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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 2 October :: 12.16am

I am very tired. very antisocial. i need a pick me up, and i most definatley want to be numb again. let me go back. give me more

i want to forget about him, i want this all to be done. let him love, before i am hardened once more.

Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 1 October :: 8.15am

college findings
i went out to the burbs downs in illinois last night. partied all night... i really want soup and crackers. and i gotta sleep like fucking now

goodnight

Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 30 September :: 11.51am

would it be bad if I was dropped from my comp 2 class?

6 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 29 September :: 8.19pm

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

*Re-post this if you believe that laws against gay marriage are just plain stupid

Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 29 September :: 8.13pm
:: Music: Damien Rice-- The blower's daughter

mike says i just need someone to hug me...
i spend each night dreaming of your arms
your breath upon my neck
your sweet embrace

we are lost
this distance has broken us down
dying in the street
i still hope for your kiss

2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 28 September :: 3.57pm

amusant
so i thought this was funny... maybe not, but i wanted to make mike laugh...
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2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 28 September :: 11.52am

read this in it's entirety before making judgment. thanks.

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

*Re-post this if you believe that laws against gay marriage are just plain stupid.

Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 27 September :: 7.57pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes- Lua

i made this for micheal. he liked it. but we are fighting now. so i want to ask the gallery... should we stay together? i am afraid that if we break up i will never get him back and all i know, is that i really want to be with him.

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3 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 25 September :: 12.00pm

two people with depression should not be in a relationship together. i state how i feel and it's a blow to him and he gets angry and then we don't talk for weeks while i cry myself to sleep and write him emails about how sorry i am and how much i love him and how i never want to lose him. when it comes down to it the only way to fix it is to visit him and that is nearly impossible.

the worse part is i think if i leave to see him, i won't want to come back.

Do you want to play with fire?


joslyn_julia

:: 2005 24 September :: 2.28pm
:: Music: shake it off

i have lost faith in all of it. all i care about now is mike. he's all i've got. i want some lovin. i need out of here again. i have a ton of homework though. i just wish some of this highschool/ college related bullshit would end. i keep getting pulled into it. i really don't care about it. they both need to just grow up. i wish i could drive. just go for a drive... but someone said that gas was going up to some astronomical price. like $6 a gallon. that makes me glad that i don't drive. i just need mike, in my bed, in my arms. and to catch up with this damned econ.

Do you want to play with fire?


unbleachedblond

:: 2005 21 September :: 10.38pm
:: Mood: bored

i always get yelled at for not posting...
You're a Free Love Kisser

Of all the kissing types, you've racked up the most experience
Kissing is no big deal to you - you'll kiss anyone you find hot!
It's easy for you to take the plunge and make the first move.
And you don't really consider kissing to be cheating!

2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 21 September :: 10.08pm




Your Power Color Is Red-Orange



At Your Highest:



You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.



At Your Lowest:



You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.



In Love:



You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.



How You're Attractive:



You are very affectionate and inspire trust.



Your Eternal Question:



"Am I Respected?"

3 burns | Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 20 September :: 1.51pm

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 20 September :: 1.47pm

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Do you want to play with fire?


fatman

:: 2005 20 September :: 1.41pm

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Do you want to play with fire?

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