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:: 2006 24 June :: 1.43am

Wow, Canada.
You're producing some great bands. Stars, Arcade Fire..

Also, lately, I've gotten into The Bangles, Frank Sinatra (more-so than before), Mario Lanza (more-so than before), other 50's singers.

I'm also investigating some other bands that seem to be of the types of music I like: The Pixies, Pavement, Ben Folds (I know they have great music), Death Cab, Interpol, Postal Service.

Anyone got anymore suggestions of music to check out, please, feel free to suggest away.

:: 2006 15 June :: 12.54pm

We are moving tomorrow..

Unknown amount of time before I will have internet again..

However, due to the closeness of our new location to town, we may get DSL! And get rid of AOL! Whoo! Yes!

.. That is all.

:: 2006 10 June :: 8.40pm
:: Music: "Your Ex-Lover is Dead" - Stars

...

Nothing but time and a face that you'll lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news
From the house down the road from real love

Live through this and you won't look back

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
- Stars

:: 2006 24 May :: 2.45pm

<3 Japanese Cherry Blossom body spray, lotion, etc. from Bath & Body.

:: 2006 19 May :: 11.16am

Solution to illegal immigration laws:
Apply Mexico's immigration law against Mexicans.

Done! End of problem.

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:: 2006 6 May :: 12.51am

Favorite names:
Girls: Lorelai, Abigail, Katheryne, Alice, Piper, Deborah (not Debra).
Boys: Nicholas, Sterling, Leiland, Aiden, Tristen, Demetri.

Just as a memo to myself.

:: 2006 30 April :: 10.27pm

I'm getting tired of these random "emo" nights. XD

Enough with all that mess.

Aw, man. I just remembered about the Cyber Flower account I had. I couldn't find my password, and then I lost internet connection for a long while. =[ Sad.

Random question:
Am I the only one surrounded by Mexicans that say "eh"?

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:: 2006 24 April :: 1.08am

e.e. cummings - 'since feeling is first'
since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
- the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other; then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

:: 2006 21 April :: 6.10pm

Poor, neglected journal has had a (maybe temporary) makeover. Can't guarantee I'm going to be updating this very often, but I'll update occasionally.

Oh, and "Rent" is a good movie.

:: 2006 11 April :: 5.06pm

I fell asleep during first period Dance.

Perhaps I should start getting more sleep.

.. Independence.. 1776.. Constitution.. 1787.. triangular prism.. (bh/2) times height.. cells.. protists.. history.. math.. science.. exit level TAKS.. tests you've got to pass to graduate.. arrgghh..

Next. Week.

THEN there's SATs or ACTs or whatever. Scholarships. Colleges. Career choices. Vehicle. AGH!

I just want.. to sleep.. ;-;

:: 2006 5 March :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Three Days Grace

Seriously: bor-ambl-entry.
Whoo.

I'm going to Dallas with my friends Skye and Drew tomorrow, and staying until Thursday evening. Skye goes to school at the Art Institute there in Dallas. Dallas is about 2 and a half hours away from here, and my brother Jamie lives there with his wife.

There. In-for-ma-tive. (-hugs Mitch Hedberg doll.-)

Man, I really miss my little Woohu journal.. but school keeps me busy nowadays, and I rarely have much of anything to update about except for classes. -_- Hyah.

In other news, I am supposed to be getting a jeep. Well, it's not necessarily mine, but Mom and I are going to claim it's ours. It's Skye's jeep, actually, though it's soon to be ours.

Yeah.

Anyway, I've got to find something to do for a while. I can't go to sleep yet; it's too early.

.. hm.

:: 2006 21 January :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Beyonce *Yes

It goes on.
Life goes well.

How about yours, old friends?

:]

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darksworddancer

:: 2006 8 January :: 12.07pm

Omg...i havnt been on here in years....ok...maybe a few months....

Me and roxy are fighting...go figure...slowly building up anger is bad...so not much has changed...nick is ignoring the fact he has friends at GFH....we all saw it comming...and im just denying it...it seems my tri-pod of stability with friends is missing 2 legs....*falls over*...it seems the pictures are going to be a little bit skewed for a while folks....tis my life.....

Mr.Garpstead committed suicide....it was in octobeer i think....i still trying to deal...

He did it right after the yellowstone trip....whjich wqas fun but ended on a gargling note.

So i had a crush on Ian...roxy started to date him....so i stoped having a crush...then made a fake crush on Miles...bad idea...

Im working at target now....its cool...i work with this girl miria...shes fun....together we have the attention span of a decrepid squirrel....ha...

Slightly depressed...Rochelle and Jessika forgot and left the show with out me...and Roxy forgot about me at New Years Eve....she was with david her new love intrest...thats when the fight started...im so mad at her...eh

Seth and Chrisite are dating...its cute....Its the year 2006....and right now my life that i loved so much seems to be circleing the toilet...

Im taking belly dance...its fun....eh...there is alot to say and most of it is lost in the periods like this.... yeah..i dont kno0w what more to say, im depressed and lkosing alot of things except my weight...great...well...im done...im gonna try and update more so yep...I hgave a LJ and Myspace now...so im pretty buisy.

:: 2005 24 December :: 11.54am

Merry Christmas (or whatever other holiday).
[final edit] All right. Here's what I've gotten for Christmas thus far, from..

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Happy holidays.

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:: 2005 22 December :: 4.18pm

Yep. That's it.

:: 2005 31 October :: 9.32pm

Yay my Halloween was fun. =)

Ace came over around 6:30, and we cleaned my room...like spotless, but still it was really fun not having to do it by myself.
I gave out candy with my mom til Ace got there, cause I wasn't sure if he was even going to come or not.

Hope everyone had a good Halloween. =)

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:: 2005 27 October :: 11.00am

My stomach really hurts. =(
I wish it was the weekend. I really miss Ace. It feels like forever since I've spent a day with him, when only it's been like 5 days.

I'm hungry.

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:: 2005 25 October :: 11.02am
:: Mood: drained

I'm really feeling overwhelmed.
I'm bombing some of my classes, and I don't know what's happening to me. I can't remember ANYTHING anymore.
I used to be such a good student. Now I just feel like nothing.
I feel so drained, and I just want to quit.
I think there's only one or two classes I have an A in, and grades are being turned in at the end of this week. We get our report cards on the weekend. I am so nervous.
I ALWAYS do well, especially on the first quarter. My head is just blank, all the time. I'm bombing Spanish III, and Drama II. Algebra II is the only class I really enjoy, and I think I only have a B in there, even though I do all the homework.
I think something has changed in my head over the summer, because last year, taking tests was what saved my grade, and now it is what kills it. No matter what class it is, I'm not any good at taking tests. My memorization skill is shot.
I don't know what's going on, but I'd like it to stop, I don't want to become a slacker. I do ALL my work, I never have any homework, I do everything I'm supposed to in class, I get all the little things right, it's the big things I bomb and I hate it. That's what hurts my grade the most.
At least I get to go to my psychiatrist this Thursday and maybe she can figure out something. Cause I can't live with this.

:: 2005 24 October :: 8.33pm

God my face is dry as hell. Literally.

Damn this weather change.

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:: 2005 24 October :: 3.36pm

If you read this you are my hero.
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:: 2005 24 October :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Tonight, Tonight :: The Smashing Pumpkins

I wish Ace would get home. =/ He's out putting in applications even though he already got a job. Weird.
I miss his guts, and he needs to get home.

I think they had the air on at school. I couldn't feel my hands, my feet, and my joints in my knees hurt really bad, and felt like they were frozen. It's ridiculous.

It's no better in my house though. =(

:: 2005 24 October :: 11.13am

I made a new journal:

http://www.woohu.com/~crossmyheart

Pllllllease go add me on it, anyone can, and I'll add you back. =)

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:: 2005 24 October :: 11.12am
:: Mood: hungry

Well this is what used to be blacktears844. I made a new journal. Woopee.

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:: 2005 21 October :: 5.10pm

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Oh yeah, and that last one is my boyfriend.
It's not a very good picture, but oh well.

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:: 2005 21 October :: 10.56am
:: Mood: hungry

Well I've dyed my hair once again. I'll post pictures when I get home, since I'm at school.
It's like a violet-dark brown-red. It's very odd, but I like it.
I was just sitting in the hair salon place yesterday, and I was like, "I'm bored. Let's dye my hair." So I did.
Only a half hour til lunch. Then I get my frickin' chicken sandwich!
My boo gets to come over tomorrow, and we shall watch Hocus Pocus and have a jolly old time.
I have absolutely nothing to write about, so I shall update this later. <3

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