and this is what I call life...

4 burns | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2005 2 February :: 9.44am

no more guys for me lol...for now. im done dating. im done getting hurt. im trying to be done with thinking of weston.

jus4fun06

:: 2005 1 February :: 8.38pm

{s}ex cures {c}ancer

2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2005 31 January :: 10.57pm

can't feel... i sent him away.
idk why... i want sex.. thre is always friday
how big of a mistake am i making.....

:: 2005 31 January :: 10.29pm
:: Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2005 31 January :: 12.10pm

i just went to westons site. this is going to be so hard. im going to need people to keep me really busy so i dont think about him. i dont know if i can do this. i need to give up...quit crying spiratically and get over it. i hate myself for thinking i could have been good enough for him. i hate myself for getting my hopes up. i hate missing him and wanting him. i hate all of this shit, i keep putting myself through.

:: 2005 30 January :: 8.24pm

i may have a learning experience starting soon. something that you would never learn from school, but in all ways will cherish and loathe.

i want a guy... but then i have a lover that i won't have to love. and that is how my life will always remain.

jus4fun06

:: 2005 30 January :: 11.59am

do they win
if you sit there and take it?
or
when you hit the roof and flip the fuck out on them?
when is it they win?
How do you win?

jburt1

:: 2005 29 January :: 11.36am

Post this as a comment:
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
( ) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
( )laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
( )been in love?
( ) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
( ) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
( ) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
( ) bitten someone?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
( ) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
(x) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
( ) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
( ) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) stole something from your job?
(x) gone on a blind date?
( ) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(x) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
( ) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

:: 2005 28 January :: 11.31am

so i went to work today, and tonight one of my very favorite bands is playing at the intersection...i have been waiting for this!

2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2005 26 January :: 1.20pm

i am fricken in love with broken sunday!! yeah ...so my mom and brother wanted me to go to adams wake today. we used to ride with him to school in the morning. i said no. i cant take any more funerals. sorry adam.

Fatman

:: 2005 25 January :: 11.46pm

Post this as a comment:
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
( ) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(x) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x)laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
( ) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(x)been in love?
(x) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
( ) gotten stitches?
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
( ) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
( ) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
(x) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
( ) Been to Canada?
( ) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
( ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
( ) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2005 25 January :: 1.45pm

i am never going to give him that note...no matter how much i correct it...and fix its errors...(edit) i will never give it to him. he wont understand or even care. *sigh* at least i got it out on paper. time to get to work.

Fatman

:: 2005 25 January :: 12.12am

What Ho?! Doth mine own nose decieve me? or do I doth awake to the heavenly aroma of baking pies? Beshrew me but it's true. Pies there be! Pies fit of the King himself and mine own mouth proves and unworthy vessel for such manner of pastery. But twill serve. Twill serve indeed till the pies themselves have shuffled out of their mortal tins and are vanish. And are no more.

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?

sherriffsteve

:: 2005 24 January :: 10.21pm

Mishy, you should call me. I miss you and want to hang out sometime. I don't really have a car but there are always ways around that. Give me a call sometime 636-8324 or my cell phone 231-349-6263. I don't have your number anymore. I miss you love. +

:: 2005 24 January :: 5.22pm

what is so hard to understand about I AM NOT GOING TO GRCC... it is a waste of my time