:: 2006 16 March :: 10.32 pm

I've kissed...
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands or fingers.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] of the opposite sex.
07. [ ] of the same sex.
08. [x] a little younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [X]with curly hair.
12. [X] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [ ] with red hair.
14. [x] with straight hair.
15. [ ] shorter than me.
16. [ ] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who i truly love/loved
18. [x] who was drunk.
19. [ ] who was high....
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [X] who i had just met
25. [ ] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [ ] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall
31. [ ] at a show. (what kind of show?)
32. [ ] at the beach.
33. [ ] at a concert. .. well kind of
34. [ ] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain.
37. [x] with a mole on their body
38. [x] in the shower
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [ ] in the movies.
41. [x] in a bathroom/laundry room
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [ ] on a roof top.
44. [ ] under water
45. [x] while driving
46. [X] a stranger
47. [ ] more than one person at once
48. [x] crying
49. [ ] goodbye forever
50. [ ] when i was drunk.
51. [ ] who didn't speak english
52. [ ] in a hot tub
53. [X] in an elevator
54. [ ] an ex
55. [X] last night.
56. [X] Just today.

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:: 2006 2 March :: 8.20 pm

Today is our two months! I can't believe it went so fast! It's been the best two months of my life. I owe it all to you! You are my everything! I love you Jake!

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:: 2006 25 February :: 12.39 pm

In case I haven't mentioned it before.......




I LOVE JAKE MELLEMA!!!

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:: 2006 25 February :: 11.58 am

Ya know what? I'm REALLY REALLY bored!! lol





And ya know what else? I think that jealousy is the dumbest thing I've ever had to deal with. It's so pointless, and it's always for no good reason.

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:: 2006 25 February :: 10.57 am

Why is it snowing?!

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:: 2006 25 February :: 9.48 am

I wanna go camping REALLY bad.

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:: 2006 25 February :: 12.42 am

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

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:: 2006 21 February :: 8.45 pm

hmmm...well I went to the doctor today, and I swear that I had strep because I had white spots all over my throat, but he said I didn't, and pretty much right after I knew that I wasn't sick, I started feeling better......hmmmm....my brain is on crack. Oh well, I hope I stay feeling better, cuz gargling with salt water, makes me gag and shudder and I hate it! ewww!! but Jake went with me to the Dr. and he said that he was feeling better too, since neither one of us has strep throat now. hahaha! We're too cool. AND TODAY, we decided that we were nerds. And we're totally ok with that, well, I am anyways. lol I made him dinner. Well I made him MY faovrite dinner, spaghetti, but he liked it too! and now I'm at work, for about one more hour! then i get to go home, and I don't have class thursday, so tomorrow is like my friday, and Jake does have school, so I don't know what I'm going to do.........I'll think of something. I'll prolly just end up cleaning, but whatever, I'll be home alone, so I won't mind. I might go to Meijer's and buy more film. yea, I'll do that, I just decided. I'm having the best of days..................... I love you Jake!

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:: 2006 19 February :: 1.12 am

ahhhhhhhh, I love Jake so much it's overwhelming!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!

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:: 2006 14 February :: 10.35 am

Is it really totally pathetic if I am completely unmotivated, and can't seem to force myself to do anything that I should do? and yet, I'm totally willing to do everthing that I shouldn't? I think it's pathetic, and I'm sick of it. And yet, for the life of me, I can't make myself change it! So I guess I'm just going to have to continue being a bum and not get anything accomplished that I should, and continue not caring. It's so easy.


Happy Valentines Day Everyone! I'm having a really really good day!!! even though I have over two hours till my next class........grrrr!! after spring break this will be better! I have to go to Meijer's today. I've been saying that for a week now, and I still haven't gone. SEE!! totally unmotivated!!! I don't know what's wrong with me!!! I just don't care! Maybe I'm finally sick of spending money, but that's doubtful, I think I am just sick of going to school. It gets in my way of doing stuff that I wanna do. Oh, and I'm sick of being told what to do. I wish so bad that I was more independent. Seriously, it's completely unfair the things that I still have to do. Maybe I just think so because I'm the one who has to do them, but it seems to me that once everyone on this planet is in college, and have a job, and pay for their own stuff, have a little bit more freedom than I have. I don't know, maybe it's just me.

But anyways, I got the best Valentines Day present this morning when Jake picked me up. It was the most thoughful present I have ever gotten. It means more when it's completely done to make you happy, and you know that every piece of it is honest and true. Ahhh, I am the luckiest person on this planet. I know that's what everyone says when they find someone to love, but honest to God, I am, we are the most perfect couple I have ever seen. I don't know, I can't stress enough how much he means to me, we've tried so hard to find the words that make what we feel for each other seem enough, but the words don't exist. We feel and mean more to each other that no words would ever be big enough, or have enough meaning to make it seem as big and important as it is. I LOVE JAKE MELLEMA, and that doesn't do it any justice.

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:: 2006 11 February :: 2.17 pm

I feel like such a bitch.



I'm sorry.

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:: 2006 2 February :: 7.33 pm

whoo!! Today is mine and Jake's one month! It went SOOOO fast!!! But I'm seriously loving every single minute!!

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:: 2006 29 January :: 10.58 am

ahhhhh, sparky! you are my everything, and I can't wait to see you again, since we don't see each other everyday or anything! I miss you!!! You did so good last night, and my family had so much fun!!! They thought you did awesome too! muah! We're perfect!


oh yea, Jake and I had our first dance last night! whoo! It was so fun!

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:: 2006 24 January :: 8.01 pm

well.....things are perfect. WE'RE perfect!

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:: 2006 20 January :: 1.09 am

I can't believe how fast I'm falling. It's the most amazing feeling I've ever had.

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:: 2006 19 January :: 9.57 pm

I wish I knew what to say.

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:: 2006 19 January :: 10.25 am

One of my biggest pet peeves is when people can't, or arn't allowed to think for themselves. I only know a few people where this really shines through, and it's people that I truly feel sorry for. I'm so annoyed by them, I just wanna throw them into some bushes or something and make them realize what a huge mistake they are making in their lives. But since I can't do that, I'll just continue to pity them.

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:: 2006 17 January :: 8.12 pm

I had thhhheeee best day. Well, actually, I've been having the best dayssssssss ever. Who knew that I could be this happy? I sure didn't, but I guess I've proved myself wrong. It's a great feeling. I won't complain. Jake Mellema, you are doing this to me!

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:: 2006 17 January :: 12.27 pm

the way my brain is working......
......Jake................Jake...................Jake........
..........Jake................hehe..............Jake....................Jake.................Jake...........................Jakie.......
..................................tehe...........................Sparky.....................
.........Jake.......and it keeps going and going and going and going.................................................

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:: 2006 16 January :: 3.04 pm

Jake Mellema is my man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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