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:: 2003 20 April :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: something more
:: Music: the anniversary "to never die young"

Reflecting on last night - it was pictureque. could've been better if I was an extrovert, but it was fun. I still want something more outta life though...

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:: 2003 19 April :: 11.37 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Hoobastank "running away"

"The Bean" was lots of fun! It was nice to see Jessica and Joslyn again, and I'm glad that Jami and Andre came with me (so I wouldn't fall asleep!). The band (what's their name AGAIN?) sounded pretty cool - I was impressed, although you couldn't hear the lyrics, which is typical of that kind of music. I don't like driving ALL the way out to cedar, but I especially don't like driving BACK at NIGHT when it's RAINING! But I got back safely, and now I'm about to go to bed.

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:: 2003 18 April :: 11.20 pm
:: Mood: still
:: Music: juliana theory "pictures, stars, and dreams"

Tomorrow is our first soccer game. I suck, but exercise feels good. I'm looking forward to "the bean" saturday night. I bought some shoes for europe. All I have left to get is luggage, sunglasses, sunscreen, electric shaver, and clothes.

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:: 2003 16 April :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

My eye is burning! lol. I got that checked out today. I have a chilazion, or something like that. It's a hardened buildup of white blood cells from an infected sty. It's supposed to heal itself within 6 MONTHS, otherwise I could get surgery, which is a last resort. I got some medication that will hopefully help the slight burning sensation.

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:: 2003 15 April :: 9.56 pm

This refers to no one in particular, but for the most part: People are stupid, as always. My eye Burns. Prom #1 and Prom #2 should be fun.

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:: 2003 12 April :: 1.15 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: tomandandy "Pre-saturday night party party"

I need to pace myself more. I only finished 1 of the 4 tests, and the 3 I didn't finish I had to quess answers for the last 5-10 problems. If only I could have at least looked at the question I'd have a chance! I think the caffine pills worked, but I think my cyst is causing my eyesight to be blurred.

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:: 2003 12 April :: 2.42 am
:: Music: Goldfinger "99 Red Balloons"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA - It's 2:30 in the fucking morning! I'm supposed to get up at 6:00 am to get ready for the three-hour ACT. I don't smoke, but if I did...I'd be lighting up a joint right now : ) lol I don't think I have test anxiety, but laying in bed for the past two hours, in a state of half-conciousness, the test has been the only thing running through my mind. And somehow I gotta get two No. 2 pencils by 8:00am. Perhaps I'll stop at Meijer's this morning and pick up pencils and caffine pills? I haven't used caffine pills before, but I have a feeling I'll be needing them. Only, I hope I'll still be able to concentrate with them!

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:: 2003 11 April :: 2.00 am
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: GUK "worst idea"

Reading this is just as much a waste of time as I spent typing it
Ha - I thoroughly do not have a life and right now I am just a waste of space. I feel like doing something right now - perhaps even writing an essay for a scholarship contest - but I have the ACT on saturday so I can't mess up my sleeping schedule. I need to do good on that. If I got a 30 I would be enthralled. (Pray for me!)
Aside from that, I've been getting mad lately at the little things that people say.
There has to be to life than this. Me + Summer + Europe + NYC = better be a fucking good time : D

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:: 2003 10 April :: 9.45 pm

Funny site: http://maddox.xmission.com/

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:: 2003 9 April :: 10.22 pm
:: Mood: bored

EXTREMELY BORED! yeah..I have friends? lol I've been in the house for a long time now, doing nothing but playing Sims..man, that game is addicting! I want to get out and do something, but what is there to do?

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:: 2003 7 April :: 12.48 am
:: Mood: calm

At least I got to go over to Emily's tonight. And...I'm the UNO CHAMPION! lol

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:: 2003 5 April :: 11.31 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Sugarcult

TODAY SUCKED!!! I stayed home all day doing NOTHING except watching movies and going online. The people I tried calling weren't home. Besides, what is there to do in Muskegon? Well...at least I thought Abadone was a good movie. Somone CALL ME!!!

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:: 2003 4 April :: 10.59 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: GC

Pretty boring night, but then again I am boring and I am tired.
It makes me sad the way some ppl think.
Family life sucks, but one more year and I'm out of here.
Well, i'm off to bed.

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:: 2003 2 April :: 12.22 am
:: Mood: blank

I slept all day today...I was "sick." Well, at least I got my math project done, and I got some time to study for my chem test.

I think my dad will let me visit NYC this summer to check out NYU and Fordham!!!

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:: 2003 31 March :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: drained

Soccer practice started today. The teams pretty good, although there are some ppl that make me wonder why they joined the team. I'm have so much to do, but I just want to sleeeeeeeepppppppppp........

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