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2005 15 November :: 8.26 pm
my day went like this.....shit shit shit shit fun shit shit, Dani called, shit, went tanning(unshitty for approx. 27 minutes), came home,shit, ALMOST fell asleep on the couch, ate dinner, and now I'm writing bout how shitty my day was and moping around somemore.
I wanted you to call me SO SO SO bad. And when I say I want a hug, I mean I really really NEED a hug. Just so you know in the future.
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2005 14 November :: 1.55 pm
Honestly, I only try to please everyone, it's not like I deliberatly defy you, I don't tell you that I don't have time just to be a smart ass, just because you don't have time for anything doesn't mean everyone else is just sitting around not doing anything. I have a life too, and let me tell you doing the freakin dishes isn't my top priority at the moment. There are some things that are a little bit more important to me, and when I don't feel like stting around and listening to you bitch I'm NOT going to. You can't sit me down anymore and make me hear you. Especially if your only way of communicating with me is by yelling and being sarcastic and mocking everything that comes out of my mouth. I'm sorry that I don't have time to clean the house, I didn't know that I was the only one who freakin lived here who knew where the vaccum was. Don't yell at me if you're going to say shit like you just did, because I'm not listening to you. You may think I'm being a bitch but I'm not, I'm just not bending to your every will anymore, if it's not ok with you that I'm growing up and have things that I HAVE to do, then too bad for you. Get someone else to do everything for you, by you yelling at me and bitchin about how nothing ever gets done around here, and then not taking any inititive to do for yourself, I'm sure as hell not going to help you, when I move out and you live in a shit hole, because right now...I AM the only one who cares enough to clean around here, you're going to finally appreciate everything that I did. I wouldn't do a damn thing around here if it wasn't for the fact that I'm a neat freak and I get crazy when its messy, but because I do care, and I like where I love even more when it's clean, I do clean and so many other things that you never even notice.
It bugs me that I can be in such a wonderful mood, and then you come home and seriously are only here long enough to yell at me and tell me what to clean next and my whole day is messed up to the point where I don't want to be here anymore. Why am i the only one that you ask to do anything? Kourtney is here more than anyone else, why is it that she gets to take naps on the couch and we have to tip toe around while we clean, just so she doesn't get woken up? Who made her queen? GRR! I don't want to talk about this anymore, it's stupid and the only person who cares is me, and Kourtney, I know that you read this and I don't care what you think about it.
and that's another thing, why is it that everything that is mine is also everyone elses? Why can't you all just stay out of my room? oh I know why, cuz it's the cleanest out of all three of us, so you two have to trash mine, and I have to clean it like every freakin day, and you know that I will because it bugs me so much. I can't help it that I want to be organized a little bit! seriously this is so stupid. I'm getting out of here.
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2005 14 November :: 1.37 pm
I had a pretty exciting day, well actually just my english class, I got to sit next to Kyle and work with him on our papers, I think we're meant to be together....ahha, our teacher just had us count off and we both got the same number, but still...it's destined...don'tcha think!? ahah!
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2005 13 November :: 10.26 pm
who the hell is George?
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2005 13 November :: 10.24 pm
I wish I could explain it to myself, but I can't, I feel like I'm just standing still.
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2005 8 November :: 10.11 pm
I talked to my mom about everything, and yea, I'm not going to school tomorrow, which is fine with me, but I'm kinda sad cuz I won't get to see Kyle.......
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2005 8 November :: 4.29 pm
well....I thought it was me, but I don't remember doing anything, so obviously it wasn't me. I just wish I didn't feel like I did something, or else I wish I didn't feel helpless, like there's nothing I can do to help. I hate feeling helpless. I am too much of a helper.
I'm a fricken pushover, don't ask me for anything.
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2005 7 November :: 2.12 pm
How am I supposed to deal with you? When I don't even know what's real, I don't trust myself.
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2005 6 November :: 8.35 pm
This is Dani and I today sittin in my car at Meijer's, just wasting film. I bought a whole bunch of new clothes at the mall today, I really needed to go shopping. Other than that, my life is the same as it always is.
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2005 4 November :: 11.13 pm
well, I have bad news.
My sister just called and told us that Timmy Brown was killed in Iraq. Pray for his family.
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2005 4 November :: 10.18 pm
because of you, I can't think of anyone else, because of you it's all your fault!
I think I'm falling for you, more and more everyday.
..........and Jon, don't ask me who either.
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2005 2 November :: 11.11 pm
I love this song.
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
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2005 2 November :: 12.37 pm
I had to come into work early today, like four hours early, but it's more money, so I'll survive. Cell phone is working out, school is great, I love my friends, I have no complaints. Come and see me, I'll be here till 9!
once again:
cell# 835-5322
DC# 131*535342*22
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2005 31 October :: 8.15 pm
I am a stupid person who cares about all the wrong people, and doesn't seem to be able to care about the right ones. My parents just need to NOT help with any of my situations right now.
ummm...weird thing happened tonight. I guess my dad feels like I should have a boyfriend. I don't know why, cuz I really don't care, but anyway, he decided that some guy at Family Fare, named Jason or something, looked like a nice boy and my dad wants me to meet him. I was like....ummm.....if I needed help dating, I would ask, and I WOULDN'T ask you. But anyways, I didn't realize it was a big deal for me to be dating, but I guess my dad has other ideas. I'm not gonna lie, it was kinda funny, kinda not, kinda weird. But anyways, I guess I'm supposed to put myself out there. Meet people...I don't know, ya think my dad's trying to get rid of me on the weekends or something?
anyways........any takers? ahahahahaha!
P.S. I'm really nice! : )
oh gosh, I can't believe I just told everyone what a loser I am. Oh well, that's me I guess. I accept it. ahahahah!
maybe it never occured to my dad that maybe I don't mind staying home on the weekends, because honestly I see my family like what....5 minutes throughout the week? hmmm.....
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2005 31 October :: 2.53 pm
BOO!!!
hahahahahh!!! Happy Halloween Everyone!
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2005 31 October :: 1.31 pm
ok everybody, I FINALLY got a cell phone, yea I know, it's about time. So since I missed out on getting everyone's numbers before graduation, please help me get them now. Thank you SO much everybody!
my numbers are:
cell # 835-5322
DC # 131*535342*22
add me and help me to get other numbers too!
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2005 30 October :: 8.11 pm
ok, here are the wretched pictures that caused so much crap this morning.
I really really liked this one, but Stacey shut her eyes! Dang her!
and this is the one that pretty much everyone else liked.
and this is a pic. that I just found of me and my best girl friends. We are SO different. right down to our eye color! ahah
this is my horse Brandy. She so sweet! I took this the other day.
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2005 30 October :: 12.14 pm
AND ANOTHER THING..............I think he likes me...........and it makes me nervous to hang out with him now. I don't want him to like me. I can't return the feelings and he's been through too much in this area for me to have to hurt him. Oh PLease, don't like me!
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2005 30 October :: 11.27 am
:: Mood: bad
I'm working until 2 and then taking pictures for Laina at my house, and then I don't know.
I had a bad morning. My sister woke me up yelling at me to get ready because we were going to take a family picture, ok, fine. So I take a shower and get dressed, and then my sister is using the blow dryer, so I have to wait to do my hair, in the meantime, I did my make-up. We used to have like 4 blow-dryers, I don't knw what happened to them, but we only have one now, which in a house with 4 girls, it isn't a good thing. Anyways, I wasn't wasting time. So then I am blow drying my hair and my dad starts yelling at me to hurry up because they have to leave to get to my sister's soccer game. I told him that I was hurrying but it wasn't my fault that we only have one hair dryer. And then it just went on and on, he would yell and I would yell back. He finally ended up telling me that my attitude was about to get me in bigger trouble than I already was, and he called me a bitch, well not really, but he said I better get my bitch attitude straightened out. So anyways, I started crying, not like bawling uncontrolably or anything, I just was so frustrated and mad that the tears just wouldn't stop coming out, I wasn't even really crying, I just couldn't make them stop, which in turn messed up my make-up. And then I got mad at myself because I hate crying, and I was just really frustrated and mad because I hate being rushed and everyone was waiting for me and it wasn't even my fault to begin with. I finally gave up and didn't even finish my hair, I just did the sides and not the back. So then, I go outside and we take the pictures, and it's all fine and eveything, I don't think I look like I had been crying, and Stacey wants pictures up close, so we take up close ones, but I wanted one that showed all the leaves, so Dan backed up and took one with all the leaves, and its so pretty! I loved it, and it's not that far away at all, you can see everyone just fine. I liked it a lot, and I was like ohh! finally something good. Except for the fact that I'm ugly and I looked ugly in the pictures too, but that's beside the point. So everyone leaves and mom and dad and Kourt go to the soccer game and Stacey and Dan go and start messing around with the horses, so I was moving the zoom around on the picture that I want and guess what? STACEY HAS HER FREAKIN EYES SHUT!!! GRRRRR!!! Well, it was too late then, so I just gave up, it doesn't even matter. It just put icing on my already messed up cake. I'll post one when I get one, I mean, they're not that great but whatever, it's the main reason for this whole entry so I guess I'll let you see them. And then all of a sudden, Stacey starts yelling at me about being mean, and how its her camera and she doesn't have to let me use it today to take Laina's pictures, and blah blah blah and it might not be home when I get back and she went on and on and on, and so I just left. I couldn't handle it anymore, I have a headache now. So then I had to come to work, and I have homework. OH MAN! I hope tonight is a little better. I don't need anything else going wrong. But knowing my dad, he won't just let it go when they get back, most likely he'll have a list of things to do. Punish me and make me work. I betcha anything, he's thinking of things right now as he's sitting at the soccer game. Whoo! Go Dad.
Somebody.....let's hang out.
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