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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 29 November :: 10.10pm

umm, my tongue kinda hurts....
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fatman

:: 2006 29 November :: 2.26am

Sorry I couldn't see you today...

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 27 November :: 12.12am

and so it is....

i <3 m.w. i don't know if that heart is plutonic or not. but i enjoy the daily (sometimes 3x daily) phone calls, and the plans for winter break, and knowing i have a date to my cousins wedding. and knowing that i will have someone to wrap their arms around me!!!!!!

i love knowing that i only have 2 weeks until fall semester is done, and 3 until zales is not prioritzing my life. and i love feeling loved, by all my friends and people i have been meeting.

i don't miss michigan, but i do miss some people there. and i wish i could stop caring about people that don't want me in their lives, but i can't. and i can't talk to them, but i do care. that's just who i am.

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 12 November :: 11.32pm

could this all...
be just a dream

could these feelings
i feel
everytime you smile
no
look at me
be really real??

i really really like you.

i think this is for real.

dont you?

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 2 November :: 1.23pm

fuck.

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 30 October :: 10.38pm

i dont know what i would do without this boy
he slept on the hospital floor
for me
awwwe!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 27 October :: 10.17pm

2 jobs plus being a full time student is killing me.
i don't eat when i work or basically on the days that i work at zales.
i hate knowing more about computers and jewelry than my bosses, aaaand
i really just wish that i could get shitfaced and not have to worry about when i need to get up the next day...
but wait, i never have time to do anything but homework and take brief intervals to vent about how much i hate or love my life depending on the day.

gah. if only life was easier... but wait, i guess then it wouldn't be life. : (

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 27 October :: 12.45am

zach is such a comfort to me. when he holds me... i feel so safe and secure. i was so grateful for him when we went to the emergancy room. i was glad that he was there to hold my hands. and he cares so much and its so cute... i really think i found a keeper. i hope nothing goes dreadfully wrong in the future that we get sperated. im thinking since i want to be together and i know i could have a good life with zach, fates going to change everything for me. shes going to mess it all up for me. which makes me very sad. i know this is not permanent. i know that this will not last forever... but im so happy here... in this moment... together... with him.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 22 October :: 7.42pm

would getting a third job be comparable to suicide... figuratively?

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 21 October :: 11.04pm
:: Music: The rolling stones- luxury

so, i got the 2nd job, and now i just have to wait until life calms down.
i didn't eat for over 24 hours because i was working and then just wasn't given the option. I haven't gotten nearly enough sleep and homework is the only thing making this worse.

I am already distant... now, i may as well be gone to the kids who called me their friend.
I am so insanely busy. the next few months should be interesting. but they will be covered, i won't have to worry about being short on paying my bills... it should all be normal again.
just me, and being a workaholic to stay out of trouble. i like it.

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 18 October :: 11.59pm

my ear hurts. i miss my ear. my real ear... not this swollen, red ugly one that hurts like a mo-fo. *frownie face.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 15 October :: 1.28pm

weeeeellllllllllllllllllllllll.
i don't know how much i have to say other than
I BOUGHT A NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAH!
lol, my dad had heart surgery last week so, i was home. but i didn't see anyone. which is neither good nor bad.
I am now being a hermit in my quiet dorm, where i can peacefully do homework and ignore the girls down the hall. go figure.

anyways, i plan to finish my homework, find a second job, aaaaand paint or knit. something like that.
toodles!

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 14 October :: 6.39pm

---->> Yesterday, I went with Jen and Lisa's art class to the art museum in Philly. I went completely free. Originally, its eight dollars to get into the museum, but the art class payed for me. We had a paper which was a scavanger hunt throughout the museum. I liked just walking through all the rooms better. I had gone to the museum before, but I found so many rooms that we had missed. Like we missed the colonial period and the asian art. Those were the two parts of the museum that I liked best. My favorite, however would have to be the set up rooms they had throughout the museum. I liked those the best. What can I say, I have a passion for arcitecture. The Asian art was also amazing. There was a giant room with the wooden rafters from some building that was amazing. It had painted lillies on the top. mmm.. me likey.
---->> Then we went to dinner at a brewery. There was so many bottles of alcohol. ahhhhhhhhh... The food was gewd. I got a pizza without tomatoe sauce on it. Yummy. The service was also really fast. Before I knew it, the food was there. I also got chocolate cake for dessert. The art class once again paid for me. Which was awesome!!! They were given an allowence of 20$$ to spend on food. I spent 13.50. Quite proud of myself. I gave a dollar towards the tip anyways. Meanwhile, Zach was here playing w0w. He had a raid that night. I knew he wouldnt leave his room to eat so I made sure to save three slices of pizza and half of my chocolate cake for him. He seemed happy for it when I got home. Around one, Zach's raid ended so he came to bed. We couldnt sleep due to the party next door that raged on. Haha. The funny thing is, we both woke up around 430. I remember hearing pacman. I made a comment about it. Zach said something about the ghosts running away and we then went back to sleep. It was very odd.

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 9 October :: 11.59am

isnt he beautiful??? i couldnt help but upload the picture of us together. he is amazing. he is my boy... hmmm... {{huggs}}

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 8 October :: 12.36pm

im feeling...
something different

i ask him -- why?
and he looks at i just dont understand.

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