Fatman
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2004 7 December :: 8.12am
A is for age: 18
B is for boyfriend: Am not currently one.
C is for Career: Theatrical Technition
D is for dad's name: Scott
E is for essential item to bring on an airplane: MUSIC
F is for favorite song at the moment: This is Your Life - Switchfoot
G is for girlfriend: Nope
H is for hometown: Muskegon
I is for instruments you play(ed): Trumpet
J is for jam or jelly you like: Strawberry
K is for kids: I like them, especially with strwberry jam
L is for living arrangements: parents
M is for mom's name: Gail
N is for nickname: Fatman, Tech
O is for overnight hospital stays: Never
P is for phobia[s]: Failure
Q is for quote you like: "Shadows cannot exist without light..."
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: Well...
S is for sexual position: n/a
T is for time you wake up: between 8A and 11A
U is for unique trait: I are a good driver!
V is for vegetable you love: Brussel Sprouts
W is for worst habit: Procrastination
X is for x-rays you've had: Foot, Kidney
Y is for yummy food you make: Noodle Stuff, aka Beef Stroganoff-ish nummy food.
Z is for zodiac sign: Cancer. The crab.
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joslyn_julia
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2004 5 December :: 11.25pm
what the fuck can i do anymore.
i can't even get a sophomore to like me i mean what is the point? i am a waste of life, what is the point of living you you can't love and you can't have the will to live.
fucking hell, someone shoot me and save some oxygen
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joslyn_julia
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2004 5 December :: 11.22pm
i think i will just go off and die seeing as nobody wants me....
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joslyn_julia
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2004 4 December :: 11.23pm
:: Music: the smiths-- asleep
okay, this is the story. i am cursed, and i will never be allowed to have love again. i feel like a fucking puppett to an angel who left so long ago.
i want the sweet boy who is nice and cute and won't hurt me but the only time i am allowed to feel love is when it comes with large doses of pain from minute men boyfriends that you are with b/c you like the fact that you don't have to single and you get to makeout.
then again you always get hurt and people always ask... why do you go out with him and all you can reply is 'something is better than nothing even tho it's all that i can feel'. people just don't understand what it is like to like and lose everyday because you aren't good enough.
life is hell and hell sucks
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blondie17
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2004 3 December :: 8.24am
i want to see motion city soundtrack im so pissed i fricken have to work.
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blondie17
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2004 3 December :: 8.21am
I have a xanga journal, and i have a woohu journal and i have a livejournal. but on each of those i have things i feel comfortable telling those people. so probably wont really want to talk anymore if every one is going to read them.
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joslyn_julia
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2004 2 December :: 10.54pm
mmkay.... boys are really strange
and they tend to say pfft alot when talking online
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joslyn_julia
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2004 2 December :: 10.28pm
fucking hell!!!!
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jburt1
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2004 2 December :: 12.13pm
Some New Things
Finals are in a week and half. I'm scared. But after that, things should be good. I found out that I'm going to Georgia over spring break to do a service project. I'm not sure if I want to major in marketing anymore, but I don't know what else I could do. I have to talk to my mom about emily and I going to torronto. If anyone else wants to come, this is me extending an invitation. It's 36 degrees outside. I don't know if I should wear a coat. My hair is long. Emily goes back to Muskegon friday. I don't know if I should ask my doctor for more pills or not. I have a pretty busy next couple days/weeks. Now I have Italian. Ciao.
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Fatman
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2004 2 December :: 9.00am
******LEAVE A SET OF LYRICS THAT REMIND YOU OF ME AND THE ARTIST WHO THEY ARE BY. THEN COPY AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR JOURNAL FOR EVERYONE ELSE******
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joslyn_julia
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2004 1 December :: 4.36pm
i feel so college... i ameting cool whip with chocolate chips b/c we have nothing to eat
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jus4fun06
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2004 1 December :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: hurt
i wear the make up thick around my eyes to hide all the pain inside
i am sick of people. i mean... no offense... but i just am sick of it all. i dont want to have any relationships. and im not just talking about boy/girlfriend ones, im talkin about friends too. i am just sick of all the emotions and responsibilities involved with people. i put my trust into people and they just break it over and over again. i always get emotionally attatched to people and it just hurts when they leave. i am seriously sick of everyone. why cant you all just leave me alone???
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Fatman
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2004 30 November :: 1.38pm
Coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down because I want it all
It started out with a kiss how did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab
But he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head but...
She's touching his chest now...
He takes off her dress now...
LET ME GO!
I just can't look, it's killing me...
And taking control...
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea...
Swimming with sick lullabies...
Choking on your alibis...
But it's just the price I pay...
Destiny is calling me...
Open up my eager eyes...
I'm Mister Brightside!
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jburt1
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2004 30 November :: 2.48am
FIRSTS
First best friend: Bryan in NJ
First time away from home: Mexico @ 6 mo.
First job: G&L cook, ick
First screen name: jakafin - uhm, yeah
First self-purchased album: probably TLC CrazySexyCool or Chumbuwumba's album
First funeral: Grandma's
First pets: Two goldfish that died
First piercing/tattoo: eyebrow
First play/musical/performance: the Prince in "Puss in Boots"
LASTS
Last kiss: a long time ago
Last hug: my mom?
Last good cry: a while ago
Last phone call: jessica
Last cd played: the Militia Group
Last item bought: baked cheetos
Last disappointment: not getting to see everyone over thanksgiving break : \
Last word spoken: see ya later
Last time wanting to die: sometimes when I wokred at G&L...
Last chair sat in: besides this one? the high chairs at rambler room
CURRENTS
current clothes: t-shirt and jeans
current mood: bored/tired/numb
current music: O.A.R. "hey girl"
current hair: long and flat
current annoyance: the time on the clock
current smell: dorm smell
current thing I should be doing: reading Dante's Inferno
[name]: Justin G Burt
[people call me]: j-dawg, burt, jason!?!
[in the morning I am]: tired!
[i day dream about]: friends
[tall or short]: stubby
[born]: Sept. 30th 1985
[school]: Loyola
[sibs]: 1 sister
[right or lefty]: Righty
h a v e y o u e v e r
[been in love]: no
[lied]: yes
[given someone a bath]: do pets count?
[smoked]: nope
[bungee jumped]: no
[broken the law]: nothing major
[skinny dipped]: no
[cried to get out of trouble]: no
[fallen for the wrong girl]: yes
[cut your own hair]: no
[been mean]: yeah
[been sarcastic]: no way!
[fought with parents]: oh yeah
[skipped school ]: yes
[had an imaginary friend]: nope
[hooked up w/ a friend]: not really
[cried during a flick]: almost
w i t h t h e o p p o s i t e s e x
[what do u notice first?]: teeth?
[turn off-looks]: trench mouth
[turn off-personality]: ignorance/arrogance
[hair length]: not too long, not too short
[best height]: around 5'5"
[best weight]: whatever's healthy
[best article of clothing]: tank top
[easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: Girls
[who do you cry with]: my pillow
w o r d a s s o c i a t i o n
[red]: blue
[cow]: grass
[grass]: green
[blue]: red
[mirror]: reflection of self
[cracker]: top
[zine]: U.S. weekly
[aol]: high speed my ass
[jelly]: jellyfish
t h i s o r t h a t
[day/night]: night
[summer/winter]: fall
[lace/satin]: satin
[tape/cd]: CD's
[lust/love]: love
[on phone/in person]: in person
[gold/silver]: silver
[scary/happy movies]: scary movies are funny
f a v o r i t e
[color]: blue
[Holiday]: christmas
[shampoo]: suave
[furniture]: my bed
[emotion]: estatic
[pepsi or coke]: pepsi
[fast food]: Taco Bell or Subway
[animal]: the stuffed kind
[sport]: soccer
[cartoon character]: Jimmy Newtron
[language]: English or French
[weekend activity]: watching movies, going downtown
[roller coaster]: something small
[store]: Best Buy
m o r e
[could you live without the computer?]: if I was constantly busy, yes
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 80 or so
[like watching sunrises or sunsets]: sunrises
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: sometimes
[is cheerleading a sport?]: if they cover it on espn, yes
[houses lived in]: 8
[schools gone to]: 5-6
[bedroom carpet]: wood floor
[last film seen in theatre]: The Grudge
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