:: 2004 6 August :: 8.54 pm

I'm baby-sitting and watching The Lion King 1 and a half. I'm bored, but, Gavin is being good, so I guess I'm happy. I'm gonna go play legos now. HAha bleh!



I think I'll call you tonight, since we didn't get to finish what we were doing before, but maybe I'll just let it be that way...I don't know, I hate decisions like this....to call or not to call..that is the issue here...ugh! I'm dumb! hhhahahaha

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:: 2004 6 August :: 2.08 pm

I went to lunch today with a bunch of my cousins. It was the highlight of my whole week. I have to baby-sit in a half hour tho, till around 10 tonight. The canoe trip is tomorrow!! I'm so excited, and then the next day I'm going to Cincinatti, I really need to get out of here. I'm going to miss you all tho, but my cousin has the internet, so I think I'll get on once or twice but the whole reason for going down there is to hang out with my cousins so I don't really want to spend my time on the computer. Bleh! But anyway, we're having a garage sale, so I better get back outside. Oh, and we will hang out when I get back! I promise, and you can clean your room for me again!Haha! You're too funny.

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:: 2004 5 August :: 8.06 am

It's so awesome that those two words made me in this good of a mood. They seriously made my day. Even tho they weren't completely what I wanted to hear, they were the biggest step towards something good that we have made so far, so yea, I'm happy. YEA!!!!!!

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:: 2004 4 August :: 11.16 am

The only advice I have.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older,
their conversational skills will be as Important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have
dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's
the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to
answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements
involve
great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for
others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate
steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it
in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

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:: 2004 3 August :: 8.35 am

I need to talk to Jon and Jessie. And NObody else. I need to give explainations and recieve them. And that is all there is to it. They are the only people who know exactly what is going on, and they are the only people who can help me through this. I don't want to talk to anyone else about anything. This is how it has to be. Sorry Jessie for what I said last night, I've just been so angry that I took it all out on you. I honestly didn't think I had it in me. But I am sorry. And Jon I guess we will have to talk before I can say sorry to you, or whatever. Please talk to me, I can't have things the way that they are. I'm really not the bitch that you think I am, and I would like a chance to prove it. Just give me a chance. Please.

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:: 2004 2 August :: 5.12 pm

I really need to talk to you.

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:: 2004 2 August :: 4.23 pm

This storm is just puttin salt in my bad mood.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 2 August :: 12.18 pm
:: Music: It's My Life~Bon Jovi

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:: 2004 1 August :: 10.50 pm

Too much is going on. I don't know what to do. Someone help.

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:: 2004 31 July :: 5.50 pm

This makes alot more sense now


I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say


Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way



I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyes
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

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:: 2004 31 July :: 5.44 pm

I know that this is gonna sound really bad, but I am so relieved that it is over. I never wanted it deep down in the first place. I think I always knew that too, I just kept denying it.

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:: 2004 31 July :: 1.11 pm

THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS

"(I Hate) Everything About You"

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you




I LOVE this song. I heard it on MTV this morning. Only in my case it's not about sex or anything.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 31 July :: 12.32 pm

It's a really good thing that my family is so important to me. Blood is SO much thicker than water.

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:: 2004 30 July :: 6.42 pm

There's a boat, I could sail away
There's the sky, I could catch a plane
There's a train, there's the tracks
I could leave and I could choose to not come back
Oh never come back

There you are, giving up the fight
Here I am begging you to try
Talk to me, let me in
But you just put your wall back up again
Oh when's it gonna end


How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far

There's a chance I could change my mind
But I won't, not till you decide
What you want, what you need
Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonna be



Out of this chair, or just across the room
Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon

How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say
Yeah I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far

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:: 2004 30 July :: 10.14 am

I guess there is no sense denying anything when it affects you like this.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 29 July :: 11.57 pm

Why does this have to happen to me?


Everything was perfect.


















I HATE YOU, YOU FRICKEN STUPID BITCH!!!!!! I honestly can't express the hatred I feel for you right now! Never expect me to tell you anything again! Don't even bother talking to me! I might just freak out on you a little! Quit betraying me!

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:: 2004 29 July :: 10.43 pm

Sleep is on it's way, and it's only 10:30, I'm a loser, but I can't wait till tomorrow!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 29 July :: 6.02 pm

Blue Airheads are the best, white comes in a close second though...

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 29 July :: 5.57 pm

Just tell me why? Please!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 29 July :: 12.15 pm
:: Mood: good

ok, I'm baby-sitting and they are watchin full house. Everything is good, I'll ttyl.

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