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2004 25 February :: 10.27 pm
i'm so close to done that it is nearly killing me....
one more goddamn accounting assignment to do and then I am DONE for SPRING BREAK!
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2004 21 February :: 9.30 pm
so...woohu works at my house again...i am so confused.
i slept way too long when I got home today...my schedule is all messed up...but it is all so worth it.
spring break in less than a week...i'm gonna start packing today.
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2004 19 February :: 1.17 pm
antcipated grades for this semester:
ACTY 210..........C
ECON 309.........A
MGMT 250.........A
ADA 225............B
BUS 270............BA
those are the guesses i'd like to throw out there.
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2004 19 February :: 12.03 pm
:: Music: John Mayer- Bigger Than My Body
but i'll gladly go down in a flame, if the flame's what it takes to remember my name...
i just feel like i'm already gone. i'm not a part of these circles. i have a cluster of friends that changes each semester and this semester it is super small. i understand that friendship is supposed to be reciprocal, but who makes the first move? and the last? it really makes you wonder...
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2004 19 February :: 9.34 am
I may have to give up on woohu for good. not being able to access it from home is becoming too much.
i brought you all in, and now i'm dropping out....
RIP user #56.
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2004 11 February :: 11.03 pm
"I've come to the conclusion that I'm not in a school anymore. I've just paid several thousand dollars to join a book club." -eric
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2004 11 February :: 10.15 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: White Stripes- Hotel Yorba
I wonder how long it will take 'til we're alone...sittin on the front porch of that home...stomping our feet on the wooden boards, never gotta worry about lockin the door...
i'm sick....it sucks big time.
I missed class tonite, and by the looks of things, I'm not going to them tomorrow either.
I took a 5 hour nap from 3:30 to 8:30 so I doubt I will be able to get to sleep...maybe i'll get some homework done, but i've got "sickness apathy", where you just dont care about anything or even want to move because you're just...sick.
I cant wait until this semester is over....I want the summer!
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2004 10 February :: 2.42 pm
Wed. Feb. 11th WIDR Rock And Bowl 9:30pm
Bowl with your favorite WIDR DJs at the Holiday Lanes (near Holiday Inn on 11th St. off Stadium, 375-6100). Complete with food and drink specials, raffle prizes, and WIDR DJs spinning music! $5 for shoes, 2 games of bowling and a raffle ticket for... damn, are we crazy?!? ...a Prima Italian electric bike (sells for $1500), a snowboard and a DVD Player. Each additional game only $1.
Friday Feb. 13th, Sat Feb 14th, 7pm and 9:30pm WIDR at the Movies
At the Little Theatre on Oakland and Oliver, WIDR and the Kalamazoo Film Society present "Pieces of April," starring Katie Holmes, Patricia Clarkston and Oliver Platt. $5, or $3 for students -- all proceeds go to WIDR --thank you Kalamazoo Film Society!
Saturday Feb. 14th Night of Rock 9 pm
At Kraftbrau Brewery -- Demolition Doll Rods, Tough and Lovely, and Invisible Mansion.
Sunday Feb. 15th WIDR at the Movies 2:30pm and 5pm
At the Little Theatre on Oakland and Oliver, WIDR and the Kalamazoo Film Society present "Pieces of April." See above for details.
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2004 9 February :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Guided by Voices- Hot Freaks
Took me to the new church and baptized me with salt...I am a new man...
its been an f-in crazy weekend...
took most of it off of work, dyed my hair red again (it rocks), went to a party and schmoozed with girls I didnt really know (guys too, but schmoozing with girls is a shocking thing for me), drank too much liquor, woke up with three men and a hangover (not as bad as it sounds, I promise), worked the WIDR garage sale (with said hangover), rocked out the homework scene (still hungover), watched American Wedding, slept, woke up today with a headache AGAIN (a 48-hour hangover?), went to work for 7 hours, ran home quick and went to DJ and collect pledges for WIDR week (I made $115 during my show), came home, threw some laundry in the washer, and then I am here. Still with a serious headache (or a two-day hangover?) and beat to a pulp.
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2004 5 February :: 9.55 pm
ahh! i cut all of my hair off!
I decided...since i dont have anything/one keeping me from it, that i would. and i did.
i like it. not the cut, particularly, but the assertation of my independence.
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2004 5 February :: 11.33 am
man...i kicked all your asses...i'm not sure thats a good thing...
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 38.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 65% | | Shamelessness | 33.3%
Puts 'em on the glass | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 36.8%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'! | 77.7% | | Straightness | 3.6%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.8% | | Gayness | 66.1%
Had that experience at camp | 83.5% |
| Fucking Sick | 63.7%
Dipped into depravity | 89.9% |
You are 41.69% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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2004 5 February :: 11.16 am
:: Music: the sound of trains outside and my prof rambling on about having babies...
woohu DOES NOT WORK at my house, at all. I am very upset by this.
i was noticing today that a lot of my neighbors and people who ride my bus are particularly unattractive. I wonder if it's the area, or if i can just blame it on the weather.
I have 18 more days of this class. a very exciting thought. and two weeks until spring break (leaving on friday 27!). Three more semesters before I graduate. A week and one day until my study abroad deadline.
I am still debating about going, I have to finish up my application ASAP. I should just do it and not think. It ought to be worth it in the long run. but if i hold off for a semester, i dont really have a place to live for the first semester. but its only 4 months, i can handle it.
on an unrelated note, i got flowers yesterday :) i haven't gotten flowers in a long time, it was very nice and thoughtful...and unexpected.
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2004 4 February :: 8.03 pm
i do miss my izza-beth though...
and eric and estey dont talk to me much anymore...
so i guess i have a lack of friends, but i have one thats been taking up most of my spare time.
yeah, life is f-in weird.
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2004 4 February :: 7.43 pm
wow.
for some reason, woohu wont work when I am at home, so i am in class right now... its really been driving me nuts because I feel so out of touch with everyone and everything thats been going on.
I've been doing a lot of that "reminiscing" shit and its really been blowing my mind. so much has happened to me already this year, my life and my plans have changed so much in just a month.
school's been a bitch, and work too...I'll be pushing 40 hours again this week, especially if I stick around on saturday.... however, I'll probably stay around 35 because I'll need time to get ready for the party that I'm going to that evening...with people that I had never even met two months ago...
I really feel like i'm happy, successful, appreciated, and loved.
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2004 29 January :: 5.18 pm
:: Mood: crazy
I need to break out.
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2004 27 January :: 6.26 pm
:: Mood: busy
If I were a month I would be: May
If I were a day of the week I would be: Tuesday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12:30am
If I were a planet I would be: Mercury
If I were a sea animal I would be: a jellyfish
If I were a direction I would be: southwest
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: the futon/couch thingy that mel and i had in the dorms
If I were a sin I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: Margaret Sanger
If I were a liquid I would be: bleach
If I were a stone, I would be: a kidney stone....hahaha
If I were a tree, I would be: maple
If I were a bird, I would be: a grey dove
If I were a tool, I would be: a screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant: an amaryllis
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: drizzly...
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a dragon
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a violin
If I were an animal, I would be: a kitty
If I were a color, I would be: Dark purple
If I were an emotion, I would be: envy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: green beans
If I were a sound, I would be: a jukebox
If I were an element, I would be: nitrous oxide
If I were a song, I would be: Ben Kweller- Cally
If I were a food, I would be: chocolate pudding
If I were a place, I would be: kentucky
If I were a material, I would be: glass
If I were a taste, I would be: peanut butter
If I were a word, I would be: vital
If I were an object, I would be: a camera
If I were a subject in school I would be: sociology
If I were a cartoon character I would be: a girl in an anime porn.
If I were a shape I would be a: hexagon
If I were a number I would be: 26
Congratulations, Stefanie!
Your IQ score is 131
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.
Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.
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2004 26 January :: 9.05 pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Dave Matthews Band- Warehouse
This...I admit...taste so good…hard to believe an end to it. Smell, touch, feel...how could this rhythm ever quit? Bags packed on a plane, hopefully to heaven....
Planning the coolest fricken spring break trip ever.
I cant wait!
On a less positive note, I have toxic black mold growing in my apartment. I may deem it constructive eviction and get the hell out of here.
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2004 24 January :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Counting Crows- Eistein On The Beach
One more sun comes sliding down the sky....one more shadow leans against the wall...
mmmm........
i am so disconnected from everything that is going on in this world..
but the funny thing is that I dont think that I mind...
i never thought that i'd say this but i think i may be at a point in my life where i prefer being by myself or with only a few select people rather than a group.
starting to really like the life i'm living....hope tonite doesnt bring that down.
also have reverted back to the "real" pen and paper-type diary for the "real" thoughts about my life right now. because i realize that there are a lot of you who dont want to hear it.
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2004 22 January :: 2.05 pm
wowwwwwww
this is too much.
it is freezing outside. so many things to do but i would rather take a nap. i have been sweetly sleep deprived.
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2004 15 January :: 2.49 pm
I hate it when you get put into a situation where you know you SHOULD tell someone about something but you know you can easily get away with NOT telling them and it will be a lot easier and a lot less stressful... just not the right thing to do.
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2004 12 January :: 7.25 am
:: Mood: exhausted
I really need to start sleeping more.
It seems that there is not enough time in life for all of the things that I want to accomplish.
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2004 5 January :: 11.49 pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Ben Kweller- Wicked Little Town
So when you've got no other choice, you know you can follow my voice through the dark turns and noise of this wicked little town...
SO a couple people have heard about my night on Saturday so I think I'll post a short rundown.
I get back from lunch at work, and my back really hurts and I have really bad cramps. So I realize that I left my purse in my car, and I don't have my good drugs (Aleve, its what I always take for just about everything). I ask Kristen if we have any Tylenol or anything at the desk....she says we have aspirin in the drawer. Aspirin, right? Everybody takes aspirin. Well, apparently, not me, or at least, not anymore.
I took two and we were so busy, I was just trying to ignore the fact that I felt kinda weird, just figured I was stressed out and running all over the place....I finally take a break at the desk and I realize that my throat is REALLY tight. Like, I can hardly breath and definitely can't swallow. So Dan (my manager) comes up and starts talking to me, he realizes that I am not listening and asks me whats going on....I'm like...I can't.....breath...
He has Kristen walk me to the break room and I'm just chillin out back there trying to catch my breath, kinda trying to talk to Matt and then I'm like hyperventilating and I start to black out and I fall off the stool and I'm sitting on the ground. Ross walks up and he's all concerned and I still cant breath and I'm not really there at all and I kept feeling like I was blacking out.
Ross calls the store manager over and he's like, should we call an ambulance? I'm like, no, dammit, I'm fine and stubborn...but I still cant breath and he's like, I'm gonna get someone to take you to the ER...
This guy Scott drove me there, he totally drove like a madman, and they admitted me right away and had to give me a big shot of Benadryl to bring down the swelling in my throat so I could breath again, plus a handful of Prednisone to get it out of my system, I guess.
So I was really messed up from all the drugs but I could breath again, so I was a happy girl. And I went home and stopped back at work first to tell everyone that I was alive (kindof, Benadryl in large doses kinda fucks you up) and I took my car back home (probably a bad idea but whats done is done).
I've had to stay on the Prednisone for a couple days to make sure I dont react again, and the stuff is really gross, it makes me so thirsty, my tummy hurts from it, and my mouth always tastes bad but I suppose it is better than no oxygen. So that is the story about Stefanie being allergic to ASPIRIN. Of all the stupid things.
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2004 1 January :: 11.49 pm
:: Music: Outkast- Hey Ya
Don't wanna meet your daddy....just want you in my caddy....what's cooler than being cool? ICE COLD!
this about sums up my new years eve....
My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know fo shooo..
Uh, But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me
Walk ou the dooo..
Don't try to fight the feelin'
Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww..
Uh, thank god for mom and dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know hooowww...
UH!
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
You think you've got it
Ohh, you think you've go it
But got it just don't get it
Till' there's nothing at
AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll..
We've been together
Ohh, we've been together
But seperate's always better when there's feelings
InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved
If what they say is ("Nothing is forever")
Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes
Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE?
(Love exception) So why you, why you
Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy heeeerrreeee...
Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest)
Hey, alright now
Alright now fellas, (YEAH!)
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!)
And we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Lend me suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it like a Poloroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
(Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
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2003 30 December :: 5.29 pm
1) Using band names, spell out your name
S~Shins, The :)
T~Ted Leo and the Pharmacists
E~Eels
F~Failure
A~Air
N~Neko Case
I~Iron and Wine
E~Elliott Smith (R.I.P)
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? a few, none that were too pleasant...
3) What song makes you cry?
The Cult- Painted on My Heart
Billy Joel- Piano Man
Modest Mouse- Here it Comes
Grandaddy- Summer Here Kids
Counting Crows- Anna Begins
4) What song makes you happy?
Modest Mouse- Paper Thin Walls
Ben Kweller- Cally
Electric Light Orchestra- Mr. Blue Sky
The Beatles- Got to Get You Into My Life
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Fiona Apple
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2003 26 December :: 11.28 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
I just came up with the mother of all new year's resolutions.
I normally don't make them, or if I do, it's as a joke (ex. kiss as many guys as possible...) but this is seriously something that will rock out.
Unfortunatly, part of the catch is that I can't tell anyone what it is that I'm doing.
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