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:: 2004 31 August :: 11.10 pm

nothing matters anymore.




there is soo much stuff I hate, it's sad.


I hate it when I'm in these moods.
I hate it when I get home late for a gay ass amount of money.
I hate it that they screwed up everything for me.
I hate it that you don't know.
I hate it that I can't tell you because of what I know.
I hate how I feel right now.
I hate what I know I have to do.
I hate what I can't do.
I hate how I look.
I hate some things that I can't go into cause I hate them so much.


ugh it will never end, and when you're in the car by yourself and you start to cry for no fricken good reason, you know something is not right. It pisses me off.

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:: 2004 31 August :: 2.42 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: My Happy Ending~Avril Lavigne

OK, so I went into yearbook this morning and Chad was the only other person there, so we organized and bunch of stuff and we started picking out stuff that we wanted to do and we threw away tons of stuff. But it was fun, then we went out to lunch together, and saw Jess Wilde!!! We made you a box today for all of your yearbook stuff! But anyway, I have to baby-sit at 3:30 and Kourt is gettin highlights so she's coming with me. But Jessie dropped Erin off here today before she went to work so we have just been hanging out, Stacey and Kourtney went to Pard's and I don't know what else they are doing. Things are going good right now. I'm kinda excited for school to start and to get back into some type of routine. But yeah...


..don't leave me hanging....

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:: 2004 30 August :: 10.45 pm

My life is so complicated.

Sometimes I can't stand it. I miss some people, and how things used to be.


Nothing ever stays the same.

I wish it was the week before my first day of kindergarten, instead of my senior year.

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:: 2004 30 August :: 3.13 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Lean Back~Fat Joe

this is for october...



Taurus~With your ruler, Venus, moving through the most dynamic area of your chart, you will be at your best creatively and romantically from the 3rd through the 29th. Your sign was born with charisma, but right now you'll exude extraordinary charm: Put it ot use with someone you've been afraid to approach.


heh! yea right.

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:: 2004 30 August :: 12.16 pm

k, kiddos, here it is!

1-Ed Ex-Boomer
2-Sculpture/Ceramics-Hazel
3-Brit Lit-Millard
4-Anatomy&Physiology-McDonald
5-Current Issues-London
6-Yearbook-Stark




It's going to be such a easy year! YEAH!!!


*whorp*

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:: 2004 30 August :: 8.13 am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Good Little Girls~Blue County

There is the craziest looking bird out side my window. It's quite frightening to say the very least. Quit staring at me you damn bird!

*smacks bird





You haven't lost me yet, I can't just stop. oh but I have lost you. heh.

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:: 2004 30 August :: 7.43 am

up waayyy to early, and Dan you serioulsy made me soo HAPPY! I didn't know anyone could. ahhhh!!

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:: 2004 29 August :: 11.35 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Why Can't I~Liz Phair

Why am I so angry? I can be happy...I know I can. I have before.

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:: 2004 29 August :: 10.26 am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Life's A Dance~John Michael Montgomery

UUUGHH!! NNNOOOOO! Shut it!


and if you stapel my shirt one more time...I'll tell YOU what you can Stapel! So there!

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:: 2004 28 August :: 10.51 pm

I'm sorry for everything.

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:: 2004 28 August :: 9.34 pm
:: Music: The Freshman~Verve Pipe

Just don't talk please, I don't want to know, why do you insist on telling me? It only makes things worse, and brings up things that I have already tucked away. I don't want to know that your going to hang out tomorrow, do you think that makes me jump for joy or something gay like that? big NEGATIVE on that one. but whatever, do what you want.

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:: 2004 28 August :: 7.06 pm

Everyone is out having fun, but not me, I'm here. Alone, just the way I like it. Someohw I got my parents to go out, it's nice being here alone, I like it a lot.

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:: 2004 28 August :: 5.09 pm

ok, Jess you just made me so happy, and you know better than anyone how I feel, so yeah! go you! I never thought there was a chance but maybe there is, maybe I'll even call HIM! hahaha, I don't know!!

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:: 2004 28 August :: 2.52 pm

I thought so.


what the heck? my family is buggin me waay bad!!! Somebody save me!!

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:: 2004 28 August :: 12.25 am

except it's not real love, cuz at this point I don't think I'm even capable of that, but it's one of those huge crush things!! And I love how it feels everytime were together or whenever I see him! I don't know, but most of the time, boys make me happy!


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:: 2004 28 August :: 12.17 am

I love him I love him I love him!! I really do!!! oh, if only he knew!

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:: 2004 26 August :: 10.48 pm

how come everytime I even see his car, I freak out!!! I do...ask Kourtney!!! I get so excited!!

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:: 2004 26 August :: 10.19 pm

Ahahhahahahahhahhhaaaaaaah!!!



muah!!!!

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:: 2004 26 August :: 12.25 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Life's A Dance~John Michael Montgomery

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

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:: 2004 25 August :: 11.13 pm
:: Mood: crappy

I don't know. I'm done.

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