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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 19 March :: 5.31pm

All you need to know
everything worthwhile can be done either in bed or naked...

and you should always file your taxes...

6 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


jus4fun06

:: 2006 19 March :: 11.15am

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fatman

:: 2006 17 March :: 12.24am

I've kissed...
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands or fingers.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] of the opposite sex.
07. [ ] of the same sex.
08. [x] a little younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x]with curly hair.
12. [x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [ ] with red hair.
14. [x] with straight hair.
15. [x] shorter than me.
16. [x] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who i truly love/loved
18. [] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high.
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [x] who i had just met
25. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [ ] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall
31. [x] at a show.
32. [x] at the beach.
33. [x] at a concert.
34. [ ] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain.
37. [x] with a mole on their body
38. [x] in the shower
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [x] in the movies.
41. [ ] in a bathroom/laundry room
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [ ] on a roof top.
44. [ ] under water
45. [x] while driving
46. [ ] a stranger
47. [ ] more than one person at once.
48. [ ] crying
49. [x] goodbye forever
50. [ ] when i was drunk.
51. [ ] who didn't speak english
52. [ ] in a hot tub
53. [ ] in an elevator
54. [ ] an ex
55. [ ] last night.
56. [ ] Just today.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 13 March :: 2.21pm

i feel like i am dying... i think i am sick... i have to see a doctor in like 30 minutes... and uh, yeah... i feel like shit.

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2006 8 March :: 9.38am

why is everything so sub-standard?

oh yeah, i come home for spring break this weekend, one of you better hang out with my lonely ass while i am at home!

3 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2006 5 March :: 7.19pm

i think that there comes a time when enough is enough
i am sick of trying to slit eachother's throats and constantly trying to hurt eachother.
i am drawing the line.
i would rather just be lonely than have to cry at night because it hurts so bad.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 6 February :: 5.09am
:: Music: Lennon- 5:30 saturday morning

early to drink, early to wake up thirsty as fuck...
i figure, i should update. i am becoming an alchie. b/c there is nothing better to do. i have lost all ambition, and don't believe in love. there is just sex, and lust. over the last month, and the whole time that i have been here, i have been hardened to the outside world.
i have to come home thursday for a bonescan
i polevaultt again... or at least would, if i wasn't injured.
i am single, and need lovin.
i saw justin dupey, and carter johnson at our indoor track meet last weekend. i was shocked and excited. and never thought i would be so happy to see someone i went to school with.

i just wish i was happy. i can't say again, b/c for as long as i remember i never was. but the idea looks apealling.

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 4 February :: 2.14pm

-[is it you i want or just the notion of, a heart to wrap around, somewhere i can find my way around]-

theres this guy. he is amazing! and i have liked him for over a year. he hates me. and the thing is, i dont want him physically, i just want his company. and its frustrating cause its never going to be and i know that, but i cant stop likign him. i want to cause it would be so much easier. but theres just somethign about him that drawsme in.

merg

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fatman

:: 2006 4 February :: 11.01am

I have Jessa's keys, and I need to return them today.

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fatman

:: 2006 2 February :: 2.19am

I got to see Jessa today, and she didn't stab me!

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jus4fun06

:: 2006 31 January :: 9.29pm

in the darkness, she d.r.e.a.m.s.

i feel so... empty...

shes fading away
away from this world
drifting like a feather
shes not like the other girls
shes lives in the clouds
and talks to the birds
hopeless little world
she not like the other girls i know

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fatman

:: 2006 28 January :: 11.17am

Yay! An update! Although nothin much has changed since the 1st, I felt an update was necessary.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 18 January :: 11.51pm

what are you supposed to do when you finally have a sucessful one-night-stand, and you just want to keep fooling around with this one.

it's a tuffy.

4 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2006 12 January :: 11.13pm

i feel like throwing up....

blah


joslyn_julia

:: 2006 11 January :: 5.44pm

the truth of the matter is. i am not happy. i haven't been happy, and quite frankly, i don't plan on ever being happy.
the strong points in my life are my awesome skills at just about everything, and the fact that i am perfectly fine on my own
my weak points are the facts that i am always sick, and am a slave to sex.

however, the strong and weak interweave, and old flings seem to be returning. I care about his happiness far more than mine.

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