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:: 2004 14 November :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: I Don't Wanna Be~Gavin DeGraw

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!!!

if only screaming could make it better!
suck!!!!!!!!


Ugh!! I hate all of this bull!!!



whaaaaa!!!! Yes, I would whine if someone actually cared, and you attempt to listen, but that's all pointless, so ugh!! I don't know, I'll just wallow...hah...what a gay word...but that's what I'm gonna do, and my parents went out to dinner, yet again, but they brought Kourt and I pizza first, that was nice....but still, do they have to go out EVERY night?

and we cleaned our house like mad crazy today!! I even rearranged the living room, all by myself, I feel very proud, like I gave my house a makeover or something!!
ahahahahaahahha!!!
I love you!!!!





Give it to me baby!!! ah ha ah ha!!!





oh, and you are my hero!


ugh! Stacey and Dan went to the movies, what a sweet boyfriend, they went to see The Polar Express, because Stacey is such a kid at heart, what a sweet boyfriend. awww...


Home Makeover is on, and I love that show so I'm gonna go, and Kourt just informed me that she is a pro at singing Queen, so I think I'll let her keep on believing that. haahha

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:: 2004 13 November :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: drunk

jenna i love you. hahahahahaaha

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:: 2004 13 November :: 12.37 am
:: Mood: aggravated

Fight Club was the weirdest movie I have ever seen, not at all what I was thinking. Jon, you have to totally agree with me.

I can't write about anything, it's all too bad. I need to figure things out for myself, and I hope me being stubborn doesn't cause it all to stop...or end. That would be terrible, but by what I did, I think that's exactly what's gonna happen, I'm so sad, and my sister's and Dani are upstairs talking about how happy they are and everything and Dani's crush on this guy, and Stacey's Dan, and Kourtney's Justin, and I'm downstairs on the computer moping, not wanting to hear any of their happiness, because I can't join in at the moment, only sit here and mope. What a loser.

I can hear them laughing.

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:: 2004 12 November :: 9.42 pm

i had the best night with my bestest friend jon glerum. yea thats right dani, jon is my best friend. so take that!

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:: 2004 11 November :: 1.39 pm

ewwwww...I hate that! Why can't we just do it the way it's supposed to be done! For real home slice?!

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:: 2004 10 November :: 12.39 pm

wow, that was soo good.

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:: 2004 9 November :: 1.25 pm

I just don't understand.

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:: 2004 7 November :: 7.05 pm

ugh, something needs to make my mood better.

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:: 2004 7 November :: 9.37 am

hmm...we shall see what today does bring.

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:: 2004 7 November :: 12.12 am

well...at least I know how it is. That must count for something.

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:: 2004 6 November :: 10.37 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: When I'm With You~Simple Plan

hmmm...weird thoughts.......

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:: 2004 4 November :: 5.05 pm

Wow, how did I never realize how lucky I am before?

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:: 2004 4 November :: 12.58 pm

I wish I knew what to say when the important stuff comes up. The fact is that I just don't know myself well enough to say anything at all. I can't think of what I would do, because I really don't know. It's sad and pathetic and I need to get my act together. I can't stand being so un-sure about every aspect in my life. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm gonna do. I wish someone would just tell me what to do so I didn't have to make any more decisions. Ugh! I wish I had a plan.

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:: 2004 3 November :: 3.42 pm

I don't know what to tell people! I wish they wouldn't ask. I don't even know for sure! It's just something, something good. I don't know what to call it tho!

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:: 2004 1 November :: 5.50 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: I'd Do Anything~Simple Plan

I REALLY love this song as of umm..today!
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

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:: 2004 31 October :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Everything I Do~Brian Adams

yeah!!
SMILE!!




I LOVE YOU!!

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:: 2004 31 October :: 10.08 am

last night was soo much fun. Only one thing could have made it better, and I tried but to no avail. Oh well, there will be more parties! And Jess Hazen!! you little huss!! I couldn't believe I saw you there!! What was going on? There were so many Cedar people there, I wasn't sure I was in Sparta! hahaah, it was fun tho, huh? yeah, it was!! I had fun trick or treatin too! With all you people that went. That'll probably be the last time I do that, so I'm glad it was fun, anyways, I had a pretty good night.

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:: 2004 28 October :: 12.53 pm

Can this smile be any closer to actually being plastered to my face? I don't think so!!

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:: 2004 28 October :: 11.33 am
:: Mood: giddy

yeah!

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:: 2004 27 October :: 7.51 pm

ok, so I thought about it and decided that even tho I have no clue what is going on, I don't wanna know, I think it's a lot better if I just don't know...ever. Then I won't get hurt, which is what I'm most afraid of. I won't let that happen again. It hurt too bad to have it happen twice, so...if I can still be friends with you, everything will be perfect, and I won't be hurt, because I won't know what I'm missing. But if I find out, then it will crush me and I won't know what to do, and I'll be the biggest loser ever! at least that's how I'll feel, so ya know that old saying, better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all, well, I'm disagreeing, because I'm too scared to lose, so I'm not even gonna try.

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