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Fatman

:: 2004 23 December :: 11.49am

The Night Ninja was beating my ass in Halo yesterday, but I got him back. Every time he shot me, I got him with a grenade. Heeheehee! I win.

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 22 December :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: missing you
:: Music: cold//crossfade

she listens to the song over and over again... trying to find reason for him leaving her. its her only key... her one hope... the bright light that she holds on to so afraid to let go... again the words echo in her ears... i never ment to be so cold...

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fatman

:: 2004 21 December :: 9.33pm

I was right. T-minus 192 hours and counting...

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jburt1

:: 2004 21 December :: 3.40am

FUCK! Does anyone want to go to Toronto? Hotwire.com sucks hairy monkey ass.

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fatman

:: 2004 21 December :: 1.39am

I might have just been jipped out of 85 dollars...

fuck...

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jburt1

:: 2004 20 December :: 1.00am

I don't know. I just don't know. Things aren't the same. It's weird to be home. If you want to do something (keeping in mind that I can't technically drive), give me a call. Do it. Seriously. I'm going to go out of my mind.

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jus4fun06

:: 2004 19 December :: 9.03pm

it snowing here. yeah. i like snow. i love looking out after it snowed at night and seeing everything perfectly white. i wish i could be perfect. i try so hard to be pretty and nice... but its so hard.

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fatman

:: 2004 19 December :: 10.36am

The great thing about her is when you look in her eyes, and she's looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger, and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, terrified. The truth is you don't know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2004 16 December :: 9.22am
:: Mood: bored

for lack of anything better to do...how pathetic...

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 12109 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?8:28am
Name?Jillian
Nicknames?Jill
Date of birth?July 6, 1986
Sex?yes please
Height?5'3.5
Eye color?blue
Where were you born?detroit, mi
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?18
Pets?a beagle, but shes more of a family pet then my own
Hair color?brownish/blondish - but i need to re-dye it soon...any suggestions?
Piercings?ears
Town you live in?fremont
Favorite foods?pasta and subs...aside from anything containing sugar
Ever been to Africa?nope
Been toilet papering?yup
Love someone so much it made you cry?my friends...
Been in a car accident?many...way too many...
Croutons or bacon bits?croutons, believe it or not, theyre better for you
Favorite day of the week?dont really have a favorite - weekends are alright i guess
Favorite resturant?spankys - ha uh no...probly applebees or olive garden, cookers and damons are good too
Favorite flower?dont like flowers
Favorite sport to watch?xtreme sports, football, hockey
Favorite drink?strawberry shakes, water, watermelon pucker
Favorite ice cream flavor?cookie dough, vanilla, butter pecan
Warner Bros. or Disney?disney - even though im thoroughly convinced that they are polluting the minds of our future generations...
Favorite fast food restuarant?burger king hands down
Carpet color in your bedroom?wood floor
How many times did you fail your driver's test?surprisingly none - the guy was an idiot
Whom did you get your last email from?kate in soc
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?hmmm...rue 21?
What do you do most often when you are bored?call people and attempt to make plans
Most annoying thing to say to me?"you work at spankys?!?" - no im not a fuckin stripper!!!
Bedtime?whenever im tired...
Favorite TV show?life as we know it (dino *sigh*)
Last person you went out to dinner with?:jami and philly...the peanut shells thing still bugs me
Been out of country?yup
Believe in magick?nope
Ford or Chevy?ford
What are you listening to right now?ryan's watching spongebob
Have you ever failed a grade?nope
If you have, what grade did you fail?---
Do you have a crush on someone?im not sure anymore
Do you have a bf/gf?nope
If so, what is their name?---
How long have you been together?---
What are you wearing right now?jeans and a pink shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?i have - healthy sex is vital to a healthy relationship; i wouldnt wanna vow to spend the rest of my life with someone that i later find out is terrible in bed...
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?nope
Are you a virgin?no
Do you smoke?i used to, but it was a weakness i was able to overcome
Do you drink?yes
Are you ghetto?no im extremely white
Are you a player?some would say so, but i dont think so
What are your favorite colors?pastels...(did i spell that right? i know that pastel is cake in espanol so i wasnt sure)
What is your favorite animal?dont really have a fav
Do you have any birthmarks?yup
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?not that i remember
Who do you talk to most on the phone?jami
Have you ever been slapped?yes
Do you get online a lot?i used to...until my computer died...
Are you shy or outgoing?i guess a combo of both - depends on the mood you catch me in
Do you shower?on a daily basis
Do you hate school?no, do i like it? not really
Do you have a social life?i guess
How easily do you trust people?too easily...i'll bare my soul to anyone, then i throw my guard up so i dont get hurt
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?im sure i have secrets - but im not sure people would be surprised knowing
Would you ever sky dive?hell yea! im terrified of heights - to be able to overcome that means i have one less weakness
Do you like to dance?umm kinda but i cant dance to save my life
Have you ever been out of state?yup
Do you like to travel?depends who im with - but yea i do
Have you ever been expelled from school?nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?nope - but they threatened to cuz of the dress code violations - stupid shit
Do you want to get out of your hometown?*shrug* i jus wanna be happy - i dont care where i am
Are you spoiled?some would say so; others would say im blessed - it's open to interpretation
Are you a brat?maybe when i want to be...?
Have you ever been dumped?i dont date so i guess this is a no
Have you ever gotten high?yea - not anymore tho, im done with that shit
Do you like snapple?no
Do you drink a lot of water?yes
What toothpaste do you use?whatevers in the bathroom
Do you have a cell phone?yes
Do you have a curfew?not really
Who do you look up to?i dont know
Are you a role model?dear god i hope not
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?yea a long time ago
What name brand do you wear the most?charlotte russe maybe? i dunno
What kind of jewelry do you wear?silver necklace; yellow and pink jelly bracelets
What do you want pierced?for the longest time, i wanted my clit pierced. but then i found out that even tho you'll orgasm for like a week, u never will again. so i'd say my belly button
Do you like takin pictures?umm sure
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no - not photogenic at all. waste of film. plus it usually ends up as a bad blackmail anyways
Do you have a tan?maybe equivalent to that of an albino?
Do you get annoyed easily?depends on my mood
Have you ever started a rumor?i dont think so
Do you have your own phone or phone line?yea a cell
Do you have your own pool?ummm no i make like $6/hour...
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?i wear boxers to bed sometimes...
Do you have any siblings?yup 3 sisters, and 1 brother
Have you ever been played?yes
Have you ever played anyone?yes
Do you get along with your parents?sometimes, it seems like the more we argue, the more of my life they find out about
How do you vent your anger?i bottle it up inside, and dont let people know anything is wrong...i dont like to burden others with my problems
Have you ever ran away?i guess you could say so
Have you ever been fired from a job?no
Do you even have a job?yea
Do you daydream a lot?i zone out a lot if thats what you mean
Do you have a lot of ex's?i dont date so how can i?
Do you run your mouth?maybe sometimes
What do you want a tattoo of?i havent decided
What do you have a tattoo of?i dont yet - not til i figure out what i want it of
What does your ex bf/gf look like?i dunno - i havent seen him in a long time
What does your most recent crush look like?little taller than me; built
Whats her/his name?aaron
Have you ever been bitched out?psh who hasnt
Are you rude?i can be...but i try not to be
What was the last compliment you recieved?i dunno
Do you like getting dirty?depends....
Are you flexiable?i used to be...now im just lazy
What is your heritage?german/polish/irish/scottish/bohemian
What is your lucky number?5
What does your hair look like right now?short, brownish/blondish - craving a new dye job - kinda flipped out however the hell it wants to
Could you ever be a vegetarian?no i like chicken too much
Describe your looks?short
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?i have no idea - i was thinking maybe burgandy or brown - im tired of the blond
Would you ever date someone younger than you?i dont think so, girls mature faster then guys anyways
Would you ever date someone older than you?sure
When was the last time you were drunk?last saturday with manda
How many rings until you answer the phone?depends who it is and how close i am to it when it rings
Have you ever been skinny dipping?long time ago
If yes, when was the last time?i was probly 7th grade - with melissa, just so we could say that we did
When was the last time you went on a date?depends on your def of a date - i used to go out to eat with aaron a lot, but i wouldnt call them 'dates'
Do you look more like your mother or father?i think im a godd solid combo of both
Do you cry a lot?when im depressed and my world feels like it is crumbling to pieces
Do you ever cry to get your way?no - i dont like to cry
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?*shrug*
Are you the romantic type?maybe
Have you ever been chased by cops?haha yea - u gotta love ts
What do you like most about your body?its a lil curvy i guess
What do you like least about your body?i have short legs and boobs - i hate boobs
When did you have your first crush?1st grade
When was the last time you threw up?worst hangover ever...sometime mid nov
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?unlike justin, i dont have a preference (im jus playin hon)
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?nah, waste of a shirt...if i wanted to show my belly - id wear a bikini top
What about cleavage?guilty
Is your best friend a virgin?which best friend?
Have you ever fucked someone up?i dont really get this ?
Have you ever been fucked up?dont get this one either
What theme does your room have?no theme - jus stuff randomly throw places
What size show do you wear?"show"? oooo you mean shoe...8
What is your screen name on AIM?unbleachedblond
How are you feeling right now?kinda tired and depressed
When was the last time you were at a party?saturday
Have you ever given a lapdance?ummm ive tried...lol jami...im just too white to dance
Have you ever recieved one?nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?psh when hasnt there been
What is one of your bad qualilties?im way to vulnerable, i dont like to hurt anyone's feelings, im too honest
What is one of your good qualilties?i like to make people happy?
Would you marry for money?no
What do you drive?currently, a 93 taurus...but i may not be driving come mid jan...
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?a little of both, probly more of daddy's little girl
So?what?
Well?go away
When was the last time you cried in school?ummm i dont remember...
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?no
What kind of music do you like?*shrug* anything with a beat
Would you ever bungee jump?hell yea
What is your worst fear?unintentionally hurting someone so bad that it scars their life
Would you ever join the army?id be willing to but i jus dont have the balls to do it
Do you like cows?i like cheeseburgers...
If you were to die today, what would you do?*shrug* i dunno; im gunna die eventually-my life kinda lacks an importance so it wouldnt really matter much what i were to do
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?*shrug*
Do you like to party?yup
Hearts or broken hearts?dont get it
Moons or stars?ummm stars?
Coke or pepsi?coke - but pop is just empty sugars that make u gain weight - its so bad for you
Favorite scent?love spell, food
Favorite band?no fav
Would you ever dye your hair red?maybe...it would look horrid with my complextion tho
How many languages can you speak?2 somewhat fluently - but random words from about 3 other languages
What time are you finishing this?9:21 - what a waste of an hour - o well

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fatman

:: 2004 16 December :: 8.48am

Cyric unsheathed one of his daggers, angled to his left, and doubled up in a crouch, ready to spring at the man and silence him before he could raise an alarm.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 36.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions

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fatman

:: 2004 16 December :: 8.40am

College Exams suck monkeys. GO! Fly, my Flying ninja-pirate hamster-pandas from space!

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jburt1

:: 2004 15 December :: 2.38am

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 11969 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?2:05 am
Name?Justin
Nicknames?J-Dawg
Date of birth?09/30/85
Sex?yes please
Height?5'8"
Eye color?shitty brown
Where were you born?Ohio, USA
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?19
Pets?2 cats
Hair color?dark brown
Piercings?eyebrow
Town you live in?split my time between chicago and muskegon
Favorite foods?tacos and quesadillas...yummm
Ever been to Africa?well, no.
Been toilet papering?Leitzow, 6th grade, haha
Love someone so much it made you cry?not sure about that one
Been in a car accident?yes, 2
Croutons or bacon bits?neither
Favorite day of the week?friday
Favorite resturant?Ed Debevics?
Favorite flower?uhm, how about a rose?
Favorite sport to watch?soccer and Xtreme anything
Favorite drink?apple juice
Favorite ice cream flavor?mint choc. chip
Warner Bros. or Disney?disney, even though they are evil
Favorite fast food restuarant?taco bell!
Carpet color in your bedroom?I don't have carpet in my bedroom
How many times did you fail your driver's test?0
Whom did you get your last email from?oddly, my dad
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?Best Buy/ Circuit City
What do you do most often when you are bored?fill out dumb surveys like this
Most annoying thing to say to me?whats up, bitch?
Bedtime?whenever I feel like it
Favorite TV show?I love the 90s
Last person you went out to dinner with?:hmm...bunch of friends at Bucca di Beppo's
Been out of country?Yep
Believe in magick?magick? what's that?
Ford or Chevy?ford
What are you listening to right now?get up kids
Have you ever failed a grade?well...I was held back in kindergarten
If you have, what grade did you fail?refer to question above
Do you have a crush on someone?yes
Do you have a bf/gf?sure
If so, what is their name?Bobina
How long have you been together?2 and half days
What are you wearing right now?pants and a shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?yeah, I think so, is that bad?
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?no, that's just wrong
Are you a virgin?you have no idea
Do you smoke?no
Do you drink?occasionally
Are you ghetto?haha, well...I'm white ghetto
Are you a player?I could be, but I don't think it's worth it
What are your favorite colors?blue and green
What is your favorite animal?a mouse
Do you have any birthmarks?yeah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?don't think so
Who do you talk to most on the phone?emily
Have you ever been slapped?dont think so
Do you get online a lot?I have ethernet at college - I'm always online
Are you shy or outgoing?shy
Do you shower?of course
Do you hate school?no
Do you have a social life?yep
How easily do you trust people?I give them my fuckin heart...no, I don't
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?yeah, i think so
Would you ever sky dive?nope, never, no way, not if you paid me
Do you like to dance?sure
Have you ever been out of state?refer to question about going out of country
Do you like to travel?I like to go to new and exciting places...but I don't like the transporation procoess
Have you ever been expelled from school?haha, me? no way
Have you ever been suspended from school?refer to above
Do you want to get out of your hometown?HELL YEAH
Are you spoiled?maybe
Are you a brat?ohh, I hope not
Have you ever been dumped?nope
Have you ever gotten high?nope
Do you like snapple?yep - peach iced tea
Do you drink a lot of water?I drink a fair amount
What toothpaste do you use?crest
Do you have a cell phone?yep yep
Do you have a curfew?I'm at college, who'd give me a curfew? My roomie?
Who do you look up to?my friends. they're tall.
Are you a role model?some people would say so. me? no.
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?yeah
What name brand do you wear the most?american eagle
What kind of jewelry do you wear?indie bracelets
What do you want pierced?carteledge
Do you like takin pictures?I like taking pictures, yes. takin?
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no, not really
Do you have a tan?I think I'm oliveish, but still pasty.
Do you get annoyed easily?no
Have you ever started a rumor?no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?I have a cell phone
Do you have your own pool?no way
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?boxers...or boxer briefs
Do you have any siblings?yeah, a sister
Have you ever been played?hmm...no
Have you ever played anyone?hmm...no
Do you get along with your parents?hmm..no
How do you vent your anger?I keep it bottled up until I explode...or I go ranting to woohu
Have you ever ran away?I thought about it before
Have you ever been fired from a job?I have not been fired from 1/1 jobs
Do you even have a job?I'm a student ambassador right now, but that's not a real job.
Do you daydream a lot?yeah, sometimes I think I have ADD
Do you have a lot of ex's?no, not at all
Do you run your mouth?not really
What do you want a tattoo of?nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?let's not go there
What does your most recent crush look like?a hottie with a body
Whats her/his name?anna
Have you ever been bitched out?oh my gosh, yes, many, many times
Are you rude?sometimes, but that's only by accident
What was the last compliment you recieved?"you rock"
Do you like getting dirty?no, but I like getting clean
Are you flexiable?not really
What is your heritage?american indian...haha, no. English/German/Irish
What is your lucky number?87
What does your hair look like right now?long, brown, flat, crappy
Could you ever be a vegetarian?yes, but definitely not vegan
Describe your looks?stout
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?black...or blue...or red
Would you ever date someone younger than you?yeah, but not very much younger
Would you ever date someone older than you?hmm...yeah, but not very much older
When was the last time you were drunk?a few weekends ago...not fun
How many rings until you answer the phone?however many rings it takes to get there
Have you ever been skinny dipping?nope
If yes, when was the last time?your mom
When was the last time you went on a date?it's been forever..I should work on that
Do you look more like your mother or father?ewww, I've been told I look like my dad
Do you cry a lot?not externally
Do you ever cry to get your way?no, because I won't get it
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?"whats up" "that sucks" "that's awesome"
Are you the romantic type?ideally, yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?haha, do beach patrol count?
What do you like most about your body?it's ability to function as a body
What do you like least about your body?my short legs
When did you have your first crush?3rd grade maybe
When was the last time you threw up?last time I was drunk
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?blondes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?alll the time
What about cleavage?yep yep
Is your best friend a virgin?that's questionable
Have you ever fucked someone up?oh, no
Have you ever been fucked up?yep
What theme does your room have?green
What size show do you wear?11
What is your screen name on AIM?skudo85
How are you feeling right now?tired/unaccomplished/lonelyish/pathetic/immoral
When was the last time you were at a party?tonight - at an honors party.
Have you ever given a lapdance?no, but I've been asked to
Have you ever recieved one?yes : D
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?probably, who knows
What is one of your bad qualilties?I'm vulnerable, clingy, and shy
What is one of your good qualilties?I try to be a nice person
Would you marry for money?ideally, no. depends on who the bride was though.
What do you drive?nothing, riding the el is awesome
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?mom's
So?what?
Well?you make me sick
When was the last time you cried in school?4th grade? got hurt
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?if they propositioned me in a way that I couldn't refuse
What kind of music do you like?punk/rock/indie/emo/pop/hiphop/rap/techno/comedy/folky
Would you ever bungee jump?maybe, but probably not
What is your worst fear?messing up
Would you ever join the army?no, although I briefly considered it once
Do you like cows?yes, they give us milk, which is used for ice cream...
If you were to die today, what would you do?I would die, duh. I guess beforehand I'd tell all my friends I loved them
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?"I love you"
Do you like to party?from time to time
Hearts or broken hearts?what the hell?
Moons or stars?stars
Coke or pepsi?pepsi
Favorite scent?lucky perfume....it's an aphrodesiac
Favorite band?I don't have a favorite
Would you ever dye your hair red?yes, of course
How many languages can you speak?5, but only 1 fluently
What time are you finishing this?2:37 am

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fatman

:: 2004 15 December :: 12.28pm

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 11951 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?11:44
Name?Scott Lee Smith
Nicknames?Scoot, Tech, Fatman
Date of birth?7/22/86
Sex?Male
Height?5'11"
Eye color?They change
Where were you born?Mishiwaka Indiana
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?one
Pets?Kitty and Flying Ninja-Pirate Hamster-Pandas from Outer Space
Hair color?Blonde-ish
Piercings?only when I slip with the screw gun at work
Town you live in?Muskegon
Favorite foods?The good kind
Ever been to Africa?nope
Been toilet papering?yup yup
Love someone so much it made you cry?yup
Been in a car accident?yup
Croutons or bacon bits?both! with ranch dressing!
Favorite day of the week?Poon-day
Favorite resturant?Henry Street Grill
Favorite flower?White Rose
Favorite sport to watch?Midget Wrestling
Favorite drink?Cold Mountian Dew (Coffee)
Favorite ice cream flavor?Cookie Dough
Warner Bros. or Disney?Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?McDonalds
Carpet color in your bedroom?Wood floor
How many times did you fail your driver's test?once
Whom did you get your last email from?Mommy!
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?The Olive Garden
What do you do most often when you are bored?sleep
Most annoying thing to say to me?Hold on a minute...my cell is ringing.
Bedtime?When my eyes tell my to stop not sleeping
Favorite TV show?South Park
Last person you went out to dinner with?:Dan
Been out of country?Yup!
Believe in magick?Yes
Ford or Chevy?747
What are you listening to right now?Placebo - Pure Morning
Have you ever failed a grade?nope
If you have, what grade did you fail?none, stupid! I just said that!
Do you have a crush on someone?yup
Do you have a bf/gf?nope
If so, what is their name?*grr*
How long have you been together?*blink*
What are you wearing right now?not pants, if you're interested. Pants are the Devil!
Would you have sex before marriage?Maybe
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?nope
Are you a virgin?yup
Do you smoke?nope
Do you drink?Well, it's kinda necessary for survival...
Are you ghetto?naw, foo.
Are you a player?Yes, and a Groundling too!
What are your favorite colors?Silver
What is your favorite animal?It's a tie between kitties and flying ninja-pirate hamster pandas from space
Do you have any birthmarks?well, does hair count? I've got hair.
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?Kiel
Have you ever been slapped?yup
Do you get online a lot?yup
Are you shy or outgoing?shy until I know you
Do you shower?occasionally
Do you hate school?not really
Do you have a social life?not really
How easily do you trust people?either too easily or not at all
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?probably
Would you ever sky dive?maybe
Do you like to dance?only when no one's around
Have you ever been out of state?yup
Do you like to travel?sort of
Have you ever been expelled from school?nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?almost
Do you want to get out of your hometown?not really
Are you spoiled?no
Are you a brat?nope
Have you ever been dumped?yup
Have you ever gotten high?nope
Do you like snapple?kinda
Do you drink a lot of water?not really, unless you count the water content of Mountian Dew
What toothpaste do you use?the dentist recommended kind
Do you have a cell phone?no. and you can burn in hell for asking. fair enough?
Do you have a curfew?not really
Who do you look up to?Brian, Chris, Grandma, Mom
Are you a role model?maybe
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?both, actually. They kinda suck
What name brand do you wear the most?Well, I used to wear Doc Martens every day, but then I got a new pair of shit-kickers
What kind of jewelry do you wear?Buddhist Meditation Beads
What do you want pierced?Nothing really
Do you like takin pictures?Only in GTA San Andreas
Do you like gettin your picture taken?I feel cameras suck my soul away one picture at a time
Do you have a tan?nope
Do you get annoyed easily?not really
Have you ever started a rumor?not that I can think of
Do you have your own phone or phone line?no
Do you have your own pool?nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?boxers, they're comfy
Do you have any siblings?one sister
Have you ever been played?sort of
Have you ever played anyone?nope
Do you get along with your parents?yup
How do you vent your anger?with a bat
Have you ever ran away?nope
Have you ever been fired from a job?yup
Do you even have a job?I did, then I got fired
Do you daydream a lot?sometimes
Do you have a lot of ex's?nope
Do you run your mouth?not usually
What do you want a tattoo of?Tribal symbols
What do you have a tattoo of?nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?Beautifully married
What does your most recent crush look like?Heaven
Whats her/his name?Not tellin'! ;)
Have you ever been bitched out?yup
Are you rude?I try not to be
What was the last compliment you recieved?"Scott's a nice guy." It got me free curly fries at the grill!
Do you like getting dirty?not really; I'm a rather clean person
Are you flexiable?Time-wise? Yup. Yoga-wise? Not in the slightest.
What is your heritage?Fat and sassy.
What is your lucky number?13
What does your hair look like right now?long, soft, and pretty!
Could you ever be a vegetarian?Not while there were still cows.
Describe your looks?Fat and pleasant.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?Platinum Silver. Like, burn out the sun with it's own rays reflected upon it! HAHAHAHA..ehrm, ah...A SQUIRREL! *zoom*
Would you ever date someone younger than you?Yup
Would you ever date someone older than you?Yup
When was the last time you were drunk?Never
How many rings until you answer the phone?After the answering machine
Have you ever been skinny dipping?nope
If yes, when was the last time?...
When was the last time you went on a date?When "The Bourne IDENTITY" came out.
Do you look more like your mother or father?My dad
Do you cry a lot?not really
Do you ever cry to get your way?nope
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?peace
Are you the romantic type?yup. Mooshy-Gooshie!
Have you ever been chased by cops?not really
What do you like most about your body?my hair
What do you like least about your body?my feets
When did you have your first crush?Real crush? 7th grade.
When was the last time you threw up?the last time I ate at Wendy's
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?doesn't matter
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?no
What about cleavage?Well, sometimes I...wait...
Is your best friend a virgin?no
Have you ever fucked someone up?Like, with a knife or something? No.
Have you ever been fucked up?Only once. It was with a sword, and it was an accident. I still have the scar where Kiel stabbed me.
What theme does your room have?clutter
What size show do you wear?13 ish
What is your screen name on AIM?Oddguy101
How are you feeling right now?kinda ache-ey
When was the last time you were at a party?a month ago
Have you ever given a lapdance?no
Have you ever recieved one?not by choice
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?yup
What is one of your bad qualilties?I am rather hard on myself
What is one of your good qualilties?I am trustworthy and honorable
Would you marry for money?no
What do you drive?The Fatboat. A 1995 Chrysler Imperial.
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?Mommies-boy
So?-Do-La-Fa-Mi-Do-Re! So-Do-La-Ti-Do-Re-Do!
Well?He should've attended to the sick and left the well alone!
When was the last time you cried in school?never
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?no
What kind of music do you like?Anything, really. I like good music.
Would you ever bungee jump?I don't think so.
What is your worst fear?Being Forgotten
Would you ever join the army?I don't think so
Do you like cows?yes, with mashed potatoes
If you were to die today, what would you do?Spend the day in seclusion, pondering on my past mistakes and choices.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?Randi
Do you like to party?not really
Hearts or broken hearts?hearts
Moons or stars?Moon
Coke or pepsi?Pepsi
Favorite scent?fresh air
Favorite band?I gots lots of those
Would you ever dye your hair red?maybe
How many languages can you speak?Fluently? One. I know bits and pieces of Italian, German, Russian, French, Mexican, and Canadian
What time are you finishing this?12:27

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sherriffsteve

:: 2004 14 December :: 8.24am


It was a beautiful let down, when I crashed and burned. When I found myself alone, unknown, and hurt. It was a beautiful let down
the day I knew that all the riches this world had to offer me would never do. In a world full of bitter pain and bitter doubt I was trying so hard to fit in, until I found out, I don't belong here.

I will carry your cross and your song, but I don't belong.

It was a beautiful let down when you found me here, for once in a blue moon I see everything clear. I'll be your beautiful let down,
thats what I've ever been. And even if it costs my soul I'll sing for free. We're still chasin our tails in the rising sun, in our dark third planet when no one fights and no one's won.

See I don't belong here. I will carry your cross and your song but I don't belong here.

I'm gonna set sight and set sail for the kingdom come. Your kingdom come won't you let me down. Let my foolish proud, forever let me down. Easy living not much left for pain. Easy dieing hey they're just about the same. Won't you please take me off your list. Easy living please come on and let me down.

We are a beautiful let down, painfully uncool, the church of the dropouts and loosers and sinners and failures and the fools. What a beautiful let down, all resolved in the womb and join us He wants you too.

I don't belong here. Feels like I don't belong here. Let me down. Feels like I'm let down.
Let me down.
Cuz I don't belong here.
Please.
Won't you let me down?

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blondie17

:: 2004 14 December :: 8.27am

ready to rant
your right life is never going to be simple...or easy and there will always be something else that you want or need or arnt ready for...or way to eager for.

i would also like to be done with school. i want to be out of college and on to my career. i want to have a love of my life that actually feels the way i feel about them FOR ONCE!i want to know that during the day there is at least one person who is dying to talk to me. i want the stupid immature underclassman to just grow up, even though i know i havent completely done so.i also would like to peg the person sitting across from me with a pencil as im writing this. lol...j/k sorry....see what i mean? okay back to ranting..I would like to be able to figure out what im going to do with the rest of my life. i would like to for once and be motivated to get up and go to school. I would like for once my mom to know everything i have been through and everything i have done and just understand so we can be the same way we always used to be. I just want to be happy. I just want one person to like me the way i like him. its weston, and itll never happen.....so i just want something to happen where i can get over him.

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