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m&ms487

:: 2008 19 July :: 8.22pm

There's nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.

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fishyrere

:: 2008 15 July :: 1.26am

I feel like I'm falling.

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jayzulla

:: 2008 9 July :: 1.23pm

Anderson Silva moves up to 205 next saturday. Whos down for getting together and watching the Sandman get flying knees of death from Silva? I know i damn sure am. World most dangerous man.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 5 July :: 1.29pm

I'm about to leave for work; it's the last day in my forty hour work week. I have the next three days off.

I didn't get the big scholarship and I'm still waiting to hear on the two smaller ones; but it doesn't matter, anyhow. I'm still going to have to work this school year. Now I'm trying to amass hours so I can qualify for vacation. I have to work at least thirty six hours a week until the 26th. I only have thirty hours next week.

Rueben's been working most nights, I've been working mids. It's hard. I shaved my legs and my ankle is throbbing from the razor cut. Ugh. I have to wear a skirt to work again because it's so warm. I hate wearing a skirt. It makes people treat you different. I don't know how, don't ask for any examples or evidence...it just does.

Waiting for my phone to charge for a few minutes, then leaving. I'll be at work until 11 tonight. Feel free to stop by and get a price adjustment or a lottery ticket.

I'm impecunious and I can't do anything about it.

[curious now, aren't you.]

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fishyrere

:: 2008 3 July :: 1.29am

I got a new phone today.
616-401-0815

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m&ms487

:: 2008 1 July :: 8.12pm

No ten thousand dollar scholarship for me.

Now I just get to wait on those other two as I brace myself for another school year working at Meijer and wanting to go crazy.

Well, not wanting...actually going crazy.

I went shopping with my mom and my grandma today; went to valueland and bath and body works and all kinds of fun places.

I picked out a few cute tops and a new suit coat for ceremonies and performances because my old one doesn't fit anymore.

By the way, I've lost 50 pounds in the past year.

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fishyrere

:: 2008 30 June :: 10.03pm

Why can't we just be friends?

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m&ms487

:: 2008 30 June :: 8.26am

Today is the day they notify the recipients of the ten thousand dollar scholarship.

oh hell.

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jayzulla

:: 2008 25 June :: 2.37pm

http://blog.ronin5.com/ufc-84-wanderlei-silva-vs-keith-jardine-video-clip/

shaq and the rock looked impressed. That is why they call him the axe murderer.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 25 June :: 12.47pm

It rained for a while earlier. It was wonderful to hear the droplets pound the cement and create little rivers in the growing grass.

I worked last night until 11, and I'm leaving for work in about an hour to do it again. I worked 38 hours last week and I have 37 and a half this week. I'm at work all the time, but I'm trying to increase my fringe hours (an average of how many hours you work per day for the entire year) so that I can actually get paid vacation and days off. My anniversary date is July 26, so I have to get my fringe up by then, thus I'm working my ass off, not taking lunches to get that extra half an hour on days where I'm not working a full eight, stuff like that.

But, it is leading some nice paychecks. Unfortunately, my first rent payment is due in a few days which all but depletes the savings I've stashed away the past few months. A day in the life...

I'm still waiting to hear on three scholarship opportunities. All should be announced within the next week or so. Although I'm financially set as far as financial aid, I would really like to refuse one or both of the loans that I was awarded if I got one or two of the scholarships. I would also like to not have to work next school year because of all the responsibilities I've taken on...but I doubt that'll happen.

The Inferno has gone by the wayside; now I'm purusing the Dictionary of Literary Terms and Literary Criticism while on breaks at work. It's quite informative, and since I'm taking a very prestigious class next semester with a very intelligent professor, I figure it will serve me well to know the difference between the meaning of classicism depending on the century, and all the different forms of Comedy, especially the Spanish ones.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 23 June :: 2.19pm

I made hummus today. It was yummy.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 21 June :: 6.46pm

Reading the text of Dante's Inferno with the original and translated text side by side makes me want to learn Italian.

And then I remember that I haven't even taken French 101 yet.

Why does language have to be so ambiguous and random!?!

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m&ms487

:: 2008 20 June :: 5.51pm

I just feel so tired. My day off, and I feel tired.

I guess that's what happens when...

whatever.

I'm analyzing the previous poem more in depth. It's quite depressing, and I feel like I'm missing something. I think Eliot's trying to say that he's an atheist, and if there is a god, we're really fucked.

Me too.

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jayzulla

:: 2008 19 June :: 12.51pm
:: Music: Lil Wayne - Lolipop

I bought Mass Effect for my 360. Its pretty sweet, wish that it was like 10 hours longer but eh what can you do. If anyone wants to burn me a copy of Lil Wayne - Carter 3 it would be much abliged. What have you windbags been up to you?

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m&ms487

:: 2008 18 June :: 11.47pm

Dear Student,

At this time the awarding of the Bulletin Scholarships has been completed. Unfortunately, you were not selected for a scholarship awarded by the Office of Scholarships and Financial Aid (OSFA) for the 2008-2009 academic year. There were over 475 applicants this year and only 147 received a scholarship. We will keep your application on file and will consider you for additional scholarships that may become available. Please apply again in March 2009 if you are not graduating in May.

We wish you continued success as you pursue your educational goals.

Sincerely,

Judith Boyd
Assistant Director
Scholarships and Financial Aid



Okay, so if a 3.95 GPA can't get me any academic scholarships in this country, what am I suppose to do!?!

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