and this is what I call life...

unbleachedblond

:: 2004 1 November :: 12.59pm
:: Mood: bored

random thoughts
me and jami were talking and wanted to plan a girls thing right? well, we are all booked solid and cant do anything till the beginning of dec!!! how sad is that.

congrats justin:D

i bought a 93 gold taurus. picking it up tonite.

i work too much.

scottie - can i ride with u to jessa's wedding?

for some reason, jus cuz i was wearing my senior sweatshirt today, my cj class thought i was a cheerleader. umm no, most definately not. i was deeply offended by the comment.

i broke my nail.

hopefully my grant money is coming next week...then i can pay everyone off.

its unanimous. we have bad luck with cars. in the past 3 weeks, i was in 2 accidents, jami was in 1, maria and melissa's tire shredded, and then after they got that fixed, there was a glitch in the electircal system (they drive a lumina). amanda's fuel pump went out on her, and she hit 2 deer, andre hit a deer, and maria and melissa's mom just hit a deer. We have some seriously bad luck with cars - look out...but then again, that's going to end now that i get a new car.

my hearing is on the 23rd.

thats all for now. i ran out of things to say and i have class in like 20 minutes. cya!

Fatman

:: 2004 1 November :: 8.03am

I send you the spiritual candy...

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2004 1 November :: 7.56am

so the whole bush thing ended up being really a waste of time. the only good part of it was being able to see him give his speech.

i think i might have a chance to be happy....lets just hope....im not going to say why just yet, but lets just say that if it works out, i will have no reason to ever think of weston again, because i will have something i wanted from long before his time.

jburt1

:: 2004 1 November :: 1.10am
:: Music: postal service "such great heights"

I wish I could cry
I feel terrible. I feel depressed. I feel sad for all my friends that are sad. I wish I could make them not feel sad, but unfortuneately, I do not think I can. I try to get them to open up and say what's wrong. Sometime's they do, sometimes they don't. Sometimes talking helps, but sometimes people don't want to talk. Why can't everyone be happy? Then again, what would life be without pain? A good thing about today is that I told Megan about the drinking thing and she was cool about it. I know what it's like to have people do stuff and not tell you, so I don't want to put her in that position. She said that she thought I might've been drunk but wasn't sure because I smelled like alcohol but was only a little more goofy than I usually am. We had a nice conversation about drinking. Megan's a good person. I respect her for her decisions and for the fact that she's cool with things. I don't know what it is but I feel like a shell at times. Now is one of those times. It's like I'm waiting for something that isn't coming. I really want to meet that one girl that just blows me away and will actually like me in return. I'm definitely blowing things out of proportion, but there is this one girl in two of my classes who I'm slowly (very slowly) getting to know better - and hopefully there's some sort of chance there. We'll see.

joslyn_julia

:: 2004 31 October :: 10.11pm

talked about everything today and it turns out i was mad at an innocent party and said things that are half true but shouldn't have been said. now i can never forgive him but we are back to being the crazy set of twins again.

i was a stepford wife for halloween and my mom made this cute little apron for me to wear with my costume. haha.... omg today was a blast-- can't wait to get those pictures developed.

got my hair cut yesterday... i hope you all like it. i am happy for the change but might cut it shorter.... see you all tomorrow

jburt1

:: 2004 31 October :: 3.08pm
:: Music: b182 "feeling this"

bottom of the bottle
Where to begin about this crazy weekend. Well, for starters, I got drunk friday night. Hahaha. First time. I feel bad because it was actually a lot of fun. I woke up with a slight hangover, but I remember everything. Some details were a little sketchy the next morning. Thersa, Sara, Sara D., Jessica, Keith and I all went to TKE. We had to pay $5 for cups but we could have as much beer as we wanted. It tasted gross, but I tried to down as many as I could. After last weekend, I wanted to get drunk - to see what it was like. I wasn't really keeping track of how much I had, but I think I had 7 or 8 cups in a matter of two and a half hours. It was strange because I didn't even think that I was drunk, but theresa and everyone was saying that I was, and now I definitely know that I was. I was singing and dancing and swearing and just being silly. I saw Laura, Ashley, and Nelly at the party. I think I surprised them by not only being there but by being drunk! But they said I was fun and told me I should come partying with them sometime. Oh man. I'm supposed to go to DePaul tonight, and I'm kinda hoping that there will be alcohol there - is that bad or what? Kendall and I had a nice long talk last night. A lot of the conversation was about none other than alcohol. She gave me some good advice: as long as I don't have to be drunk to have fun, I should be good. Well, so far I don't have to be - but it's turning into something that I want to do EVERY weekend! Maybe I'm jumping to conclusions. She also said that a lot of it right now is the novelty of it, and that it will wear off after a while. It was ironic because when Jessica and Sara took me and keith to the rambler room to get water, we bumped into none other than Megan, and I had to check in her friend Josh that night (he was staying in my room). I think I pulled it together, but she has to know that I had been drinking. Supposedly I almost tripped when I went to go to the bathroom? Hmm..don't remember that. But Keith was so much more gone than I was, that maybe she didn't notice me as much? I dunno. I'm going to talk to her about it sometime after her friend leaves. Matt had his friend Amanda spend the weekend too, so we had a total of four people sleeping in our room. It felt like one great big massive orgy, lol. Friday night was fun too, except everyone did their own thing. I woke up after only 3 hours of sleep and worked the open house. I only gave one tour, but I spent a good amount of time talking with Laura, so it was fun. Plus, my tour group was great even though it was EXTREMELY WINDY! Immediately after, Sara D. and I went to Graceland Cemetary with the D'Arcy Art Club. It was a fun halloween activity but kind of boring because the guy giving the tour was just a bad tour guide. We got to see a few famous graves, though, and walk inside the Piper Family Mosoleum. Later in the evening, after dinner, some people went to do homework, others went to watch Donnie Darko in mertz, but Sara D. and I went to a haunted cemetary. It was great. The place was called Haunted Sanitarium and it was at the Theater on the Lake. The line to get in was like an hour long, but it was worth it. They had a lot of things jump out at you. The best was the guy with the chainsaw and the guy chained up to the wall who broke free as we passed by. Sara as screaming so loud it was funny. I just kept laughing the entire time. Find the place was an adventure in itself. Originally, the bus we needed completed passed us by! Then when we finally got on the right bus, our driver stopped to go the bathroom, we got "pulled over" by a cop because some lost person needed a ride, we got blessed by the pope, who had a gay lover, and we walked all around looking for the place after we got off the bus. On the way back we saw a fox or something in the middle of this park. Good times. When we got back Sara and I were starving so we went to Togos for some food. We tried waiting for keith but he was on the phone for a long time so we just went. Rohin went with us, and Megan and Josh met up with us there. Well, I better get some work done so I can go to this party tonight...

Fatman

:: 2004 30 October :: 10.46am

Some quotes from Sweeney Todd:

"AT LAST! MY ARM IS COMPLETE!"

"I have no time!"

"C'mon, Sweeney's waiting!"

"Attend the tale of Sweeney Todd,
He served a dark and vengeful god."

3 burns | Do you want to play with fire?

jburt1

:: 2004 30 October :: 8.18am

I have a little bit of a hangover right now, plus I didn't get any substantial sleep (maybe 3 hours?). Last night I went to the TKE frat house with Theresa, Sara, Keith, Sara D., and Jessica. Wild and crazy times. I remember everything that happened, but I'm going to collaborate with some of the others tonight and fill in the details later. Does this make me a bad person?

jus4fun06

:: 2004 29 October :: 10.58am
:: Mood: guyish

just lose it~
for halloween you are allowed to come dressed up for school. i came dressed up as my buddy chaz. hottness! including his boxers(!!) i borrowed his titans hat. it doenst really match though. meh. i thought about slightly cutting my hair, but idecided against it and i have about 20 bobby pins holding my ends in front of my forehead. when i walked in to school. i saw kellie so i walked over to her and she kept walking. i had to run into her. she then looked at my face and saw that it was me. so many people i called out to them or walked over to them and they told me they didnt reconized me. so many tell me they actually thought i was a guy or that i looked good like a guy. hmm. i think i may have to do this more often. its quite amusing on my part. the challenge is remembering to talk in a deeper voice. i walked into this class and sat on grants lap (cause all the guys thinks it so weird to be hugged by someone who is wearing baggy clothes) and so he pants me. im standin there in boxers. ha! then i had a few guys ask me if i was wearign anything under the boxers. {smirk} tee hee. wouldnt they like to know. this is hottness!

:: 2004 29 October :: 7.51am

ive had no sleep. i have a hangover, and my legs kill. oh and have had very little to eat. ...and its only friday. im so out of it. i kept almost falling asleep on the way to school this morning.

i miss the innocent life.

2 burns | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2004 28 October :: 8.48am

I want in love and death!

1 burn | Do you want to play with fire?

:: 2004 28 October :: 8.44am
:: Music: THE USED!!Im a fake!

garsh im mad.

:: 2004 28 October :: 8.32am
:: Music: simple plan!The used

:(
is anyone going to see the used on friday? at the orbit room at 8:00pm>? i wish i could go, id do anything. but..........we have to do a fricken half time performance for some other fricken school, for our fricken football team. im so pissed. i really want to see these guys in concert.

any one going to the simple plan concer at the intersection on november 3rd? at 6:00 pm?

:: 2004 28 October :: 8.31am

Sparta band gets to play for president bush....and be on tv!