So this weekend was realllly Shitty, Friday felt like it went on forever, went to school, then got home my dads gf was there which was kool, but we went to my grandmas and it was a really sad day, Lady, my grandmas boxer, had to be put to sleep. She had cancer really bad throughout her throat and was having a really hard time breathing, so my grandma decided what was best to put her outta her misery, my dad and i and my sister took her up to the vets office, and we said our last good byes :'( and they put the needle in her, i couldnt stand there and watch them do that to her, but after it was done i went in and cried to myself, and thought of all the good times i had with herm, my dad used to act like he was attackin me and she would go and run after my dad and start biting his hand, not hard but hard enough to make him stop, she was such an awesome dog, so we got her buried and are gonna make a cross for her, but then later that night autumn and amanda came over and got me and i thought they were stayin the night at my house and they were like no, and i was like oh i'm goin to your house?? there like no your stayin at your house, and i was like ok that was pointless i could be helpin my grandma with her grief right now and you all come and take me home for no good fuckin reason? that is great, really it is. So yeah i was home alone all night friday night cuz my friends are...Grr yeah anyways, so my dad felt really bad leavin me at my house alone when he was at his gfs...so saturday he took me to the resturaunt Kelly's and said he was really sorry, which in any case it wasnt his fault...so then sat night i was gonna have autum over and her mom and dad said no, so i was stuck home AGAIN doin nothin only this time i had my sister rach, and now i'm sittin here on this sunday afternoon typin this long ass boring entry that no one is gonna comment or even read...so i will talk to you laters...

~*I'm thinking about u*~