joslyn_julia
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2005 30 March :: 8.32pm
so, tomorrow is my last spirit day in high school. we got caps and gowns today. it is ending so fast, and i am so giddy.
YAY ONLY 16 DAYS UNTIL I AM EIGHTTEEN!!!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 30 March :: 8.14pm
irony
the studious student. You are definitely pressured
and suffer from side effects from built up
stress. You are constantly occupying yourself
with books, studies, or some other hobby. You
feel squeezed in place and have litte movement.
Most of the time you are busy with work and
family, and would love to spread your wings and
relax. One like you needs to find a certain
time of the day to just sit and release the
tension. However, you are doing fairly well in
school, but that does not mean that you can
continue stressing yourself out. Take a
breather and head out with some friends.
You can consider going into a field like
librarian, polotician, journalist,
Archeologist, scientist, or lawyer. You have a
brain...NOW USE IT....but please...spare
yourself the pressure and create some down time
for yourself. Or develop a hobby that releases
tension, such as knitting (it worked wonders
for me)
What type of teenager are you?
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blondie17
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2005 30 March :: 7.53am
so anyways. i went to a pure romance party yesterday. it was fun. got some good stuff! and won some unscented lubricant. that was cool. and i plan on using what i bought...well maybe not seeing as how i dont have anyone to use it with.....jessi? becca? hilllalrlrryryry!!!!!! we need a get to gether and a video cam lol.
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jus4fun06
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2005 29 March :: 8.57pm
hmm i hate how i have a big mouth. i found out some gossip and i couldnt help but tell a few people when probably someone heard from me telling someone and it went all around and now that person has to denounce what i was telling everyone was true. the thing is... the person who told me would never lie... he has no reason to. so iono. i feel a lil bit bad about saying it cause i know i wouldnt like it... but the other thing is i dont really care what they think or say.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 29 March :: 3.16pm
is it okay if i don't go to prom???
i think i will take my dress back on friday, i don't have a date and there is really no point in me going if i won't be happy. right?
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joslyn_julia
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2005 29 March :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: empty
if i could i would die today
life is not going anwhere near the right way
give me some vodka
i wish that someone was there for me.
liz is gone
kelly won't talk to me
wait kelly isn't even my friend, because he doesn't give a shit about anything.
crystal is always busy
and my parents want me to leave.
i just want to go crawl into a ball somewhere and cry. does that make me emo? i am so sick of being there for everyone else but never having someone elses sholder to cry on. fuck it. fuck all of it. 17 days, and i am done. i am moving out. i fucking hate this town
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Fatman
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2005 29 March :: 12.10am
Well, the previous post wanted to be gay, so here's the real thing. I saw her again today, for the first time in a long time. Yay!
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Fatman
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2005 29 March :: 12.08am
I saw her today, for the first time in a long time. Yay!
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blondie17
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2005 28 March :: 12.08pm
so...i think that i am doing good with the getting over him bit. go me! not really. its so hard. we went to westgate the other day, and he held my hand! he reached for my hand! of course he had some alcohol in him but do you think i care? nope! your crazy if you do! it was so nice. he told me that he looked forward to my calls at 2:45 when i get out of school and right before soccer. he told me i mean a lot to him. and im his best friend. he told me that it meant a lot to him when i took him to court that mornign.he told me that it meant a lot to him when i was getting sick cause i thought he was going to jail...cause it meant he knew i cared....I CARED AND CARE A LOT! and he told me i was special and if anyone ever hurts me hell kick their ass. he told me he wouldnt let me get used by guys anymore. he is the reaason im so happy all the time, and hes the reason im so sad. he told me it was too bad that i had to work sunday cause his family was going out.....which means i think that he wished i could go with him. i stood up to my dad and told him to quit being a jerk cause i like jason. my family likes him. I like him. my mom even told him that she wished he could have been with them on easter. (i had to work so i didnt even eat with my family i got cold leftovers. I sat with his mom,sister and his sisters boyfriend and looked at family pictures...mostly of when he was younge.....so cute! i just love being this close to him. it is nice. saturday sucked at first and then got better. i hung out with him pretty much every day this week. and weekend. wow. hes such a great person!
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2005 27 March :: 10.03pm
She came from Greece. She had a thirst for knowledge.
She studied sculpture at Saint Martin's College.
That's where I--caught her eye.
She told me that her dad was loaded.
I said, in that case I'll have a rum and Coca-Cola.
She said fine, and in thirty seconds time she said...
I wanna live like common people.
I wanna do whatever common people do.
I wanna sleep with common people.
I wanna sleep with common people like you.
Well, what else could I do? I said, I'll see what I can do!
I took her to a supermarket.
I don't know why, but I had to start it somewhere.
So it started there!
I said, pretend you've got no money.
She just laughed and said, oh, you're so funny!
I said, yeah? Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here!
Are you sure you want to live like common people?
You want to see whatever common people see?
You want to sleep with common people?
You want to sleep with common people like me?
But she didn't understand...
...she just smiled and held my hands!
Rent a flat above a shop!
Cut your hair and get a job!
Smoke some fags and play some pool.
Pretend you never went to school.
But still you'll never get it right.
When you're lyin' in bed at night,
Watching roaches climb the wall.
If you call your dad he could stop it all.
You'll never live like common people!
You'll never do whatever common people do!
You'll never fail like common people!
You'll never watch your life slide out of view,
and dance, and drink, and screw!
Because there's nothing else to do!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 27 March :: 8.35pm
whoever thought of friends with benefits, had too much time on their hands.
lol.
i might die from boccelism(sp??) i ate moldy bread by accident. oops
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joslyn_julia
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2005 27 March :: 7.43am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Semisonic- Chemistry
HAPPY EASTER!!!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 26 March :: 10.25am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Where are the clowns
this growing up thing came too fast. i am still 17 and i work all the flippin time. crystal is 21 and she is less grown up than i am, and everyone else works but they still have time to have fun.
why is it that i had to grow up by 16 and no one else did?
i wish i could go back and do it all over.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 25 March :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Lennon-- where's my beautiful
i really like bailey's limited edition ice cream... it's nummy
my grandma is fine but almost had a heart attach
i want someone to hold me... anyone
well no, not kells. i don't think i am at all attracted to him anymore, at times i think i might be...but alas, i don't feel much of anything towards him. all he has going for him is a good taste in music and redish hair.
hmmm, yeah, and i leave soon. so soon, and i am so scared but so happy. i just want the love to fill the void in my heart. i thought i could fill it with clutter, but no. material possesions make me happy for a short time, and nothing more than a few days. i just hope that everything turns around in college. i mean, it has to sometime. right??? there is another love out there; there has to be, doesn't there???
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joslyn_julia
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2005 25 March :: 6.46pm
well, i got up when i was called into work, so i worked and then worked an extra 2 hours.
when i got out i was called and told that my grandma is in the hospital, so much for the stay home for easter idea...
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