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valoth

:: 2010 11 January :: 1.09am

Seriously I am a glutton for punishment. I make my own damn head hurt from this shit spinning round my brain.

EDIT: Who's amazing at beating himself up mentally? *point at self with both thumbs* This guy!

Its a damn good thing I detest alcohol.

Shoot the shit


valoth

:: 2010 11 January :: 1.08am
:: Music: Dirty Vegas / Days Go By (Steve Osbourne Acoustic Mix)

I am a lumocks
You
You

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Shoot the shit


phil-himself

:: 2010 7 January :: 10.55pm

Dickbutt

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valoth

:: 2010 7 January :: 12.28am

Trying to not give in to old habits...reoccurring ones.

I want to do something everyone would probably think is really stupid to do. The timing seems like it could be right though. Ugh. I hate it. My stomach turns just thinking about it, and my heart says just freaking do it. My brain says no. My feet dont go. So...what to do. Sheesh.

FUCKSALT

Love, Forgiveness, Chocolate?

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valoth

:: 2010 1 January :: 11.29pm

The things we learn...sheesh.

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rayray

:: 2009 31 December :: 11.22am

I was trying to remember what I have done on New Years Eve for the past 10 years.. but there are some blank memories in there..

So, if you were involved, tell me memories you shared with me..

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box

:: 2009 29 December :: 4.29am

This is the kind of thing we need to hear these days.
I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our
liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow
private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by
inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow
up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until
their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers
conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and
restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs.

- Thomas Jefferson, Letter to the Secretary of the Treasury Albert Gallatin (1802)

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valoth

:: 2009 26 December :: 11.31pm

Here I am, there you are.
How did we ever let things get this far.
I have no money, I have no car.

I like you but the distance is too far.
You may sulk, you may soar, you think like before.

A time gone past, those ways don't last.
Cherish the moment.
Just try to make them last.
We definitely need atonement.

-------

In other news I fucking love this song, I dont know why!
Empire of the Sun- Walking on a Dream

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rayray

:: 2009 25 December :: 4.06pm

Had a rough couple of days.
They were more or less just extremely emotional and frustrating.
Had a hard time dealing with the 5 year anniversary of my grandma's death, and then this being the first christmas without my other grandma.
Argued 2 days in a row, with probably the most ignorant person in Ionia County.

I have felt a lot of unnecessary stress this week.
I think I am finally getting over it.
Thought I would have more Christmas spirit than I ended up with, but I guess shit happens.
Better luck next year.

1 shot | Shoot the shit


outsyder18

:: 2009 25 December :: 12.00am

Merry Christmas Bitches!

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valoth

:: 2009 24 December :: 11.42pm
:: Music: "I See You" by Leona Lewis

Haunted
I see you.

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valoth

:: 2009 23 December :: 10.58pm

Jade is my color.
I try to not look at times past. I try so hard. I hate myself when I do think of them.

I try to live by the moment. For the now.

I forgive. I forget....too much.

I am flawed. I am broken. I am human.


To those who fell away. May my deeds be forgiven.
To those who are around, thank you.
For those who would give up on me. So be it, your choice. I cannot stop you.

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valoth

:: 2009 21 December :: 11.23am

Where'd all the good people go?!

Be content. FFS...

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box

:: 2009 21 December :: 4.16am

I'm Drunk... at jenny's house.. and you all fail..

Mine!

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skife

:: 2009 17 December :: 11.30pm

Dear santa clause, Go fuck yourself.
I'm depressed because;

My wallet is empty
My paycheck is spent (can't even cash it until tomorrow)
I can't buy anybody christmas presents this year.


I know how "Tennessee" Earnie Ford felt when he is singing "sixteen tons"

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