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2004 7 September :: 10.23 pm
I hate being in the middle..of everything. Even when I try to stay away, somehow, I end up in exactly the same spot. but surprisingly, it doesn't really bug me. I kind of like knowing, but not having to do anything about it, or even care. I mean, I do care about you and everything, but it doesn't bother me like it used to. Friends is sometimes the best.
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2004 7 September :: 10.05 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: The Freshman~Verve Pipe
Dan, I think God sent you directly from Heaven. I love you!
hahaha, everything is ok.
I can't wait for tomorrow, surprising even to me. but I don't want to go out to lunch with the same people everyday all year, I'm gonna mix it up!! ahhaahah!!!
And Dan, you promised you were gonna take me. I know you will. You're awesome like that.
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2004 7 September :: 4.17 pm
:: Mood: flirty
ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok .
shut up!
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2004 6 September :: 5.03 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Live Like You Were Dyin~Tim McGraw
Some people really piss me off, why ruin such a good thing with your stupid attitudes? ugugugugguufugughuhguhgugughughuhg!!
UGH!
You know what? I AM PISSED!
school tomorrow, doesn't seem any different.
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2004 6 September :: 1.06 pm
OH MY! I had the best night ever!
If you have never jumped in a 7 foot or deeper(we're not quite sure) pit of black mud that's all suctiony you're missing out. Cuz about 12 of us went and did that last night. I'm not quite sure if I would do it again, cuz even after swimming and showering I still feel gritty.!! But I prolly would anyway.! It was so cold tho!! AAHHA!! but ok..bye bye...
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2004 5 September :: 3.37 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Hold On~Good Charlotte
Spending the night at the cabin.
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2004 5 September :: 1.22 pm
That wasn't fun. Actually it kinda was. haha! I haven't been that dirty all summer.
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2004 5 September :: 11.03 am
Working with Dad, Dan, and Stacey out in the field, dragging and such, stupid stuff that dad makes us do. But I'll prolly be back later cuz were going back out to the cabin for dinner and stuff, and I think were spending the night but I'm not sure.
ugh! I don't wanna go. I hope I get to drive the tractor!!
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2004 5 September :: 12.12 am
I had the best night! I can't wait till tomorrow! And I want to see you again!!
And I'm sorry I missed your call. I'll call you tomorrow. Hopefully before I go.
AAHh, I love being scared to death!! It's so much fun!
I need to go see that new scary movie that's coming out next weekend. Somebody take me, cuz I hate scary movies, but it's so fun to be scared. I'll need something to hold on too.
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2004 4 September :: 7.10 pm
I'm having the best days ever lately.
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2004 4 September :: 10.19 am
Trying to fine the courage is like trying to get oil out of a water spout. Sink or swim I guess.
Sometimes you have to crawl even after you walk.
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2004 4 September :: 10.07 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: At Last~Etta James
Please let everything be ok. I don't know what I'll do if it isn't. I can't have it this way.
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2004 4 September :: 12.28 am
I'm so retarded.
I didn't want you to be mad, I wanted you to ask me why.
Why am I so stupid!!!?
I can't even talk to myself without somebody getting mad at me.
I should just shut up!
and I only said that because I can't start liking you again, I have come so far, and I don't want anything like last time to happen to me again. I had never had my heart broken before then. And I hated it and I won't go through it again.
Everything you say I try to analyze it and make it into something that I want it to be, not what it really is. And then I get disappointed, and sad. And I hate that. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to expect. I shouldn't expect anything now. but off the record...I would hang out with you every day. I'm just too afraid of what might happen.
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2004 4 September :: 12.20 am
Tonight was good.
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2004 3 September :: 7.57 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: You Don't Mean Anything~Simple Plan
My pictures were sooo fun!! I loved it!
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2004 3 September :: 2.23 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
oh, senior pictures tonight.
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2004 3 September :: 10.28 am
Ugh!
that's it!
I do believe I'm done, and I'm no longer looking into anything you say. It only makes me not move on, which at the current time, I'm doing a very good job of just that very thing...so...blah!
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2004 2 September :: 11.07 pm
I need somebody to look at the stars with.
you always come to mind first, I don't know if that's good.
Actually, it is good and I'm damn well pleased that I think of you before everyone else!
This is really selfish..but..I deserve you!
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2004 2 September :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: crappy
This is all so confusing. I get one idea in my head, then something gets said or I find something out, and I everything I had thought gets blown to pieces. I hate it. I liked what I had been thinking, but I guess I don't have the right to think anything. I'm gonna stop. hopefully.
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