BEST NIGHT EVER!!
This night can only be summed up by one expression: "HOLY SHIT" Ok well tonight i went to the American Idol concert. I'm not really a concert person, I'm not a screaming fan, its against what i believe in. But i do like american idol and i thought it'd be fun. We had bad seats but we get there and went to the box office and some really good seats opened up, so we got those. they were right near the stage! we were really close, it was AWESOME. So the show starts and the first half was all solos by the idols in the order they were voted off. It was only 9 of them (vanessa, corey, and josh werent there). So it was really cool. everyone there FREAKED out over clay. I dont really think he's that amazing but whatever. Ok so then the second half was a lot of group numbers and a some solos. It was really good. It was really long though and every time i thought it was over they just kept going. But Kimberly Locke sang Somewhere Over The Rainbow and it was brilliant. Then the closing number was Proud To Be An American....it was CAPTIVATING. i nearly cried because it was so good. Ok here's where it gets good. Little tepper and mrs. tepper were sitting right next to Julia DeMato's sister in law!!! She saw how lil tepp was freaking out so she says, hey why dont you come back stage with us!!!!!!! Yeah freaking amazing. so we go back stage with the DeMato's and then Julia comes out and i'm like wow julia demato is standing right in front of me. then kimberly caldwell comes out and i get her autograph. and then i wanted someone to sign my chest but me and mrs tepper decided arm would be better. So Carmen Rasmusen comes out and we go to her and she signs my arm. Then i wanted more so we go back to Kimberly Caldwell and we're like oh i'm a big fan, i think youre great, blah blah blah, sign my arm for the first day of school, so she writes "Justin, I Love You, Kimberly Caldwell." And she also said hey you can tell all your friends that we made out. And I also got a picture with her. that made my day, fuck it made my month. ok so then i went and had julia demato sign my arm too, she seemed tired and whatever so then trenyce and ricky smith come in, i went and got trenyce's autograph and i was wearing my "Actor" shirt and shes like oh you're an actor? and i'm like yeah and shes like oh cool good luck. So that was fun. And finally Ruben Studdard comes out. He's really cool. I went up and got his autograph too. But Clay and Kimberly Locke were the only ones who didnt come out. They say that Clay never comes out. hmm odd, i didnt really care. Kimberly Caldwell made my night. Shes so beautiful! Well we made friends with the DeMato's and mrs tepp gave them her phone number and address because they want to move down to florida and they said she'd call her. so we are making connections with them, maybe we can all hang out one day. that'd be hot, lunch with julia demato. wow it was a GREAT night. Tomorrow in school come up to me and i'll show you the autographs and tell you more stories! I LOVE KIMBERLY CALDWELL!!!

~Shout Outs~

Kimberly Caldwell, Carmen Rasmusen, Julia Demato, Trenyce, Ruben Studdard, Clay Aiken, Kimberly Locke, Ricky Smith, Charles Grigsby, JT, Mrs. Tepp, Lil Tepp

well today was a day. went into the drama room to help with stuff. a new drama student came in to sign up for drama. she'll be a senior. she came in and me and amanda bruno brought her to hasko and hasko was SO rude to her. i was embarassed, so i ran after the girl and brought her back into the room and showed her around, told her about the program and showed her around our theater. i made her feel very welcome. i felt so bad and ashamed because of what hasko did. after being in california and going to all these schools and having such warm people welcome me, it was so upsetting to see hasko be so rude. so i fixed that, it was my presidential duty. ok well Well then after that i went home and watched tv for a while, and got invited to danielle's house for a party/get together. well i said sure and then i talked to alexis who was in wellington with at her mom's house and really wanted her to come to the party. i love her so much, she is the awesomest girl EVER, shes so diva and our personalities totally mesh. so i offered to drive up to wellington and pick her up, its like a 20 or 30 min drive, which isnt that bad considering i had music man rehearsals like every day for 2 months in west palm which was like 40 mins away. so i drove up, wellington is so nice! i picked her up and we went to danielles, we also picked up chris burgos. We did the song Addicted by Simple Plan in 3 part harmony. IT SOUNDED AMAZING!! one of our finest harmonies. well tonight was fun, a little crazy. i drove alexis to her dads house which is right here on 441. well now for some of my inner thoughts. i'm kind of lonely. i kind of wish i had a girlfriend. i mean i'm not desparate or like oh my god i need a girlfriend or i'll die. i wont have another girlfriend unless she TRULY intrigues me and i am totally falling for her. not any of these little crushes. and it takes a lot to intrigue me that much so i doubt i'll have a girlfriend for a while. it kinda stinks to be single cuz i'm lonely and i like to have someone to care about and do cute things for but its nice to be single cuz i can do whatever the hell i want and i dont have to worry about someone. i dunno, i'm just waiting for my soulmate. unfortunately i think i'm in the wrong state to find her. well thats all for tonight i suppose, its been fun. American Idol concert tomorrow

~Shout Outs~

Alexis, JT, Chris Burgos, Joe Vitar, Joel, Emily, Danielle, Marc, Mandy, Eden, Taylor, Kayla, Dave, Joey

Officer Retreat
Ok i've returned from my weekend. it was mad fun. I dont really feel like getting into the specifics of it. I'm used to writing about just one days events, its rough to do 3 days. ehhh. well i proposed my improv group idea to the board and they loved the idea. so many people told me they wanna do it. hurray. i'm actually forming my own improv group and i get to direct and control it. Ok well the meeting was long but productive. Saturday night we played some games and did this crazy ass activity where hasko told us this story that we were all dying of a disease and we each had 3 viles of antidote and we had to give it to 3 people in the room and we had to look each person in the eye one at a time and say either i'm giving you my medicine or i'm not giving you my medicine. everyone was hysterically crying over this game. i was laughing, i thought it was ridiculous. I cant discuss the things that we did at night in the hotel rooms, haha. but overall the trip was mad fun. i think me and vitar bonded majorly and so did me and dave. Ok well i watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days when i got home. my mom had rented it so i popped it in. it was decent. i mean not great but pretty good. i had never been much of a kate hudson fan but i really liked her. i love her facial expressions. she reminds me of someone....the movie was just cliched though! All these types of movies end with either the guy or girl going to the airport to move away and the other one coming and stopping them. its overdone! how about either the guy or girl going on a murder rampage and the other one having to subdue them? well i think it would be a better ending. well there is a party at the bruno's tonight, i dont think i will be attending though. i'm SO tired. i've been out every night this week and i havent been to bed before 3 almost every night. i'm running on fumes here and i need to get rest cuz i gotta get up and go into the drama room to help tomorrow morning. argh. well jerry maguire is on TNT tonight so i wont be alone. ok well thats just about all. but why's the rum gone?

~Shout Outs~
JT, Gladys, Amanda Bruno, Rachel, Phoebe, Liz, Steph Co, Dave, Kyle, Kayla, Charissa, Joe Vitar, Larry, Nicole, Sharri, Hasko, Direnzo, Lance, Mia, The Cast of How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

If you havent read the journal entry before this one, which is from earlier today, read that one first. well heres what happened. i was supposed to go somewhere tonight and bring a fruit dish for dinner. well jt gets mad at me saying that i ruin her time and make things not fun and she wishes i just wouldnt come. i get upset and hang up on her. a lot of shit happens she calls back and then is like whatever i'm not mad, i cant be mad cuz of officer retreat this weekend. well i'm like ok thats fine and i start to explain the events, then i wont tell her something (which had no relavance to the story, just a sidenote) it was just a random thing and she flips out and is like ew you cant have secrets with my best friend, see you ruin everything, this is why i dont want to hang out with you, i wish you wouldnt come tonight. so i say fine i'm not coming fuck you and hang up. she tries about a million times to call back. i didnt want to talk, i was done for the day. she didnt get the hint. well i decide to go see a movie alone, since if i just stayed home she wouldnt leave me alone, she'd just keep calling, so i leave and go see Pirates of the Carribean again. i love that movie. well i get out and turn my cell phone on and sure enough she starts calling again, so i shut it off again. i just want to be alone tonight and i dont feel like talking. so right now i'm sitting here, eating the fruit i was supposed to take to the party tonight because i havent had any dinner since i was supposed to eat with them and my mom didnt cook me anything. and fruit alone is a bad meal, it makes my stomach hurt. maybe i'll watch some tv or a movie. whatever. goodnight

~Shout Outs~

Alexis, The Cast of Pirates of the Carribean

Well we got trouble...
ok i know i usually dont update so early in the day but i just gotta get shit off my chest. EW so much drama is going right now its so not funny. Everyone thinks i'm hooking up with people i'm not and all this shit. I HAVEN'T HOOKED UP WITH ANYONE SINCE I'VE BEEN HOME!! jesus. i havent even kissed a girl in over a month. i'm not complaining i dont care i'm just saying everyone shut up. and i hate it when peoples PARENTS get involved with shit that isnt their business. ew go to hell. mind your own business and dont start trouble you fuckers. goddamn, i'm home for a week and already i'm the center of scandel. AS USUAL! its never a calm moment here. and i'm tired of these stupid followers that do anything to make the older people happy, including stabbing whomever they want in the back. lets grow up, shall we? be mature? fuuuuuck. why did i want to come home from california???? someone remind me? to come back to this?? i'm trying to be a good person and all i get is betrayed and gossiped about. i dont think anyone has said one true thing about me. i really havent done anything to anyone and all of the sudden everyone hates me because people are running their mouths! UGH i'm going to go scream into my pillow. i'll update again tonight

~Shout Outs~

FUCK YOU ALL

well today was quite a day. a lot happened. lets start with i got up at 8:30 after going to bed at 3am. ouch. well i get ready and had to wait extra long to go by jen's house to show her the script i wrote because she was at a sleepover and everyone there was being lazy-asses and wouldnt get up and drive her home even after they said they were going to. it was a bit annoying for me because i wanted to get it done and get to school, i could have slept for another hour. well finally i show her the script, she liked it. we go to school help out hasko, she was very impressed with my new attitude towards things and my ambitiousness and was very pleased that i wrote so much. she said she'd read it later. ok well i then ate lunch with gladys. that was fun, we caught up even though she kept talking about things i didnt wanna talk about. Ok i'm going to publically say something here because i'm sick of shit being spread. Holly is under the impression that I go around announcing that me and her are over and that i've moved on. thats not true. EVERYONE asks me about her and i simply tell them that we are through. now i'm going to name a name also of someone spreading shit because it pissed me off. alli laboon told holly that i IMed her out of nowhere and was like hey me and holly are over, and blah blah blah. BULLSHIT!! she IMed me and we started talking and after awhile shes like so hows your love life and i'm like well not much is going on, me and holly are over, i met this great girl in cali but she has a boyfriend, thats all. jesus christ i'm tired of this crap. ok well that was that. ok thats only half the day! alright so after that i go home and i take a nap and in the middle of the nap hasko calls me and says i like the script. i was like YAY!!! she liked the ideas i had and wants to keep what i have. i'm so happy. so we talked for a little and then lance (the tech director for you non-drama people) calls me about it and we talk for a while about ideas and technical things that need to happen with the show, etc. mad fun. well then after that me and minh jatos go to the gym. i havent been to the gym in ages. we saw gavin and matias there. i havent seen them in forever, it was kind of nice to see them though. well after that i picked up chris burgos and went to danielle's house for a little party. it was me, joe vitar, marc, danielle, chris, eden, emily, dave, joey venck. it was sooooooooo fun. me and eden had a bonding session, we talked for a while. and she gave me a massage. BEST MASSAGE EVER!!! wow she's good at it. ok well that was the night. tomorrow more drama room, then david's house for dinner and then maybe some karaoke!! me and alexis have been wanting to do karaoke forever! i CANT wait! ok well thats all for tonight. i hope everyone enjoyed it. make sure to comment. night!

~Shout Outs~

JT, Hasko, Liz, Charissa, Steph Co, Gladys, Larry, Joe Vitar, Joel, Marc, Minh Jatos, Eden, Danielle, Chris Burgos, Emily, Joey Venck, Dave

Well i started my day at 3pm. Yes i slept for 14 hours last night. since i lost so much sleep from the sleepover, i thought i'd get it back by sleeping forever this morning. my mom thought i was sick, hah. well i finally got up and wrote 9 pages of the fall show for school. In case you aren't in drama or dont know, our fall show is being written by me and JT. but JT has been too busy lately so i told her that I'd write the beginning so I created all the characters and wrote the first 4 scenes in it. i think it's pretty good, i hope hasko likes it. well after that regina came over and we watched The Majestic with Jim Carrey. it was an ok movie. i like jim carrey in comedic roles better. the movie also tended to drag and didnt really get good until the end. i dont really recommend this movie unless you are a jim carrey fan. well after that me and regina tried to go get dessert but everywhere was closed so i dropped her off and then tried to find someone to hang out with. no one available. (or anyone i wanted to hang with) so i went home. there is a conspiracy going on against me right now with some people. (no i'm not crazy) i dont like it and it must stop. ok well i watched "The Sweetest Thing" tonight with cameron diaz, christina applegate, and selma blair. FUN MOVIE! cameron is so DIVA in it! it was a funny movie though. very predictable plot though but funny none the less. it had a lot of random things in it. like the girls were sitting in a chinese restaurant talking about how they tell all guys that they have big penises and then all of the sudden they jump up and do this big song and dance number with the whole restaurant called "you're too big to fit in here" it was hysterical. well thats about all. tomorrow i go in and help set up the drama room and present my play to hasko. hurray. well goodnight everyone.

~Shout Outs~

Regina, The Cast of The Majestic, The Cast of The Sweetest Thing

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WOW! so jen and I didnt go to sleep until about 7am this morning and then woke up again at about 9:45am. that sucked because i NEED my sleep. i'm a diva. well we woke up, ate breakfast and then i left and had lunch with my dad, grandparents and cousins. it was good to see my cousins again, i havent seen them since like thanksgiving! well i was dead tired at lunch so i didnt eat much, then we went and picked up my car and then my cousins and I went to my grandparents house. we hung out there and then went to the club house and played pool for a while. after that we decided to go bowling! we played two games, i got second place in both games. one of my cousins is really good!! although i wasnt bowling my best today. well after that we played this basketball game in the arcade, which i beat the high score for!!! woohooo!! i could totally play pro-ball. well after that we go to this all you can eat pizza place. YUCK. it was actually good lol but it was just greasy and mad unhealthy. well after that me and my cousins went to my aunts house and hung out there. i havent seen her in a loooong time. my dad and her arent speaking right now (dont ask) so i havent been able to see her. but we talked for a while and then i came home. talked to eden on the phone for like 5 mins. ok well heres the thought side of the journal. i realized today hanging out with my cousins that i cant really hang out with non-theatre people because we just dont have much in common, i mean it was mad fun hanging out with them but i wouldnt be able to do it on a regular basis because i cant be myself. i cant start singing or quoting from shows or be dramatic, they call me gay or something. ugh, uncultured swines. hah. well also, i've decided i cant be with a girl thats not a HUGE theatre person. like it used to be ok they just have to appreciate theatre. no. now they must be a theatre person and a big one. someone like ashley fisher, audrey, or even alexis. now those are theatre people. dont get mad if you are a girl and i didnt mention your name. those are just the biggest theatre people i know. except i dont really know about audrey, all i know is she's amazingly talented and done a lot of shows. ooooooooook well thats about all. i just want to say that i LOVE all my new friends soooooooooooo much. Eden, taylor, emily, alexis, rachel, and david. you guys are sooooooooo freaking great, i'm gonna be mad sad when school starts and half of you go to college!! boo that. well i'm so tired. goodnight!

~Shout Outs~

JT, My Cousins

Well good evening. tonights show broadcasts live from Jen teppers house! I am sleeping over! hurray! this is my first time sleeping over at her house. yippe. well today was fun. i woke up late and then went to lunch with adam and a few of his friends at panera. after that i went to shadowwood and hung out with dave, we talked about a lot of stuff. well after that i came home and had an hour nap with my cat. then i went out and saw American Wedding tonight with jen, dave, rachel, emily, alexis, joe vitar, joel, chris burgos, danielle, and marc. the movie was pretty good. the beginning wasnt as funny though because its the same humor over and over again but as the movie progressed it got much funnier and by the end i thought it was great. heart warming. i highly recommend it to everyone. well after that we all went to danielle's house and hung out. larry and joey venck came by and me, chris, larry, joe vitar, and alexis did some harmony. it was mad fun. well now i'm at jen's house sleeping over, hurray! well thats about all for the night. how about someone comment for god's sake, NO ONE HAS COMMENTED IN THE PAST LIKE 3 ENTRIES!!! fuckers. well goodnight!

~Shout Outs~

The Cast of American Wedding, jen, adam, dave, rachel, emily, larry, joey venck, alexis, joe vitar, joel, chris burgos, danielle, and marc

Today was president day. me and jt worked from around 3ish until about 7ish on president stuff. we did the officer retreat packet, talked to hasko, called officers, and thought of some ideas. it was fun, we watched the first episode in season 2 of dawson's creek too. it was a good episode, i love that show. ok well after that we went over to emily's house and hung out with emily, rachel, dave, marc, danielle, eden, taylor, alexus, joe vitar, joel, and jessie. we did a bunch of things. we listened to music, we sang, we ran around, we played dress up, we harmonized, we ate, we played online, and all sorts of fun things. it was cool, i bonded more with rachel, she's a very awesome girl! and i bonded more with alexus! and emily and I are still bonding :) yay all my new friends! well tomorrow i might go eat lunch with adam and some others and then at night i'm supposed to see American Wedding with the same people i just mentioned above. that should be fun! i LOVE hanging out with all of them, i just feel so at home with them all and just feel so comfortable, i can totally be myself! i wish that half of them werent going to college! boo that. i must hang out with them as much as possible!! my mom came home tonight from tennessee, i was out when she came home so i only got to talk to her for a second before she went to bed. ok well thats all for tonight. have a pleasant night everyone!

~Shout Outs~

JT, emily, rachel, dave, marc, danielle, eden, taylor, alexus, joe vitar, joel, and jessie

Today started at 11am for me. got up, didnt feel well because i havent gotten a lot of sleep lately and i'm all jet lagged. so i got ready and picked up steph co and we went over to nicole primato's house which is out in the middle of nowhere. we hung out there for like 5 hours. steph fell asleep on the couch, nicole was swollen but didnt look that bad. i met nicole's bro and dad and i'm getting her dad to make me an accompaniment tape for Suppertime from Charlie Brown. i want to do that song for my first solo in musical theatre. oh so me and steph played Super Mario Bros. on super nintendo while we were there. brough back childish memories...ahh...ok well a million jokes later me and steph left and i dropped her at home and then i went home. its soooo good to have my car back, i havent driven in a month...i feel like i just got out of jail and i have my freedom. not because cali is a torture chamber, its the best place on earth, but just because i was with my dad all summer and didnt really get to hang out with anyone or go out on my own. alright well after that the day kind of slowed down. i had to run some errands and then i watched the movie The Day The Earth Stood Still. it was interesting i suppose. its an old film. oh, everyone go read my new Live Journal that i got! http://www.livejournal.com/users/jb1863 Make sure to comment there and comment here too. i love comments. tomorrow is officially president day. (not US presidents, drama presidents...aka me and JT) tomorrow we have to sit down and plan out officer retreat and do a lot of other presidential stuff even though A MILLION people have said they are going to stop by tomorrow even though they know we are busy, i'm sure we will be interuppted many a times tomorrow. well i'm in a weird mood right now. i cant explain it, i'm kind of lonely and bored and i want to have another party like the other night with all my new friends. ok well i'm gonna sleep now, i need to catch up on the zZz's. night night.

~Shout Outs~

Steph Co, Nicole, JT, Emily

EDITED! READ AGAIN!!
WOW WHAT A DAY!! ok well i picked up my cat from the kennel today. he was crying all the way home but he calmed down once we got him in the house. poor thing. ok well after that i went to the JCC production of Bye Bye Birdie. heh it was very good for what it was. rock on kids. i got to meet all the kids the night before and they are all real fun. lil tepp was very good, bravo! ha well after the show i visited with everyone, saw people i havent seen. joe vitar came by! wooohooo joe! and also i saw hasko, yay! well i got to talk with the cast members, i met new people. i love meeting new people. well after that i went and picked up minh jatos and we went to olympic to check out my schedule. here are my classes Drama II Aid, Drama 3/4, Bus sys tech (some computer class, i dunno i didnt choose it.), Government, Musical Theatre, English, Senior Privledge. woohoo what a great schedule. i'm gonna see if i can get switched out of that weird computer class and be a student aid for a different class. lol my schedule is so easy, it rocks. well after that we went back to minh's house and hung out for a while and discussed college and stuff. then i went to a party at JT's house. wow what a fucking party!! it was so mad fun. I BONDED WITH ALEXUS!!! i love her! shes so cool! we harmonized together, and me chris burgos, her and joe vitar hit up some barbershop 4-part harmony. it sounded great. well i met a lot of new people from the JCC, all really cool. word, it was a crazy party though. we were all going nuts and this was the first time i'd seen a lot of people since i got home so it was nice. well wow thats about all for today. tomorrow i'm visiting nicole who just got her wisdom teeth out (ouch) with steph co then i dont know whats after that, adam's house probably. oh i might be getting a new journal soon. heh i might be switching to livejournal because well audrey says its much better then woohu and if i get a LJ account then i can read her journal. so i dunno, i have to wait a week to get a free code for one, we'll see how the livejournal goes. it looks nice and the server is more reliable so i might just switch. i hope you will all still read my new journal if i do :) comment and tell me if i should switch or not. well thats all for tonight. i'm tired...ok no i'm not. Farewell.

~Shout Outs~

The Cast and Crew of Bye Bye Birdie, JT, Alexus, Dave, Joe Vitar, Joe Venck, David, Emily, Rachel, Eden, Taylor, Chris, lil tepp, mrs. hasko, joel, adam, danielle, mark, minh jatos, mandy, alien child, hope i didnt forget anyone, there was a lot of people at the party and i know i didnt write half of them down. sorry!

yeah i know the music isnt very "me" but i saw a documentary on 'E' about justin timberlake and they said something about that song having messages to britney or something so i was curious and checked it out. ok anyway i had written an entry on my laptop on the plane ride but i'm too lazy to go pull it off of there so whatever maybe i'll post it later. ok well the plane ride was ok we were in 1st class so it was easy. they kept giving us food, way too much, i wasnt that hungry to start. well i had to get up at 4am this morning. yuck. had a nightmare last night, now that i think about it, it wasnt even scary. dumb psyche. ok well the inflight movie was A Guy Thing. that movie kicks ass. julia stiles is awesome, she is just so lovable in that movie that you wanna marry her! yeah well great movie, a must see for all of you who havent seen. ok so i get home and then i rush out to the JCC to visit my best friend JT! wooooo! shes helping with the JCC rendition of Bye Bye Birdie which i hope to see tomorrow. i got to meet all the little campers and see alexus, emily, danielle, eden, mandy, jessica flaum, mark, lil tepper, and the weird alien child! woo i love the alien child. ok well after that i came home and sat down online. heh this is when the unexpected happened. audrey IMs me telling me how sweet i am and i'm like uhhh what? turns out she found my journal and read it. haha i was like oh crap but she was saying how sweet i was and telling me that she thinks i'm handsome. rock on audrey! and how much she appreciated the flowers, how i have fucking guts and stuff. woohoo that put me in a great mood. oh read the last entry and go down to the comment that says stuff like who is this audrey girl she is a whack job.....yeah that was audrey, she commented. heh. ok well the night isnt over yet, although i'm MAD tired but maybe i'll post again. OH! and if anyone has a paid subscription to livejournal could you be so kind as to give me the code for a free journal??? thanks! :) night night folks.

~Shout Outs~

Audrey, JT, Eden, Danielle, Mark, lil tepp, emily, alexus, mandy, jessica flaum, alien child, and all the campers of the JCC, BREAK A LEG GUYS!