What the HELLLLL!!!! ugh!! I'm gonna cry. what an ass!





I hate it when I can't stop being a bitch, or when I can't smile, especially when everyone is tryin to be nice but it just really annoys me.

I gotta baby-sit this morning around 10:30, and it might be for a long time.I kinda don't want to cuz I hurt all over but I will cuz I need money, and Kourtney scammed me last night.
Other than that, everything is good, and I made mine and Alice's hair appointments, finally!! Yay!!
Because we have a half day on prom and I have golf everyday and matches 3 out of 5 days I don't know when I'm going to get my nails done, I'm thinking I'm not going to get fake ones afterall, especially with no time and golf all the time. Oh well, maybe something will work in my favor, not likely though. Bah!!

you suck!!!!
ok, first of all you really suck!!!! You can't hang on to someone so strongly that you can't focus on anything else and it ruins your whole day!! That is NOT healthy!!! I've also learned from experience that the other person normally doesn't care how much it bugs you, or they don't have a clue how much it hurts. So quit complaining!!! It's very unbecomming of you!!


Sprite Remix, the berry kind, is really good.

Golf was way boring today, but I had a headache so I wasn't concentrating, but now I'm a drunk and a drug addict!! Thanks Hilly!!!
you know I love you!

WE ARE GOING TO PLAN WHAT WE ARE DOING FOR PROM TOMORROW!!!!!!! OKAY JON?

This sucks, once again.

*SHIT*

loser! That's what you are!! yep!

Well... Our golf team won and broke our average 200. That's really awesome, but I sucked really bad, not REALLY bad because I improved my score at Chase, but I did not want to get what I got and I got it.

I got the worst news ever today!!!!!

Dani has to go to Prom, what will I do without her? You know that your my best friend, how will I have as much fun as possible without you there?
You DON'T need a date!!! That's not what this is all about! I'm so sad(cries).


School better be better tomorrow.

I'm going to get rowdy at prom Jon, you just wait!!

ok, I had a really good day. yeah...except the part where I had to climb on the roof to clean the eves, and to take the Christmas lights down, it was kinda fun to be dangerous though. The eves were really gross though because it rained and so they were all full of wet leaves and crap from the roof, ewww...

I don't wanna go to school anymore!!!!!

I can't wait till PROM!! I'm (it's) gonna be crazy!!!! haha! Well, I gotta...I dunno....sleep?

ok, Troy won like always, and baby-sitting got cancelled so I went to the Kent theatre thing with Amanda, the we went to Rich Chapman's for a party, but it was not what I expected so we left, and then I really wanted to go to a bon-fire at Nate's but me and Amanda both decided that we weren't brave enought to go without knowing if Jon was going to be there, so we just drove by honking like mad crazy. Yeah, that was us!! I would've called Jon too but I didn't want to wake up his parents, it was like 11:20 or something. but anyway....I don't know.. better days ahead.

ok, if anyone is interested, my cousin, Troy Rowland, is boxing tonight at the Delta Plex, tickets are $15, and doors open at 7. He is the main event, so he will be fighting last, prolly after nine sometime, closer to 10 or 10:30, try to come.

ok, I had a lot of fun last night. I went to Dani's bon fire and everyone that didn't go, should of. It wasn't like the Ultimate bon fire or anything, it was just simple and fun. The way that they should be. Anyway, Jon, I want you to pick what we do for prom, since you are payin and stuff, I don't wanna overdo it or anything. Oh, are we getting flowers, cuz I know we talked about it, but I don't remember coming to a conclusion about it? Let me know ok? and yeah, sophmores, ugh! lol ok.


I love everybody!!! Don't be sad!! Have fun and be crazy!!!!!! Especially at Prom!!!!!