:: 2004 19 July :: 2.05 pm

Clemency:
1. Leniency; mercy. 2. An act of mercy or leniency.


hmmm, must be nice.

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:: 2004 19 July :: 11.48 am

What you want most in the world is always known in the deepest part of your heart.

Yeah right! I can't even make up my mind about...anything.

You know how you think back on things that could have been or should have been, or things that were and were ruined for some god forsaken reason? Well, some people say that in your heart you will always know how everything is supposed to be and if you hold on to that, then everything will work out that way. I don't think so!! Nothing works out how I want it to!!!! UGH!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 18 July :: 12.49 pm

Today is looking better. I have a big ol' list of stuff to do from my mom, but it will keep me busy, so hopefully I won't get in anymore trouble. Anyway, I better go get started.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 18 July :: 2.25 am

Have you ever walked outside at 2 in the morning and wish that you could lay around and look at the stars? I did tonight, but then I realized that I had to go home, where everyone except Kourtney is mad at me, and I had nobody to look at stars with anyway, and yet I know it's ok to marvel at them by yourself, but trust me, IT'S NOT THE SAME, as marveling at them with somebody.

Anyway, I baby-sat tonight, which is exactly how I wanted to spend my Saturday night! HAHA!! But I think I'm gonna sleep in the camper again tonight, my house feels too close, if that makes sense. I wish I wasn't here. Even though I would have rather done anything but baby-sit tonight, it was the first opportunity I had to get out of my house and away from them, so I wasn't about to turn it down. And, the only places that I can drive now are to baby-sit and back, without getting permission from my dad first from TALKING to him before anything else, I was going to go! Ugh! Why do they suck?

I think I'm gonna pass out from all of the painting he made me do as "punishment." It gave me sucha headache, and since it was the ceiling, my neck hurts too (oh, but let's all listen to Jenna complain) I need to put on Pajama pants. I think it will make me feel better. At least I'm good at putting on a false face. I'm happy! Night All!



P.S. I hope you did really good today! I thought about you!

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:: 2004 17 July :: 3.57 pm

My dad has the worst temper in the entire world! You have no idea, really! Today Kourtney mouthed off and he kept going and going and going on and on all about how she needs to find something to do, I was really annoyed so all I said was "Dad, I think she gets it" and he flipped out! I seriously ran out the front door and he tackled me and was screaming right in my face. Then my dog was trying to bite him or something and my mom started yelling at my dad to stop and act like an adult so then my dad yelled at my mom, and then I ran and was sitting in the truck, and I heard him yelling for me but I wasn't going to come, so then he sees me, and comes over to the truck and he tries to open the doors but I had locked them, so he makes me unlock them, then proceeds to make me march into the house all the while yelling at me and my "big sarcastic mouth" and then makes me paint the enitre ceiling in my kitchen and dining room. And I was raging so bad I was shaking like violently, and I split the paint all over our carpet, which we are tearing out but not for a while, so when he comes back in the house and sees that I'm sure things arn't going to look very good for me. And I was crying, which makes me even more mad because I did not want to cry in front of him and give him the benefit of making me cry, but it wasn't because he slapped my face or tackled me in the front yard, because it didn't really hurt, it was the fact that he was that mad at me that he actually did it. That hurt worse more than the physical stuff. He was so mad at me that he wanted to hurt me and actually tried. That is what hurt the most and made me cry. Anyway, it wasn't the first time this has happened and I'm sure it won't be the last so I'll just have to get used to it. But I'm sure things won't be very pleasent around here for a while. Especially for me. But I should go before he comes in and sees me on the computer "not making myself useful."

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:: 2004 17 July :: 10.31 am

Last night was fun. Seriously, it really was. I love laughing! But I hate EUCHRE! It's prolly just because I suck so fricken bad at it! Haha! Oh! Guess What!?!?! Kourtney and I slept in the camper! HAHA again! Anyways...

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:: 2004 16 July :: 10.45 am

Today better be good! Especially after last night. I LOVE ERIN AND LISSA AND BENNETT AND MICHAEL!!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.59 pm

I need someone to give my love to.
I need an answer to my life.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.22 pm

Oh, I wish.........

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 15 July :: 4.52 pm

I NEVER want to play with those gay Kenex again! I can't even spell the gay word! My fingers hurt from having to pull them apart and click them together! For 3 fricken hours!! Ugh! But that was the worst part of my day so far, except seeing my cousin freak out on someone in the Gay Day parking lot. It was embarassing. Oh well, that's him I guess. I'm going to the WHITE CAPS game tonight!! You seriously need to go to a baseball game in the summer to make it feel like summer. Even if you don't watch the game, which we never do, just sit on the hill and seriously goof off like crazy! I'm really excited!! And the movies tomorrow night!! Ugh, good things are happening, even if they do spend all of my money! Gotta get ready now!

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:: 2004 15 July :: 8.22 am

I hate having to work this early! Nine hours is going to be such a long time!
I think I'll get home around 5, hopefully! I had soup for breakfast, I'm so weird. But then it was too soupy, so I had to add crackers to unsoupafie my soup!But I gotta leave in a few minutes so, anyway...yeah.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 14 July :: 4.53 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Patiently Waiting~50 Cent

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 14 July :: 11.48 am

I wish all of these feelings would go away! I don't like having to explain them to anyone who thinks that they should have a say in the matter. THEY DON'T!!!! I hate having to explain myself, don't question me or my motives! And this has to do with more than one thing for those of you who care.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 14 July :: 8.41 am

I HATE going to the dentist! Ouch!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 13 July :: 11.07 pm

My sister's are driving me CRAZY!! I'm gonna freak out! This has been the worst night I've had in a while!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 13 July :: 9.36 pm

I think it is all a pile of crap!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 13 July :: 11.50 am

oh well! It was fun while it lasted. Gave me something to think about before I went to bed at night.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 12 July :: 10.40 pm

I'm so sad! Why oh why?

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 12 July :: 10.10 pm

Let it Burrnnn!!

I love my new dress!!!! Dani's dad whistled at me and my parents both love it!! I'm soo happy right now. But who knows, that could change very quickly!!
Don't get your knickers in a twist!!! Hahaha(right Dani?)

Anyway, I wish you could see it my way, but I guess not, so I'll give up! I'm getting to good at that.

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!

:: 2004 12 July :: 3.30 pm

Going to Dani's! Come Hang out with us!!!!

What would you do oo ooo for a Klondike bar?!