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m&ms487

:: 2007 12 September :: 12.39pm

The big drama in my life right now is tracking down a two thousand dollar scholarship that I was suppose to be getting from the university for academics, but they took off my financial aid for apparently no reason.

I'm just fine without the scholarship, but I would still like the money.

If I could get this scholarship back, then I could quit my job and just focus on school and the frat.

That would be nice.

I've been fairly overwhelmed with work and school and the frat...and I would love to be able to just focus on school and the fraternity...which I love dearly.

We had open rush last night and nineteen people signed up to get more information. That means we might have about twelve people rush this week! Yay!

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m&ms487

:: 2007 10 September :: 8.37am

Wheatland was amazing. I got some henna tattoos and made a hemp necklace, and wore my Mike Gravel T-shirt and had people ask me about him. I listened to a ton of great music and danced a little, too. I also got a little obsessed with Llamas...but that's a story for another day.

I have class in about an hour. I haven't done any homework for a while. I'm slacking. This is going to be a busy week. But I'm still on a Wheatland/Hippie high.

Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?

[on Mike Gravel shirt, not my own genius]

It's so shitty that Mike Gravel won't win. I shouldn't say he won't. There is always the possibility that someone will shoot the eight candidates that are in front of him. But, until he is totally out of the race, I will do everything I can do educate people on his existence and stances. I'm surprised that I haven't talked about him more on here. I want him to come to speak at CMU. That would be the shit.

Mike Gravel:
Exposed the Pentagon Papers
Filibustered for five months to help end the draft
Alaska Senator in the seventies

Anti-War
Pro-Choice
Full LGBT rights (including marriage)
Universal Healthcare
Fair Tax
Decriminalize minor drug offenses and emphasis prevention and rehabilitation instead of jail
Honest....

Seriously, visit www.mikegravel2008.us

If you like him...let me know...I'll make you a shirt or something.

Also, facebook groups Mike Gravel 2008 and Rock08.

Or, add him as a friend on facebook.

Check it out.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 6 September :: 11.06am

Sitting in the UC, eating my salad....


I went to the financial aid office and asked them where my honors scholarship was...the two thousand dollars that they took off my financial aid for no apparent reason, that I don't really need, but would like for rent and such.

They said they'd get back to me.

After this, I'm going to pearce computer lab to type up some minutes from my fundraising com. meeting and to print off my grade report and class schedule for the secretary (so they know I'm really in band and I have a good enough GPA to be in the frat).

Then, I might go home for a bit...but I have my acting class at two, then a pre-ed major meeting at six, a play to watch at seven thirty, and then my frat meeting at nine thirty. Then we're going to go shopping to get food and supplies for wheatland, which is tomorrow.

So busy...

I hope it rains tonight. I hope the rain comes pouring down and makes little puddles on my window sill.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 28 August :: 4.40pm

16 credit hours + Fraternity + 20 hr/wk work = overwhelming?

I had to pretend to forge through strawberry jello in my acting class.


I want strawberry jello now.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 26 August :: 6.22am

The earth is still.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 24 August :: 10.12pm

The job is going better. I've gotten over most of the ackward phase where you're not sure exactly where you fit in and who acts like what. They only gave me three days next week, which is fine because i have sixteen credit hours this semester. I'm looking forward to staying busy.

It's been really hot out and the apartment doesn't cool off easy at night, so even though it's seventy out right now, it's still eighty five in here...but there are fans, which help.

It's about time to go to bed; I have to work in the morning. I fall asleep to the sound of sirens and tires hitting the pavement: my own genre of urban music.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 22 August :: 2.08pm

It was warm out today. Too warm. Fark news: Redheads may become extinct because of global breeding (rueben says it's old, but I still find it disheartening).

My kind is going extinct. oh noes!

We went and bought our books today. It was upsetting. Just about three hundred for me, four for rueben.

At least my acting class doesn't have a book.

Miners? Yeah, they're definately dead by now.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 20 August :: 8.29am

I haven't disappeared into the chasm known only as mt. pleasant. I'm here. really. I just don't have internet because my apartment apparently has wireless and my computer is too old to do that.


First day of work went well. the apartment is great. lonely, but rueben will be here soon.


I thought i had a lot more to say. i certainly did when i was thinking in the shower this morning...

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m&ms487

:: 2007 15 August :: 12.22pm
:: Mood: complacent

Change is upon us.

I leave on Friday to move into my apartment in Mt. Pleasant. Classes start on the twenty seventh, Wheatland is the weekend of the seventh, the shower is before my brother's wedding which is on the thirteenth of October.

Then comes my parent's moving.

When I come back for Christmas, I'll have a new house in a new place. Actually, it'll just be the place I'm staying until I move on again.

All the lists and the planning in the world can't quench my anxiety.

I'm happy that Rueben and I will be living together. It'll be nice to be with someone I can get along with.

Oh, what am I doing? Rambling on like this? Another symptom of my anxiety, I guess. I have to go pack. I'm behind. And I have a dentist appointment in an hour and a half.

Here I go, out into the world/ Looking, searching, for something to/ Hold Onto.

Michelle

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m&ms487

:: 2007 13 August :: 3.02pm

Odd moods. Misaligned Chakra, or something? Not sure.


I have lots of packing to do. I wish I didn't have so much stuff.

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