:: 2003 17 August :: 7.32 pm

i am in my new apartment, no internet yet.
call me.

269-873-2906

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 15 August :: 2.27 pm

every time you think you're walking, you're just moving the ground...
every time you think you're talking, you're just moving your mouth...

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 13 August :: 11.54 pm
:: Music: Grandaddy- AM 180

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 13 August :: 11.10 pm

1) What is your full name? Stefanie Anne Wilde
2) When did you last shower? 5am
3)What color pants are you wearing? khaki capris
4)What song are you listening to? David Bowie and Aphex Twin- Heroes
5)What was the last thing you said? "Calm down, you two..." (to the kitties)
6)What is right next to you? Another computer, some soda,a tuition bill...
7)What was the last thing you ate? a granola bar and some soda
8)Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? canada...or kentucky...or someplace unexpected and fun like that...
9)Have you ever smoked? yes
10)What did you do last night? Worked til 9, came home and went to bed...
11)How are you today? tired and abused
12)How do you eat your Oreo's? milk is good, oreos have trans fat but i cant resist them if they're in front of me...
13)Who makes you happy? jason makes me happy....a lot of other people have the potential to though
14)Nicknames? Stef, Bunny Foo Foo, Cally Anne
15)Eye Color? blueish
16) Do you wear contacts? yeah
17) Siblings and their ages? brandon, 12 shannon 13 jess 15
18)What school do you go to? Western Michigan
19)What do you want to do when you grow up? sit on my ass all day
20)What are your future goals? dont really have much thats too specific at this point in time...
21)What is your favorite type of music? Everything....I really like indie rock, folk and bluegrass..
*Fave Food? pizza.
*Fave day of the year? mm...that would change every year...
*Do you like to Dance? i love to dance
*Are you to shy to ask someone out? It's not a matter of shyness, its a matter of principle.
*Favorite Name Brand? tilt...sugar...ae...i have a lot of old navy in my closet too.
*Do you sleep w/ any stuffed animals? well, they're on/around my bed.
*What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? hehe.
*Fave Drink? coke. or smirnoff. depends on who's asking.
*Do you like happy or sad movies? that depends.
*On the phone or in person? In person.
*Night or Day? Night.
*Summer or Winter? summer
*Lust or Love? ooh....both?
*Who are you in love with? you know.
*Do you want people to write back? erm....
*Who is least likely to respond? ...
*Who is most likely to respond? ///
*What is the best gift you've ever received? my parents bought me a windshield for my birthday a couple years back.
LAST PERSON WHO...
6) Called you: jason
7) Slept in your bed? a sleepover friend of jess's?
8) Saw you cry? lol....Brian, my manager at work.
9) Made you cry: my morning stocker from hell this morning.
10) Spent the night at your house: ...its been a damn long time...
11) You shared a drink with: eliz or tony i think...i dont remember too well...
12) Yelled at you: dad yelled at me for wanting to have a birthday...
13)Sent you an e-mail: mark

*****WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
14)Made a milk mustache and showed someone: like 4 years?
15)Said "I love you" and not meant it: never...
16) Gotten into a fight with your dog\cat\fish\etc: i fight with my kitty every day.
17) Been to New York City: was supposed to go over x-mas...
18) Been to Florida?: few years ago
19) Been to California? no
20) Hawaii? No.
21) Mexico?no
22) China? no.
23) Danced naked: lets not go there
24) Dreamed? Last night.
******WHEN WAS THE:*~
34) The last birthday party you went to: gah...a cousin or someone...who knows
35) The last time you went out of the country? late last summer i think....for BK
36)Lucky #'s: 26
37) What time is it now? 11:23 pm
38) Do you have a crush? lets see...
39) What is the first thing you reached for this morning? alarm clock
40) When was the last time you felt like just wanting to tell someone something? right now...but they're not responding to me IMs...grr
41) Have you ever wondered what life would be like if your kneecaps were on the other side? not until i watched ripleys believe it or not today
42) Have you ever went skinny dipping? not really
43) Have you ever been south of Sweden?: ..no
44) How would you describe a best friend? gah...i dunno...i guess i'm the wrong person to ask, all my friendships are very strange..
45) What, if anything, would you change about yourself? indecision
46) Are you a virgin? ....
47) Are you proud of it? sure
48) Who is your role Model? nah
49) If you could repeat one year in your life what year would it be? senior year.

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Do you bite your nails?: yeah
Can you roll your tongue?: yeah
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: not really
Can you blow smoke rings?: I don't smoke
Can you blow spit bubbles?: i suppose
Can you cross your eyes?: yes
Tattoos?: no
Piercings and where?: ears and 3 cartilage....what do you guys think about a nipple ring? lol
Do you make your bed daily?: no way, i night have to start with my murphy though

CLOTHES
What goes on first, bra or underwear?: i try to go without a bra whenever possible. so...underwear....although technically i think a bra would be considered part of "underwear"....
Which shoe goes on first?: right
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: yes
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: not a lot...i'm all about plastic
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: earrings.
What's sexiest on a guy?: nothing...raawr...
Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and
look great?: i would rather be early and look like shit.
Favorite piece of clothing: this summer its been these khaki capris
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: cut
How many cereals in your cabinet?: a whole fricken lot.
What utensils do you use to eat pizza? my hands?
Do you cook?: try to...i'll have to start pretty soon...

GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: a whole damn lot
How often do you shower/bathe?: once a day
How long does your shower last?: 15-20 minutes...
Hair drying method: blowdry
Do you paint your nails?: occaisonally

MANNERS
Do you swear?: unfortunatly
Do you ever spit?: no way
Do you pee in the shower?: ugh that's nasty

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: Modest Mouse
Person you talk most on the phone with: jason
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: i think i do
What color is your bedroom?: in three days it will be all purple and green.
Do you use an alarm clock?: always
Name one thing you are obsessed with: clocks.
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: nope
Ever sunbathed nude?: i've gone tanning nude, does that count?
Window seat or aisle?: window seat
What's your sleeping position?: i nest...like the fetal position but with a lot of blankets and fluff.
What kind of bed do you like?: a comfy one (that folds out of the wall...woo!)
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yessss
Do you snore?: i reallly dont think that i do
Do you sleepwalk?: no
Do you talk in your sleep?: i dont think so
How about with the light on?: no
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: no

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 13 August :: 11.06 pm

yeah man...this next week....

it's gonna be wild....

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 13 August :: 5.33 am

hahha.....but i'm up really goddamn early...

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 12 August :: 12.01 am

i think i sleep too much.

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 10 August :: 8.48 pm

The places that youve come to fear the most
this is a song to someone but its gonna be to you..
if youd only understand youre beautiful.. ahh..
its such a shame.


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:: 2003 9 August :: 8.36 am

this should be a little more convenient...
My Work Schedule (for the rest of the time I live here)
Saturday 9-5
Sunday 10-8
Monday 5-cl
Tuesday 2-9
Wednesday 6:30-3

Then I have the rest of that week off for packing and saying goodbyes and whatnot.

4 feet on the ground. | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 6 August :: 11.08 pm

i think i'd like a new life.

5 feet on the ground. | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 5 August :: 11.02 am

i passed my real estate state licensure exam.

3 feet on the ground. | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 3 August :: 6.34 pm

hey...i move....in a week and five days.

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 27 July :: 5.46 pm

I thought this thing was kinda fun...

Am I a nerd? Go ahead and tell me!

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 24 July :: 11.15 pm
:: Music: Grandaddy- Why Took Your Advice

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 18 July :: 12.47 am
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: climac blues band.

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 15 July :: 1.10 am
:: Mood: crushed

I just dont know.


this hurts.

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 8 July :: 10.00 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Here It Comes

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 5 July :: 1.07 am

overall....tonite was a very pleasant nite.

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: Lamb- Gabriel

Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05 pm

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:: 2003 26 June :: 7.18 pm

something to remember...

intervenous sedation makes me puke.



i got all four teeth out this morning....which went fine but i didnt wake up from being knocked out for like, two hours afterwards and when they finally kicked me out of the office, moving around made me throw up. A lot. Mind you, I've only puked 4 times in my life until today...and today I can add 6 or 7 more to that tally. Plus the only thing in my stomach was a whole lot of blood because i wanst allowed to each this morning. So I was puking up buckets of blood. Deee-licious.

It doesnt hurt so bad, but my jaw is stiff and swollen, I'm still bleeding some and I can't eat much of anything, but I do think I'm done puking for now...

2 feet on the ground. | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 26 June :: 9.05 am

wisdom teeth out today.

if i dont wimp out.

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 25 June :: 11.58 am

So I found the paper from the Meijer health report thing and finally got to reading the fine print.
It says my blood pressure is optimal, both systolic and diastolic. However, upon reading further...
Systolic- Optimal= Under 120
Normal= 120-129

Diastolic- Optimal= under 80
Normal= 80-84

My blood pressure is 103 over 56...

I'm not even sure if that qualifies me as alive....

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 21 June :: 8.29 am

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Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.

:: 2003 18 June :: 9.47 pm

i dont know if this is working out...i'm getting feelings of deja vu.

1 feet on the ground | Go ahead, you can laugh all you want.