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:: 2005 13 September :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Everything Changes~Staind

hahaha!! ok, just a few from my weekend!

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That isn't nearly all of them but I thought I would go easy this time! ahaha!!


**Alice and Dani, go to photobucket, and you can get the ones you want! Just ask me what one it is, and I'll give you the password again, if you don't have it still! LOVE!

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:: 2005 7 September :: 2.15 pm

well, first few days of college are over and ya know what?! I LOVED THEM!! AND...I am seriously like the most nervous person ever! and I didn't even get nervous, the whole idea of it never even bothered me a little bit. and I HAD SO MUCH FUN! I met somebody in my algebra class and we're going to sit together tomorrow, and Jon and Mary are in my psychology class, and I don't know anyone in my music class or my english class, but I KNOW I'll meet somebody, ahah it's easy for me to talk to strangers! yeah!! but I have to read a whole entire chapter in my psychology book, so I really should get going on that, and I have to read for english and type out some answers to questions and stuff....hmm...I already did my math!! yeah!! man!! I'm lovin' it! ahahah, and this weekend I'm going to Ferris to stay with Alice and Dani is driving over from Central!! It's gonna be so much fun!! YEAH!!! I can't wait!! muah!! you all make me so happy!!!

there was something else good too! OH YEAH!! I got a new job, so when the ice cream shop closes I'm all set!! I don't have to freak out and worry anymore about what I was gonna do for my car payment!! YEAh!! but I bet you're all wondering where I'm working, right?! ahah.........well.........I guess I can tell you. I am going to start at Awesome Tan, on the corner of 17 and Northland, you know the one, !! in the little strip! Yea, go me!!! ok all you bitches! and those of you who arn't too!! ahhahaHAHAHAHAH!! love to you all!! MUAH!!!

I hope everyone one of you is having fun at school, or whatever you're doing! I'll come to the high school someday and see you all!! and I'M ABSOLUTLY COMING INTO YEARBOOK!! ok that's enough!! BYE!

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:: 2005 31 August :: 12.46 am

ok well, I was having a problem tonight. And this is how it went....
I REALLY wanted a drink of juice and we didn't even freakin have kool-aid!! We only had water and milk, and let's face it, neither one would have solved my craving for juice, orange juice would have been perfect, but we didn't even have the kind in a can! SO, after like the fifth time I went and looked everwhere for something to make juice with, I found the honey. SO, I am now drinking honey water.......and it looks a LOT like beer....it's as close as I've ever came!! ahah, yes, I want you all to think I'm so innocent!! ahaha!!but really, I've never drank beer! ahah, but anyways, this isn't going to exactly fix the problem I'm having but it helps! and that's that!


Today umm let's see...Jon and I went down to Van Andel where he got a job, and then when we came out I got my first parking ticket, ugh! my first traffic violation! Gosh! This is what happened, we parked at a meter, and we put 50 minutes on it, and we were gone for like 25 minutes or something, and the freakin lady traffic bitch was at my car when we walked up and I was like umm...my time is not expired, why did you give me this? and she was on some ego macho I'm a freakin dyke lady cop thing, and she was like, you're in two spaces, and I looked around and I was parked behind the truck in front of me, AND it was a freakin brick road, with NO lines painted as designated parking spots, so I don't know what he definition was of a space, but there were no spaces, I just parked behind the next truck, and I was next to the meter!!! UGH!! I hate people who think that because they can, they will! seriously!! Flippen power trip son of a ....grrrrrrr!!!! but anyways, after that we went to GRCC and umm....found our way around? ahha, well we went around the campus anyways, and got the rest of our books, we have out of 4 classes we have 3 of the same books...hey Jonboy!! this could be a VERY good thing!!! oh, and two of the same teachers and one class together!! YEAH!!! so after that, we found our way back to the car and went to Alpine to eat. We finally made the big decision of going to Friday's and we got a TON of food, we both brought stuff home. Man alive! but I had raspberry lemonade, and it was REALLY good, better than Outbacks strawberry lemonade for sure!! ahaha, ok well then I dropped Jon back off, and he came over and made a cd, and then my parents got home and they talked to him about his new car, and then he went home, and now Kourt and I just got done watching Laguna Beach, and man oh man, I don't like Alex, what a mean girl, and I sometimes don't like LC either because she's so rich, but I always like Stephan because he is gorgeous, but today he really annoyed me because he was playing Lauren and Kristen against each other, even if he didn't know it, he can't have them both! OH and Jason...grrrr!!!

ok well tomorrow I'm going to the dentist and I have to babysit and they get to come to the dentist with me!!! ohh yea!! no I'm totally kidding. One hour with them in the waiting room unsupervised...eeek! I'm sure we'll have to do some damage control! ahah, but anyways, I guess I should be off to bed, mostly because I'm tired and have been yawning all day, and also because I actually have to start getting up at normal times and going to bed at semi-normal times. So ummm....that's all folks!

HAVE A GREAT NIGHT ALL YOU HUSSIES!! I'm just gonna finish my honey water! hahahah! (maybe it would be better warm?)

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:: 2005 29 August :: 5.59 pm

I worked today, then tomorrow, I'm going with Jon, and I'm not sure who else, down to GRCC to find our classes together and to pick up our books. I need an agenda too, those things help BIG time, I don't know why people don't use them in high school, I LOVE my agenda! I've always used them, since like 6th grade when we got them! Anyways....I need to go school clothes shopping, I haven't done that yet...hmmm....maybe I just don't care. I think that's it, I didn't wear new clothes my first day of senior year either, I had them, I jsut didn't want to look like I was trying too hard. So oh well, I'll wear something, who cares what though. anyways............I am FLIPPEN BORED right now. Maybe I'll go rent a movie.

I got gas today, I was glad too because I had money and before I could spend it on something stupid, I spent it on something I needed, and I'm glad I got in there before prices go up, I heard today that they're going over $3.00, get gas TONIGHT everyone, just a warning! haha, ok, I'm gonna go.

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:: 2005 27 August :: 9.38 pm

HEEYYY!!! I LOVE YOU!! You are the most wonderful person EVER!!

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:: 2005 25 August :: 10.48 pm

ahahah!! I just figured out how to post pictures today!! So now I'm going to overdue it and be totally excited about it!!! So don't complain! The excitement will wear off eventually! ahahah!!

These are my most favorite little people!
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This is my favorite little Julia and my cousin Melissa and me!
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These are the little devils that I baby-sit!! ahaha, just kidding!!
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These are my sister's! I love them too!
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My PIZZA BOYS!!! I love them too!
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My BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!
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MY JONBOY!
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My favorite Dad and Mom!
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ahah!! umm....this is the seniors in my english class!!
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This is me and my super friend BRIANNA!!
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I really should stop now!! ahaha....maybe just a few more!! I won't do this very often guys!! So just stick with me here!!

My FAVORITE LIZ!
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ahah, my best friends again!
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Jess and Jess, you guys are my favorite's too!!! waaahhhoooo!!!
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This is me and Dani and Alice being....ummm....more like us than EVER!! ahahah!!
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These are some of the people that I love in the city that I love!
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ok, I'm really done, I promise.....for now!

oh wait! here are a few more!! SORRY GUYS!!

ahaha, this is me and my sister going to my senior prom!
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This is my golf team!
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The next two are me playing golf!! ahhaha!!!
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This is our yearbook cover! In case you were wondering!
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This is Mr. Carr rapping at Springhill!! hahah!!! EVERYONE should go this year!!
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YEEAAHHH!! SPRINGHILL!!!
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This is my cousin Troy after winning his second middleweight belt!!
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yeeaa!! Toys-4-Tots!
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This is Dani and I at Homecoming! Arn't we pretty?! ahah!!
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This is at work! Fun Time!
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AND GRAND FINALE!!! THIS IS MY GILLY!!! YEAH!!!!
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ok!!! I'm REALLY done!!!

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:: 2005 25 August :: 5.37 pm

This is Alice and Dani and I when we went to the Margarita Grill for the first time! It was a VERY good night! ahah!!
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:: 2005 24 August :: 2.24 am

I'm at Dani's house! HAR HAR HAR!! She's leaving me on Thursday! I'm sure were both going to cry, we already started to tonight, and I'm staying the night again tomorrow, so I can help her move in the morning!! I'm so sad! Everyone is leaving except me!! whaaaaa!! I'll miss you Lolly and Al!! oh man!

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:: 2005 23 August :: 1.12 pm

I'm supposed to be all alone at my house, but I just heard a thud upstairs, it sounded like Kourtney's room. I'm getting all paranoid, my house doesn't normally just thud. Should I go look? I'm scared.

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:: 2005 22 August :: 11.30 pm

It makes me sad that nobody knows what's going on. They don't have a clue.

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:: 2005 22 August :: 11.28 pm

All of our kisses meant nothing, because you didn't believe in me.

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:: 2005 21 August :: 10.40 pm

I was camping all weekend and some umm....very interesting things happened. ahah..yea, if you wanna know you'll have to ask me about it though, cuz it's too much to sit here and type, and I just got home from work so I wanna go take a shower now.

I love you all!!! Especially you Jonboy! cuz you came to see me, even though you really shouldn't have! ahaha and you too Jess!! and Taryn!! muah!

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:: 2005 17 August :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: sad

why is she so mean? She makes me feel like crap about her leaving and then next week she's gonna be gone, and I feel so guilty for all of the horrible things that I say to her, but I really can't help it, they just pop out before I can stop them. She makes me so sad about her leaving, like she is so upset herself, and then I always say things like "good, take all your stuff with you so then you won't have to comeback, or worry about us using it" and it makes her cry, cuz I guess she thinks I'm kicking her out of her home, and that I don't want her here anymore. Well I do, and it makes me cry just thinking about her leaving...for good. But I say things before I can think about them and what they might mean to her. But after tonight, I don't know, she was only gone one flippen night and then she's home, and she's so MEAN, to everyone, that I just can't help but want her gone. But then I think about all of the good stuff that she brings to our house, all of the crazy dancing, and obnoxious laughter, and I don't know, she's really great, when she wants to be, but then...when she isn't being wonderful, she is the meanest person, and she hits me with all of the worst things...not like physically hits me, but she throws things in my face that hurt the most. And the only person that she seems to be ok with are my parents and Kourtney, so yea, I guess it's just me, and she makes me feel so bad about myself. I can't do anything right, and she says that she can't wait to move away from me either, but I know I'm going to miss her like mad, and I don't want her to be happy about leaving us. I know she's going to be fine and everything, and she has everything going for her, and I....well...I'll get it together one of these days. But she's always had it together. I don't know....I'm just really sad, and my mom won't let me go to Dani's, even though it's ok for me to go over there.

And then Kourt and I are supposed to go up to camp tomorrow to stay a night with all of my cousins, and we were going to go after Kourt got dome with soccer practice, cuz it's the onyl ngiht all weekend that we could go, and we normally go every year, and now she ditching me for Emily, to go shopping! I'm so mad, and I don't wanna go alone, but right now, I think it would be kinda good, but if I don't do that, then tomorrow, just like today, is totally worthless. I don't know what I'm going to do. This is all so stupid. I'm stupid.

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:: 2005 17 August :: 8.02 pm

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name beCold Bull Dodga
You ride around in aA pair of 1962 Roller Skates
Yo gangThe Mafia
Yo shoes beSpikey Goth boots
Yo dubs be dis big, fool2,800
How much money you got?$2.04458384279263e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 88%
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:: 2005 15 August :: 4.26 pm

everybody.......I'm sad, and I have to go to work.

HEY this is your stomach speaking! and I want ice cream, and smoothies that are to die for, take me to Jenny's Grill 'n Chill after 5 to get some ice cream and to satisfy my craving for ice cream! Thank you, that is all!


Please come and visit me. I'll love you forever. 5-9 @ Jenny's

thank you for coming in advance!

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:: 2005 15 August :: 1.13 pm

ohh man!!! Thank you mom for loaning me gas money and telling me about the gas prices before they went up!! Ahhh!! I'm gonna go broke just thinking about it!!! As far as I know, Amoco is still at $2.55, but everywhere else is up to $2.78 or $2.79, so just to let you all know, GO GET GAS NOW!!! At Amoco! This really sucks. I mean...really bad!

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:: 2005 14 August :: 10.24 pm

I went to my sister's apartment today, it's really nice, and easy to find, so someday when I need to go away, that's where I'm going! I had a bad weekend though! I wish I had...........I don't know.......someone.

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:: 2005 14 August :: 9.59 pm

bah!!!! parents!!!! they can make me so gosh darn mad!!!

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:: 2005 13 August :: 10.33 pm

Profound:
Jeff Gilson is the most entertaining person that I have ever talked to.

and more profound: I love him for it!

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:: 2005 13 August :: 1.37 am

ummmmmmmm, yeah, so today kinda sucked. It was boring, except that the lady at the bank got me all pissy, because she was so dumb!! Don't you think that after cashing my checks at your bank all freakin summer with no problem what-so-ever I would have known that you charge a $10 fee to do it!! YES!! but I have an account with you so that DOESN'T even apply to me!! She just didn't get it!! ugh!!
but then I paid my car payment, and with what I had left I spent it all. Oh geeze.....I need to save it!! Somebody take my money away from me and hold it, so I stop spending it!! It's getting out of hand! anyways, today was..to say the least....very unproductive....but I have to work tomorrow and then I'll make up for it! ahah, night everybody!

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