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2005 24 February :: 3.33pm
great. so pj has to work and idk what is going to happen on saturday now. gha! i was so excited and idk how to act and i don't want to be like yeah we should just go out b/c idk if he really wants to and it is easier w/ a group.
damn walmart
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blondie17
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2005 24 February :: 11.33am
this really sucks. i dont feel good at all. i think i am going to puke. figures....this must be luck when the guy you care about so much is comming home for two days and you are too sick to see him! god! figures.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 23 February :: 8.09pm
:: Music: THe offspring
so glad to leave in half a year
i want you... all tattoed
i want you bad
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joslyn_julia
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2005 23 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Cake- Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps
my mom is friggn retarded. GAH
she started flipping out on my because i got on for a few minutes earlier and now i got back on. what a moron. SHe has been sick all day and asleep, but when i got to sleep for like 2 hours then she hates me.
Apparently i missed dinner and the tried to wake me up, but yelling upstairs does not constitute an effort to me. My parents logic makes about as much sense as some of the items in the emergency funding for iraq and afghanistan.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 23 February :: 4.15pm
there is nothing like forever, her solitude is always there
i had to save that... i am so happy, i hope he is excited b/c i am and pj is and idk if liz is but i can't wait for this week to be the weekend!
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blondie17
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2005 23 February :: 11.33am
:: Music: taking back sunday
CHAD COMMING HOME!
hey everyone. you will find a smile on my face until after saturday cause that is the last day ill see chad! im so happy i get to see him at all in about 28 hours!!ahhhh!i have no time to do anything. i have to work tonigt. i want to go shopping for the wedding on saturday, i have to clean, i want to get some cute outfits for him, but i have no time! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant wait util tomorrow!
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2005 22 February :: 11.55pm
Close every door to me, hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows and shut out the light
Do what you want with me, hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime and torture my night
If my life was important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie far from this world
Close every door to me, keep those I love from me
Just give me a number instead of my name
Forget all about me and let me decay
I do not matter
I'm only one person
Destroy me completely then throw me away
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joslyn_julia
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2005 22 February :: 8.17pm
:: Music: OPM- Heaven is a Half-pipe
so confused, at least justin might work for me part of the day on saturday, which allows me to see kelly and liz and maybe pj....
oi. this is crazy. crazy and more crazy.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 22 February :: 8.03pm
thank you so much liz for that information. it is all that i could think of since i got home and listened to hey mister and now i am pent up.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 22 February :: 3.46pm
:: Music: Custom-- Hey mister
so i am a dork who is a major girl when i want to talk to boys.
AND!!!!
I got my REFUND!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i now have money.
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blondie17
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2005 22 February :: 11.33am
chad will be here in two days. i cant wait. im going to be so busy. i hope it goes as well as i am anticipating! im so excited!
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unbleachedblond
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2005 22 February :: 10.03am
:: Mood: blah
life seems so pointless right now. it's so routine. go to school. go to work. go home. throw in a weekly get-together at missy and davey's and thats about it. what do i relly live for? another day of driving priveleges? it jus seems as though nothing is really worth it at this time...either that, or i jus dont have the balls to do anything. like my guys - 4 of them are getting shipped off to the marines from march to sept. i need to hang out with them again because it may be the last time i see them. aaron - i truely care about the kid. i love being around him. talking to him. i know that i dont have to "look good" for him. he likes me for who i am. he doesnt judge me. he truely cares about my well being and wont hesitate to tell me if im doing something stupid. but im torn as to whether i should go hang out with him again because i dont want it to turn into a purely physical relationship again. i jus dont know. life is confusing; very complexing. and is it really worth it - to sit here questioning. i dont know.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 21 February :: 1.18am
serioiusly tired now,
mom and i watched Napolean Dynamite today. it was stupid but funny in parts but mom couldn't stop laughing at his dance. she said that she would watch it all over again, just for the dance skit.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 20 February :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Jet-- Look what you've done
i am leaving it up to her, she can have everything and continue to make my life miserable until graduation or she can talk to me again. i sent an email explaining everything and we will see what happens.
tomorrow is a paper day... for scholarships and research.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 20 February :: 8.38pm
LIZ ARTECKI!!!!! *shakes fist...* you are a brat
but you are still my best friend. grrrr at you!
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*removes fist shaking and redirects toward PJ* Liz your boyfriend is very odd.
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