:: 2003 19 November :: 10.48 pm
:: Mood: depressed

We almost got out of school in 4th period today.

Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.

"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."

The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.

As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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I do not think this sounds like me at all. Only certain parts.

I am very depressed. Usually keeping busy distracts me, but it is losing its effects at a very rapid pace. Almost nobody believes I could ever be unhappy. They think I am a happy person. If you wish to know of my latest dream, go to Shell's journal.

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:: 2003 19 November :: 11.17 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Rmbling of others talking

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:: 2003 17 November :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: 2 Friendships last forever

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:: 2003 17 November :: 8.15 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: I had Spice Girls in my head, but now it is some naked chick on the TV for Virgin Wireless or some s

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:: 2003 16 November :: 9.52 pm

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If i was a serial killer i would be Jeffrey Dahmer. The psycho killer of the 90's, Jeffery dahmer abducted, drugged, sodomized, tortured, murdered and devoured his young male victims one at a time. After receiving calls of a rancid stench emanating from dahmers apartment, investigators found the decomposing remains of over 12 young men. Dahmer would drug his victims, then proceed to drill a hole in their head, inserting acid into the brain, keeping the body alive but killing all other functions. he called them his "sex zombies". After the body would die, he would then proceed to mutilate and pose the body, taking pictures, and cooking and eating what was left over. Kill count: 12-13 Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now! I Will Die of Natural Causes. Your choice of life style has enabled you to live a nice long life.. To eventually die of a stroke, or was it a heart attack.. Either way you out lived just about anyone that gave a shit about you anyway.. Congrats Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now! help me :: 2003 15 November :: 1.23 am :: Mood: sleepy :: Music: Lilo and Stitch (the TV series!) WoW. Korey has AWESEOMELY pretty eyes. Like Wow baby blue. They just kinna stick out. I am discovering a lot of the actors to be absolute dolls. I will be sad when it is all over. I have to get up tommorrow morning at normal time and go to school a little earlier than normal time. It sucks. More than 12 hours at school on a Saturday. I may continue with this portion later. Shannon was kind of freaking me out today. He was hanging alllll over me and kept kissing me and crap and telling me he loved me. And the other night, he dreamed about me. I do not know what about. I decided I did not want to know, so I did not ask. So, yah. I am tired. Night night. 2 worthless words | help me :: 2003 8 November :: 8.07 pm :: Mood: depressed Dreamtime. Ok. I remembered my dream for once. It goes as such: I was roomates with Lindsey(Instaticpallor Lindsey) at some place. It almost reminded me of a college, but not quite. We were hanging alot of our stuff of a wall. Shirts and crap. It all had to do with a theme and it was like a shrine that everyone was doing. We found pictures we were made to draw and put them up too. We 20 minutes later found out there was a contest for those, so we entered them. Ours were last, and we both got into the top 3. Davey Havok was the judge. Whoever won got to be his personal something...like friend or something. I went into Lindsey's room thing and Davey was there. I decided I was going to kill her if she won. She had a briefcase that I decided is a gun.I opened it and asked if the safety was on. It was in pieces and a bunch of marbles were there. My picture was crude stick figures and pretty much nothing. I did not even see why it got so far. I told her I was going to kill her. Davey said that just because of that, I lost. Lindsey could take one friend, so she took me. I got to go anyhow. 6 worthless words | help me :: 2003 4 November :: 3.25 pm :: Mood: hungry Science Experiments can be fun. I got sick when I had too little sleep. I got sick when I had too much sleep. I got sick when I had the recommended amount of sleep. Conclusion: I am just going to get sick and there is nothing anyone can do about it. Yup, I am at home sick again. I felt as if I was going to die this morning. 5th or so day I stayed home. DAMN THIS SHIT! I have so much missing work still.....I better go start it now..*sigh* No. Screw that shit. I am home. I am going to watch a movie. Byebye all. 2 worthless words | help me :: 2003 4 November :: 12.09 am I am about to fucking scream..AGAIN......however watching this show on VH1 is arousingly awesome... It is Totally Gay....and awesome......DAMN THE RIAA, DAMN THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 worthless words | help me :: 2003 3 November :: 11.12 pm :: Mood: annoyed I Love Malifficent! You are Malificent! You have to be the darkest of all the villians. You're all about death and despair. Die fools, die... Disney Villians: Who Are You? brought to you by Quizilla help me :: 2003 3 November :: 4.15 pm :: Mood: bored :: Music: Uh oh! Somebody needs help with their feng Shway!!!! School. Again. I am in Neiffer's class. Bored. Not wanting to work. All I reelly need to do is cite my pages. And my paper is boring. This kid next to me is listening to Eminem. Loudly. I am needed to stay after today. Must go...It would not let me do anything before. It said I was under 13. 2 worthless words | help me :: 2003 1 November :: 11.35 am :: Mood: tired :: Music: When I say no weed, I mean NO WEED! Damn you Mishelle. I like to sleep. Christie's bday party was interesting. I sang Backstreet Boys. And *NSYNC. We watched a little of a BSB video. Interesting. I lost what I was to say. G' Night. 1 worthless word | help me :: 2003 31 October :: 9.25 am :: Mood: chipper :: Music: Ataris - My so called life Wooohoo! HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And now off to school. :-/ Everyone have a nice day. help me :: 2003 30 October :: 3.46 pm :: Mood: cold :: Music: To Be or not to Be, that is the question. Let's start our own popular crowd!!! I went to an abstinance rally last night. It sucked. It pissed me off. It was very biased. I am home right now. Not at school. I am cold. Hence the mood. Cold. My doggie got spayed and came back yesterday. I do not have a coat. My mom is buying me hair dye. I stayed home kuz everything was all dreamlike and I could not concentrate and was groggy beyond belief. Plus my stomach hurt. Tommorrow is Halloween. The high went from sposed to be 7 yesterday to 20. I hope it is like 40. Better yet 60. But let's be realistic, man! I want hot food. It is almost 2. 2 worthless words | help me :: 2003 28 October :: 8.44 pm Anybody wanna come to haunted houses with me on Thursday? Please Please Please! Leave a comment and I will call you to work stuff out. Then you all wanna come to my house Friday, right? You're DEDICATED DAVEY! You're all about the music. After starting out your career with no real future in mind, you managed to work your way up the musical ladder.. and gained yourself a cult-like fanbase while you were at it! Could things get any better for you? The only other way to go is up.. Which Davey Havok Are You? brought to you by Quizilla And Roxanne, if you read this before I see you, I do not care if you 'pop' up at my house. Just not too early, k? 5 worthless words | help me :: 2003 26 October :: 2.27 am :: Mood: Tired :: Music: Grease Damn I suck. Got home from Butt, America at 12ish. I was sposed to be in at 10:30. I had to get up at 6. On bus at 7. At school at 7:30. First round 8:30. LOTS of sitting around. Sore ass. Tired feet from high shoes. Ouch. GREASE LIGHTNING!!!!! I bought an AFI poster, a fuzzy glowstick, a bracelet with glowy skulls, and pop rocks! 35-12 35-12 35-12...WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! That is right I did not even have to be in town to know how good Great Falls High is next to cmer. We made a big sign for everyone to see ^_^!!!!! And I also would like to bring up Lawrence from CMR's aff case slightly. The resolution: In the U.S Judicial System, truth-seeking ought to take precedence over privileged communication. Value: justice; criterion: Truth-seeking. NOT RIGHT!!! That is so slimy! I KNOW You are supporting the resolution, it does not need to be a value also! Jackass. He is a cool kid, however. He won. STUPID. 3 worthless words | help me :: 2003 19 October :: 6.31 pm The scientific name for stinky feet is Bromhidrosis. The stupid page kept closing, so I got more than 1 result...the very first time I got Goddess which I think seemed pretty accurate...but apparently not since I could not get it again. Oh well. You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver. "And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets and used them to peer into the souls of those on trial to make a judgement. He knew that with endless knowledge came endless responsibility." Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena (Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya (Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of intelligence, the number 5, and the element of wood. His sign is the crescent moon. As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and wise individual. You weigh options by looking at how logical they are and you know that while there may not always be a right or wrong choice, there is always a logical one. People may say you are too indecisive, but it's only because you want to do what's right. Dragons are the best friends to have because they're willing to learn. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent. "And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went inside and bled silver blood.. For her misdeed, the world knew evil." Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve (Christian) and Pandora (Greek). The Unicorn is associated with the concept of innocence, the number 3, and the element of water. Her sign is the twilight sun. As a member of Form 3, you are a curious individual. You are drawn to new things and become fascinated with ideas you've never come in contact with before. Some people may say you are too nosey, but it's only because you like getting to the bottom of things and solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to have because they are inquisitive. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla help me :: 2003 19 October :: 4.06 pm :: Mood: irate :: Music: Whole Lot BIGGER!! Ok..I do not know what irate means but to a low extent...I just clicked a random word. Last night my doggie puked. It was like HUGE balls of hair. It was very disgusting. This morning like ten minutes after I woke up, I had a HUGE chunk stuck in my throat. I got it out and spit and it was the biggest, most yuckiest chunk of whatever it was that I had ever seen. I now have Chocolate Macadamia(sp) nut coffee and it is good. help me :: 2003 18 October :: 10.47 pm :: Mood: Confused, Pissed, Restless, Sad.... :: Music: No, not this time gfdrentviort!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!! I am feeling as if I am about to go insane. I can not go anywhere and I actually have places to go. I could go to Tiphy's house, for instance. I do not have a ride kuz my mom refuses. I can not walk kuz my mom is a bitch. I NEED to do something tonight. GOD DAMN FUCK IT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!! I even wanna do my debate research!!!! But we have no DAMN paper and my mom will NOT buy any!!!!!!!! Everywhere I COULD walk has an outta town person. Ok...I am now sobbing unstoppingly and unbearably. And Nick....We are possibly going to the movie tommorrow. BE THERE DAMN YOU. help me :: 2003 17 October :: 1.29 am :: Mood: My head hurts. Stick your finger in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erm..I did not mean to update my journal...but oh well since I have not in a while anyhow. This morning I woke up and coughed up a shit load of blood. I wanna know who called me at 8 this morning also. I am in Woohu chat. JOY. Luckily I had Lindsey go with me so SOMEBODY talks. Darkness Falls is rather unscary. And Life of Brian is great. My mom would not buy me damn printer paper so I had to put my research on hold and it stinks. I am getting so nervous that my cases will not be done by when I leave. I think that is all I have to say. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! all. P.S.- I think I may be gay, what do I do? 12 worthless words | help me :: 2003 12 October :: 5.10 pm :: Mood: annoyed :: Music: Cypress Hill...uranium The damn flies will not leave me alone. And this tuna my mom is eating smells TERRIBLE.......... I am soooo jealous of Gwen!!!!!! Next weekend she is going to Missoula(I think) to watch Rocky Horror the play!!! GRR and she will not take me!!!! and anyhow.....If anybody is interested....a bunch of us may be getting together 2 weekends from now to I dunno hang and watch movies and stuff. Nick...you can't come though kuz Gwen is mad at you ^_^. HaHa! I need somebody to come to the library with me! My doggie pup is cute = ) 4 worthless words | help me :: 2003 11 October :: 9.15 pm Have I taken this yet? You are Beauty. You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the outside, or both. People are drawn to you as strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the world around you. What Emotion Are You? brought to you by Quizilla help me :: 2003 11 October :: 8.52 pm Just trying something.... What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?: ? Is not Jon Stewart great?: nope What song are you listening to?: Reel Big Fish - She has a girlfriend now Best face wash/acne fighting product?: Noxema creme stuff How loud do you sneeze?: loud. Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes Ugliest color you've ever seen?: puke green Does having matching socks matter to you?: yup If you were in band, what would you call it?: Natral Disazter Last time you were on a plane?: 2 summers ago Have a digital camera?: nope How big is your TV?: 32 inch Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?: yup How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1 sXe.. good or bad?: good Most annoying commercail ever?: cant think now Lamest pick-up line ever?: nice shoes. wanna fuck? Dumbest song ever?: barbie girl Worst way to die?: alone with nobody knowing Who's the funniest comedian?: dunno Ever been in a car accident?: nope Ever had braces?: nope Do you know HTML?: uhh..? What's the most useless class in school?: swimming Best Jones Soda flavor?: havent tried em all Something you collect?: band pins Something you're allergic to?: surf soap Something you wish would die?: family [randomosity] brought to you by BZOINK! 3 worthless words | help me :: 2003 11 October :: 2.28 am :: Mood: cold :: Music: action Homecoming. All in all it sucked pretty bad. Terrible theme. Not too great of a game or dance. Powderpuff was rather boring (cept cheerleaders...GO FRESHMAN!) and yah. We won the game. I felt so distant from everyone and it prolly didn't help that they all rotated away from me constantly. Bailey was in a pissy mood and would not believe me that anybody could come to the dance. I read the sign and heard announcements. I am not stupid. She decided after I ditched her that I was a bitch and so she wanted to give me hypothermia. She took the sweatshirt I was wearing. It was below freezing. BRR. I am still cold. I was locked out of my house when I got home. Andrea gave me a ride. I woke my mom(and half the neighborhood too) and got in and now I am cold hungry and bored. The book I am currently into is at Bailey's. My lil blanket is also at her house. I am sad for these reasons. And I am sad for the fact that I guess football games are not my thing and something always happens in some way and I was almost in teard at this game as well as last. help me :: 2003 6 October :: 10.38 pm :: Mood: hyper :: Music: Reel Big Fish 3rd entry todayy!!!!! wooooooo!!!! YUP. I am hyper and not wanting to work on my English homework. It is a paper that is due tommorrow and I have not started yet. WOOOHOOO!OO!O!OO!O!OO!!!!! WoW that looks interesting. I was just in a convo with nick and bailey and yah I dont think nick was enjoying it but ya know you cant please everyone all the time. I am currently helping Mark with his Pronoun homework. woohoooo for me being a nice procrastinator! I wanna watch Rocky Horror!! And the dream that is Labyrinth!!! AHHH YUMMMY David Bowieeee in that movieee! and Nick be smart and go back to my entry that has my case so you CAN help me retard = p HIIIIIIGGHHHPPPERR!!!!!! but not high kuz that is BAD for you!!!! *coughbaileycough* help me

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