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2004 12 December :: 3.06pm
This weekend was absolutely one of the best weekends i could possibly have. My parents went to Mt. Pleasent Friday night and they didnt get back until like 6 saturday afternoon. Emily came over Friday night, then we went to the game and dance. We have so much fun together. Everything is just so amazing. After the dance Tyler came over and stayed the night. Then saturday i worked from 10-3. Then i picked up Emily and we went to my house. Then we hung out with Nick and JD for a few hours. And yeah it was just an awesome weekend. My sister is here now too. I love her, and its good to see her every once in a while. I would like to more often, but hey, shit happens.
Kevin
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2004 10 December :: 6.18pm
:: Mood: okay
Meh...
SOO this week has been really shitty... Tuesday, We got a letter from my mom. She said a lot of things that made me cry, and my dad made me kinda sad too...he said that the first page was nothin but excuses and you know that pisses me off she is tryin to get back to us now and tryin to help herself out of this huge ass hole she made for herself and i think she is really tryin, I mean i know my dad is tryin to help and i love him for that but it seems like everytime we talk about her he has nothin but negative things to say about her, which i do understand in a way cuz she was gone no talkin, writing anything for a year, then decides to come back, he doesnt want her to hurt us again like she did last year. But I love my mom so much, and i want her back i miss her a lot. But i dont know she said that last xmas when she seen us (for the last time) "she felt like she was nothing like she had died, and a few times tried to make that happen" I couldnt beleive when i read that. I cried the most at that part, its bad enough that we havent seen her but if i had known she ever died. I would go into more depression than what Im in now, not that i went to the doc to diagnose it or whatever but, I'm always moody either i'm happy or i'm really sad and usually its really sad unless i'm around ppl that make me happy and i know i can be myself around. ya know? but anyways i guess thats all for now. oh I made 50 dollars today for an hour of babysittin i didnt have to work the rest of this week cept today, *YaY fOr Me!* hehe byes
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2004 9 December :: 8.27pm
I swear my life has become babysitting and homework. I just got done doing 2 and a half hours of homework. That was great! Uh last week I babysat 16 hours and then on today and tuesday of this week and then on saturday this weekend. I am so glad I dont have to babysit on friday anymore cause I am not wasting a whole nother weekend on that. uh this week I am just so frustrated and upset. I am getting mad at everyone and I mean everyone and I feel bad for taking it out on some people. uhhh I need to have a good weekend I really do. And not to mention that I am slacking big time on getting christmas presents. uhhhh I suck.
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2004 8 December :: 8.25pm
Uh today just fucking sucked so bad. I got a flat tire,saw an accident,got a detention for leaving class when one of my best friends was crying. And the only person I wanted to see today at all was nate and he wasnt at school and god I just needed a hug. But at least I got to see him later. Uhh I just wanted to cry today but I just wont let myself. uhhh none of that stuff is any big deal just right now well today its just not a good day. UH I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.
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2004 8 December :: 7.29pm
I dare you to say something to Brads face. You won't. Guaranteed.
Some lines from one of Joes updates that I was told to read:
"And that whole seeing brad after school thing? That's just lame. I don't need to see some douche after school every single day. If he can't cough up the balls to actually go to school instead of applying for a GED or dropping out or whatever the hell he's doing, he shouldn't have the right to hang out with all his little groupies after school. That's just my personal opinion, though. :)"
I won't ever understand that kid. He is so fucked up. Obviously it's either a jealousy thing or he's really fucking nosey. I'm going to go with both. Oh, and here's a reason why he's a hypocrite; Joey. He's one of his best friends. He's fucking 21 years old and he still visits the school, and all his little "groupies" hang out with him. Joey failed some years. Actually I'm pretty sure he got his GED.
"...he shouldn't have the right to hang out with all his little groupies after school."
Then either should Joey (wait..it's ok if he's there after school because he brings Joe home and anything that helps Joe is acceptable), Perry, or anyone that isn't in school anymore.
And Joe is lacking credits he needs. But wait, that's okay because Joe is ALWAYS right about everything and even though he does the same shit he looks down on people for it's ok for him to do it. It's clear to see that Brad being at the school has absolutely nothing to do with Joe. Yet, he complains anyway. When is that kid going to learn? Soon, I hope. For his own sake. Anyway, I don't really feel the need to go on any further. You all know Joe's an asshole, I have nothing to prove.
But hey.. that's just my personal opinion. :)
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2004 8 December :: 4.39pm
"I may be stoned out of my mind, but I don't know what I did wrong."
-My Dad
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2004 7 December :: 8.34pm
You know what FUCK all those who thought they knew me and they dont. FUCK THEM. See I told you that you dont know me anymore now that i'm so *stuck up* you think i'm a shitty friend, well sorry but I TOLD you b4 that ive Changed, maybe for the better could be for the worse, either way i will learn from this. So ya know what DEAL WITH IT. and if they are reading this they KNOW who i'm talkin to.
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wildthing
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2004 7 December :: 6.05pm
So yeah, Dont ppl PISS you off?? they do me.
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lilschaub
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2004 7 December :: 4.48pm
uh I hate school and i cant wait for christmas break. uhhhhhh I am gonna go crazy
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2004 6 December :: 5.54pm
So Today is December 6th of 2004, wow, where did this year go, that is crazy, anyways I think i wanna do a party for New Years, either that or someone invite me to there's would be better i wouldnt have the sisters to watch, In others *hints to STACY* we should hang out lol, anyways So yeah i made a poem it kinda sucks but whatever here it is,
Many are Lost Many are found
What if i tripped and fell on the ground
Someone help me please
I feel as if i have become deceased
Where have they all gone
Shall we ever get along?
My life is goin down this hill
I feel my body, it shivers with a chill
Someone take my hand
I'm exploring this new wonderland
I need to be hugged
Someone please i need to be loved
So many of you dont know me anymore
you all walk past me Im totally ignored
Just accept me
This is how i want to be
And this is how I WILL be
Face it your all just Jealous of me
haha yeah you know your jealous of me cmon just fess up!! lol jk anywhore yeah i'm done.
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2004 6 December :: 2.18pm
im not dead.
sorry its been so long.
and sorry so short
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2004 5 December :: 8.58pm
So i sit here and talk randomly about my nothings. Anywho so yeah i look at my xanga yesterday and see a comment from Autumn silvers who thinks Im *So stuck up* I'm thinkin, Ok and how is this? Umm OK whatever she can think what she wants but I dont think i'm stuck up lol i'm just tryin to be myself SORRY! but yeah anyways so this weekend was totally awesome, I had Katie over saturday and we had an awesome time we talked a lot about everything from my mom to boys and friends so yeah it was kool but thats all i have for now and OH did anyone notice the change of woohu? wow. that is crazy idk if i like it but ill get used to it haha byes
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2004 5 December :: 4.15pm
:: Music: Straylight Run - Another Word for Desperate
Ok..
So, my grandma bought me a shirt.
It has a snowman on it and it says ..*tries not to burst into laughter*..
'Make me Melt!'
It's terrible.
It's one of those shirts I make fun of.
I'm so going to wear it.
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wierdo
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2004 5 December :: 1.11am
:: Mood: shocked
Dear lord tonight was insane. It started off with me working a few hours. Then i picked up Emily and we went to my house for a little while. I was gonna go to the play...but my brother would have been home by himself cause my parents were gone...and he didnt want to go. So we stayed at home and had some friends over. And everything was great...until 10:30 rolled around. I won't mention names....but an old story was brought up between this ex-couple and all hell broke loose. These people were bitching and screaming and fighting so bad that people were climbing through my livingroom window to get outside to be away from them. So, it might not seem like much, but if you were there then you know it was quite a big deal and it was very shocking. So yeah, thats all that really happened this weekend. Not real interesting. But yeah off i go now to bed for some sleep.
Kevin
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2004 4 December :: 6.30pm
Today has been really great so far. I hung out with nate for awhile before he had to go to the play. I love hanging out with him. He is just so damn cute and sweet and nice and such a gentlemen. He is not like any other guy I have ever been with. He makes me feel so special. But at 8 me and Jess have to go babysit till like 1 or later uhh great, but its ok cause we have babysat monday,wednesday,friday and then today so we will get paid alot today!! Well I dont have anything more to say but uhh I cant stop smilling :)
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