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2005 22 June :: 10.48pm
oh micheal, don't be upset with me. i really like you and now you are being all pissy because i have friends who are guys. please, if you care so much...(i know you do, i can tell by the way you acted today) just trust me. i don't know how else to say it, you are all that i want
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joslyn_julia
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2005 22 June :: 11.02am
:: Music: The Arcade Fire- Tunnels
i am letting go. i will let this happen. i told my mom that i want to stay with him before school starts. i think she was taken back but she didn't protest. if this is meant to be, i hope it happens.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 21 June :: 7.37pm
watch out mikey
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joslyn_julia
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2005 21 June :: 7.33pm
everything was soo good and now here i am afraid again. i am too scared to be alone. i like his hot breath on my neck and the way i make him smile when i am dancing to silence.
why does this have to happen, take me to omaha dammit. i don't want to be alone
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sherriffsteve
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2005 21 June :: 1.30am
After you make Him your first, He'll find your second.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 19 June :: 10.35pm
:: Music: Sheryl Crow-- Sweet Child of Mine
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joslyn_julia
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2005 19 June :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: contemplative
i think i am allergic to spermacide.
fuck.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 18 June :: 6.34pm
:: Music: The Cars- Just what I needed
a match made in retart heaven
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joslyn_julia
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2005 16 June :: 2.46pm
ultrasounds are interesting... i don't think they found anything (especially no kids) but i feel a little violated. i am sure the feeling will subside, it was all just a little strange.
as for the teeth, they aren't so bad now. the swelling has gone down but i still look like a chipmunk. so if you see me, please laugh.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 15 June :: 7.59pm
for those of you who are confused by my complaints of pain and suffering... i got all of my wisdom teeth taken out on monday. the pain makes me not able to spell and i can basically only sleep.
i tried to eat real food yesterday but i woke up pukiing this morning.
the last couple days have sucked, i want to wake up not swollen with a new improvemental state.
fuck, i hate those damn teeth.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 15 June :: 9.23am
i woke up around 2am puking up anything in my system,
blood and dry heaving for the last couple hours.
i am in so much pain. i don't think i am going anywhere this weekend. sorry to anyone who's open house i am missing.
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unbleachedblond
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2005 14 June :: 9.27am
:: Mood: awake
im so tired of spanky's. i havent had a day off since last wednesday and they work me to the fuckin bone. it's annoying because, yes i need the hours but why cant they give me all 9-10 hour shifts instead of these dinky 6 hour ones. i guess i cant complain tho cuz im getting 30+ hours/weekly. i need to find another job but im too lazy.
speaking of another job. both me and manda got calls back from the good ol' michigan's adventures. its such a high school job, but money's money. manda's interview is wed, i need to call the lady, cuz im always workin when they call. if i get this job, maybe i can afford to go to school in the fall...seeing as how my other paychecks are getting accumulated for rent.
i felt like such a loser last nite. i always watch a movie before i go to bed. and the lucky one was 28 Days with sandra bullock. so here i am, laying on the couch in the dark, crying like a baby. *shakes head*
hailey's 11 month birthday was yesterday. she's getting so big. i love her so much. she's my world.
brandy gets home june 16th from russia.
birthday bash is saturday!
and im bringing a whole new meaning to the word albino.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 14 June :: 7.06am
post op update...day 1.5
my cheecks are really swollen, and it is really hard to eat and brush my teeth. half of my lower jaw still has no senses. i feel like a flippin baby, b/c all i can eat is mush. so i really want a veggie wrap with hummus, but i can't chew anything. i am very glad that i took th whole week off. but i have to get a father's day present for my dad today. goodie.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 13 June :: 6.25pm
:: Music: White Stripes- We're going to be friends
so, my jaw hurts. i remember talking the the doctor and then i was sitting on a cushion lounge in the back of the building. then i came home and slept, and i slept most of the way home. i am on amoxacillin and hydrocodon with ibuprofun. oh well. i am still really sleepy. i really want it to be september. i can't wait to start school. i decided to wait until second semester to do sports so i know exactly what all of the work load is going to be like. so far i have gotten noticably thinner. some of my pants from sophomore year fit, but are pretty snug. i can't eat like anything but pudding and mashed potatoes for at least today, and maybe tomorrow. as of right now, i have lost about 5 lbs. maybe more....
hmm, i just want to be super hot by the end of the summer.
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jus4fun06
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2005 13 June :: 4.20pm
is it so much to want to be beautiful and to not want people to have sex with you? maybe people turn gay because the opposite sex isnt as horney and find them actually beautiful. its just a thought.
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