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2004 24 October :: 12.00am
i love coming home...........but i hate being here.
does that make sense to anyone? because thats how i feel. i'll try to explain :
when i walk in my house i get the feeling that im wanted/needed by someone. and its not just my cat and dog and usually little brother that run up to me and hug me or want me to pet them (being the animals, not Jon). its just the general aura i get from stepping in the house..........I LOVE IT.
but, staying here always messes that feeling up. but yeah, enough random thoughts for the night.
yesterday was fun. emily and i hung out all day after school.
we went to see "hero" at the star. it was pretty good, not what i thought it would be, but not bad.
after that we went to the haunt. but, instead of listening to my good judgement, i listened to emily's directions and we ended up in allegan. yeah......dont ask how, or why, but yeah........ it was fun though. she felt really bad about it, but i just laughed it off. i figured if i didnt i'd be pissed. but yeah, i didnt really care. so, we went to the haunt after the "detour" to allegan. um.... the haunt was okay, not what i expected it to be, but it was still pretty cool. um..... yeah that was about it for yesterday.
went to bill's party today, it was alright till people were being dumb with guitars........
rueben, michelle, waller, jenny, dylan, and i went to arby's to play trivial pursuit when we left. fun stuff. its not something i'd usually do, but i figured "what the hell" and went. it was pretty cool
oh, and at the party erin lost like 20 bucks. she thinks someone stole it.......so i hope she finds it or finds who did it. she was getting pissed, so i hope everything works out for her
but other than that didnt do anything today.
yeah, i have to work tomarrow, which sucks. but oh well, i need the money. i can open my availibility up again because soccer and marching band is done. so thats good. um...... yeah, thats about all i have to say now......... uh...... yeah, im gone.
-me
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2004 23 October :: 9.43am
:: Mood: tired
So yeah, i went to the Haunt last night. That was alot of fun, and quite scary. My golf season is over. We took 6th at our Regionals golf match. We beat 90 teams and lost to 24. So we had an overall good season. School is going pretty good i guess. I just got a 96 on my Unit 1 english test, so thats cool. I just got done with my friendship essay. I did ok on it i guess. Ashley was in it...because she's just cool like that. I used her in my essay for a real life experience about how our friendship like fell apart a while back. But i love Ashley, we have a great friendship.
Off i go now.
Kevin
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2004 21 October :: 3.46pm
Ok, my journal is going to be 'friends only' now because I want to keep certain assholes from reading my posts.
Thanks for your time, kids.
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2004 20 October :: 10.22pm
You have to take the bad along with the good.
The good seems worth it, so I'll deal with the bad.
Yup.
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2004 19 October :: 2.22pm
"your love is a razorblade kiss.............sweet as is the taste from your lips..."
jenny this is just for you.
im rockin out on "H.I.M."
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2004 19 October :: 2.13pm
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you!!!!!!!!!!
anyone whos anyone will go to bills party.
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cowsgomoo!!!
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2004 18 October :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: PISSED
:: Music: tom petty
okay, i've heard rumors about me, that really pisses me off. let me set this straight.
RUMOR: jenny steers and i made out at a movie theater.
WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED: we did hold hands........no kissing of any kind was involved and no touching of anywhere inappropriate was to done.
so, unless i can make out with someone while JUST holding hands then NO we did NOT make out.
thanks for hearing me out........and next time stupid people start rumors, dont bother to listen, cause you know its just lies and other shit.
-me
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2004 18 October :: 8.39pm
Yet you still don't know what you're talking about.
Of course you all make it your business once more.
I love how fucking intelligent you all are.
Do me a favor and prove me wrong by not being so God damn predictable.
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2004 17 October :: 10.47pm
:: Mood: energetic
okay, so, i feel so much better about myself right now!!!
okay, no one really knows, nor needs to know, but me and a certain girl are NOT going out. for the few of you who do know, please dont bother to put down any names, cause there's no need to
but now i dont have to worry about anything, i can continue life like i do and maybe hook up with a friend from rockford that i havent seen in ages and not feel bad about it.
well, whatever, im done. most people probably think im a whore, but whatever. if you want to know about it, just im me and i'll explain.
chao,
-me
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2004 17 October :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: scared
Uh so tomorrow is the big day. I am getting that surgery done. I am so scared for what it might be. It could be something really little but it could also be something really serious. I just hope its nothing. They had to tell me what it could be and when the word cancer is used thats not the greatest things you want to hear. Since I went to the doctors i have not once stop thinking about it. I just hope all this worrying is for nothing. Not only am I scared about what it could be but for the actual surgery. I hate needles and i hate all that other stuff and alls they are gonna do is numb it uhhh this sucks:(
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2004 17 October :: 5.17pm
Homecoming was really fun, I am so glad I decided to go. And that I decided to go with matt he is such a nice guy. After the dance was another story. They all decided they wanted to go bowling till 2 and I hate bowling but I went anyways but didnt bowl and still had to pay $13 for it. uh not cool. But then me and jess went to barkers which was really fun untill the whole fight thing went down. Uh I dont understand some people god. But overall it was a great night!
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2004 17 October :: 2.09pm
:: Music: Elvis Presley - Mean Woman Blues
Homecoming was nice.
Probably the best dance I have wasted $10 on.
I'm glad I went.
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2004 16 October :: 12.15am
:: Mood: grand
:: Music: mix, but at the moment tom petty "you dont know how it feels"
never have had one, never will
okay, so my J.V soccer experience is over. yippee skippy (said very sarcastically). now i have to deal with the varsity coach and varsity players who dont think i belong on varsity......lucky me.
oh, yeah, yesterday we lost our soccer game.....2-0. it sucked. i felt like shit, and right away some kid kicked my bad knee. BUT, within the first 4 minutes of the game i took a kid out, but the stupid fucker had to come back in 10 minutes later. but yeah, its done and over with
okay, another end of things..... marching band is done!!! im so happy!!!! i hate marching band, the only reason i do it is so i can play concert. but whatever, again, its over with.
so, tonight after the game a bunch of band geeks (and jacqui) decided to go to mcdonalds. yeah, that was.......um, interesting. then we all thought that a movie was a good idea, so we went to the movies (exept jacqui and steph, they couldnt). so yeah, it was a really fun night.
um....... what else happened???? yeah, i dont really know.....
okay, well, since all of my email accounts have been closed i only re-made two
cowsgomoo8806@hotmail.com
and
organizedchaos06@yahoo.com
my messengers are still the same, so, um.........yeah, i guess thats it
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2004 14 October :: 8.08pm
Please let tomorrow be a better day.
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