a Christian way. This means that although you probably don't attend church every Sunday, you do your best to follow the Ten Commandments, help the needy and generally be an all around good person. Who needs to follow the entire bible anyways? It was written ages ago, and Christ transmuted it by giving his life.

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lilschaub

:: 2005 12 January :: 9.24pm

uhh I just love him so much. Words cant even begin to describe how much I love him. We talked for most of the night and I love it. ahhh I am so in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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lilschaub

:: 2005 10 January :: 9.57pm

UH I CAN NOT TAKE THIS. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I CANT KEEP WONDERING, ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY. UHH GOD TODAY I WAS SOOOO SCARED I STARTED CRYING AND SHAKING AND I LOVE THAT HE WAS THERE FOR ME BUT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I HAVE TO KNOW. AHHHHHHH I NEED TO KNOW IF THERE IS SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR IF I AM JUST BLOWING THIS WAY OUT OF PROPORTION. UH I JUST REALIZED THAT I WROTE THIS WHOLE THING IN CAP LOCK UHH I AM FUCKING STUPID UHH I FUCKING HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW.

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Janice_2001

:: 2005 10 January :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Snoop Dog- Drop it like it's hot

Happy
I have good news, for everyone who cares. Starting on Tuesday I am back at the high school. I realized the Alternative, is all fuckin drama and I don't want drama anymore. Life is more different for me. So, see whoever cares on Tuesday!

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wildthing

:: 2005 10 January :: 4.37pm

damn it!
Have I ever told you How much i HATE people?
They R so fuckin stupid I hate em all
And I hate men....GRR

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lilschaub

:: 2005 9 January :: 9.11pm

This weekend sucked. Me and nate were just uh fighting about stupid stuff all weekend and got into a huge fight at the movies and missed a half an hour of it. I know he loves me and I love him but this weekend was just bad but I am glad that we resolved things a little last night and then today. I love him and I dont wanna lose him. I would do anything for him and he would do the same. Sometimes I just get scared and I think that one day he will just wake up and not love me anymore. uhh I am weird but its just the way I am and I can't help that. I guess I have some changing to do. I realized how much I love him today though. When his mom called and asked if I had seen him because he was supost to be somewhere about 2 hours ago and hadn't showed up uhh god my heart just stoped, my mind was racing with what ifs. It was driving me crazy to not know where he was and to not know if he was ok. And about an hour or so went by and he called and said he couldnt find where he was going and then got lost. I was so glad to just hear his voice and to know he was ok. I know it may sound stupid to some of you but I dont really care because after that funeral I just havn't wanted anyone out of my sight I just want everyone to be safe uhh I am not making any sense. But anyways Jess I love you and I hope you feel better. I love how we are always there for eachother when we are puking lol I love you Jess!!

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lilschaub

:: 2005 8 January :: 7.07pm

This morning was the funeral. I thought I would make it though the whole thing with out crying but then after when we all went downstairs and stuff I saw my grandma and everyone crying I just lost it and starting crying like a mad women ehh It was horrible. I Love you Marge :)

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lilschaub

:: 2005 8 January :: 9.33am

Yesterday was a really good day!! After schools nate came over for a little while then me and jessica got ready forever at her house and went to the game and the dance. The game was gay of course but the dance was so much fun. I hadnt hung out with Jessica in so long and it was the best time I have had in a long time. But today will prolly not be a good day I have to go the my Grandmas funeral. :(

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anachronism

:: 2005 7 January :: 11.50pm

Friends only from now on.

lilschaub

:: 2005 6 January :: 7.50pm

Well my Great Grandma died yesterday and the funeral is on saturday so I have to cancel babysitting. uh its just not fair she was to young to die. I know you are all thinking she has to be old she is your great grandma but she really isnt that old she is only just in her 70's. I dont deal with death well at all. And I know that nobody does but uhhh I am not very strong at all. Uhh I cant handle this.

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anachronism

:: 2005 4 January :: 6.30pm
:: Music: Dresden Dolls - Slide

So.. in like every dream I have lately bread appears. And it's always really nice, soft, perfect bread. Why would I dream about bread? Honestly.. what the fuck?

Maybe there is some huge meaning behind it. Or I am just insane.

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fadingfallenstar

:: 2005 4 January :: 6.37am
:: Music: Dresden Dolls - Coin - Operated Day

I got a new username for my main journal because this name is lame and I hate it.

anachronism

Add me, sluuuts.

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wierdo

:: 2005 2 January :: 10.46am
:: Mood: tired

This break has been great. I went to Florida on Christmas day and i got back on the 28th. So that was a fun little vacation. I spent alot of time with Emily too. We always have fun together. There are times where we just sit at my house and do nothing. We would just lie on my bed and talk for hours. It doesn't sound fun, but for some reason iti s. We will always find something to talk about. I love how compatable we are and how nothing else really matters except for the fact that we are together. So yeah, but off i go now.

Kevin

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wildthing

:: 2005 1 January :: 5.04pm

So I really hope this year is better than my last year was, most definatly i do. My list of things to do durin the year of 2005:
1.} Talk to my mom and see if we can get things straight again.
2.} get everything set and squared away to have our house built bigger so Janet an her kids can move in *yay*!
3.} Figure out who my real friends are and who arent.
4.} Start hanging out with old friends i havent in a while and dont really have a reason to as to why.
5.} Get my lisence and car *which Granma and Granpa have for me*
6.} Keep my grades up in school so I can graduate, and get a good job in the future.
7.} Work on gettin a real job even though the one i have now is alright for now.
8.} Work on talkin to my dad about more things
9.} losing weight
10.} Having a *hopefully* Great year and dont let anything get me down....

WELL I hope you all have a great and safe year!

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lilschaub

:: 2006 1 January :: 12.40am

So tonight was fun. I hung out with Jessica at barkers for awhile and then went over to nates and played 3 games with the whole family. Me and nate actually won a game..very exciting. And then for the first time I got a new years kiss at 12:00 hehe!! I love hanging out with nates family all of them are just so great!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

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