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DarkSwordDancer

:: 2004 18 June :: 1.55pm
:: Music: birds chirping outside

hahaha sam dosent know about this one

How to make a DarkSwordDancer

Ingredients:

1 part pride

5 parts ambition

1 part empathy

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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Well....yeah....life...sam...i should have know...i think he has anger management problems...he was sooooo perfect though...damn me and not following my instincts...they said no...dont do it...hes crazy!!........

Im afraid james may know where this journal is so ..yeah.....

I talked to nicolash the other day....yeah hes doing well..he just came back from iraq.....he was there for 3 months....he looks better..not as sick. He has a new gf..and shes really nice....hes going to ask her to marry him on the 21st...cause its his b-day and he will be turning 20. Yeah...i dunno i think there could have been a tyhing between us...i know there was...we both knew it...but yeah age difference..and he wants to be married...quickly...*twitch*...yeah not till after collage will i even start thinking of who or why i want to marry someone....right now is the time to just live life ; )

:: 2004 17 June :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: drugged
:: Music: "Man" - Yeahyeahyeahs

sorry for the no update and such
well, today I went highway driving (and did rather well). Then, I didn't eat dinner, headed off to soccer practice (AYSO season... some of the guys on my team are really hot :P ) Then, I came home and realized how much I fucked up my stomach by not eating (it was about 8:45 at that point, and I need to constantly eat... my metabolism is strange, and I get serious cramps from my stomach and *strangely* kidneys from not eating) .... Well, I wasn't dealing well with pizza, so I made myself a peanut butter sandwich and took dramamine... So now I'm here operating the really high-tech device while drugged over. You'd be amazed how much I've used the backspace throughout this post. I should go to sleep.

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:: 2004 17 June :: 7.38pm

Dreadful Dollface!
*promotes*
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Go listen to them. http://www.dreadfuldollface.dk

:: 2004 16 June :: 3.13am
:: Music: Clan of Xymox

SCRAMBOLLL
Ooo we me and my mom just got back from the market (the 24 hour market, mind you) and now I am enjoying yet another wonderfully delicious margarita that is so wonderfully delicious. We also got boston creme pie and doughnuts. WOOOOOOOOOOOO! I feel kinda odd right now, but I thought I might tell you about my food ADVENTURES.

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:: 2004 15 June :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: awful
:: Music: Murderdolls

ARG
Ugh....I have something horrible that I don't even want to write on here. It makes me feel so nasty. (And just for the record, it's not an STD you wankers =P)
*shudders* I just want to get rid of it. Bleurg.

:: 2004 14 June :: 5.26pm
:: Music: Alexisonfire

Wahoo
Well Emily might come over again today. Most likely she will in fact. Hopefully we'll get to go the mall and whatnot, and I'm pretty sure we're going to Best Buy so I can pick up a CD. See you all later. <33

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:: 2004 14 June :: 2.20pm

Well, I decided I'm going to get a Peppermint Creeps shirt instead of the My Ruin one. It's a hell of a lot cheaper, and plus I want to have some money left over. It's $15, instead of $27.45. That's $12.45 saved. I sound like a Wal-Mart commercial. Anyways, it's prettier than the My Ruin one anyway, and I'd post it up here, but it messes up the colors. It's black and neon purple. <333

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:: 2004 13 June :: 8.24pm
:: Music: "Take Me Out" - Franz Ferdinand

TeH s3x0rz
Arg, I told my mom I was going to order a different My Ruin shirt since the last one got ordered back since they didn't accept personal checks, and she was like, "Ok, tell me how much it is, and I'll void the check and give the rest." So I told her it was $27.45. Then my mom's ex boyfriend got SO pissy about it. Yes, that's a little steep for a shirt, but it's MY money, and he's certainly not the one paying for it.
"Well, I've never seen this shirt on any other website, and I like it." Then he told me I was being irresponsible with my money. SHEESH. Oh well. I'm getting it anyway. <33

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:: 2004 13 June :: 6.47pm

This is hilarious!
[url]http://www.epsilonminus.com/darquedungeon[/url]

MOOHA!

:: 2004 13 June :: 3.07pm

Robert Smith has got me again
I love this song. *cries*
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WHY ROBERT SMITH? DAMN YOU!

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:: 2004 13 June :: 1.08pm

RED BULL I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!
Wahooooooo! I'm so hyper!
*boucnes* YO YO YO TENNESSEE TUXEDO!

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:: 2004 13 June :: 1.08pm

RED BULL I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!
Wahooooooo! I'm so hyper!
*boucnes* YO YO YO TENNESSEE TUXEDO!

:: 2004 13 June :: 1.08pm

RED BULL I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!
Wahooooooo! I'm so hyper!
*boucnes* YO YO YO TENNESSEE TUXEDO!

:: 2004 13 June :: 1.08pm

RED BULL I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!
Wahooooooo! I'm so hyper!
*boucnes* YO YO YO TENNESSEE TUXEDO!

:: 2004 13 June :: 11.14am
:: Music: "The Click" - Good Charlotte

DAMN THIS CATCHY SONG!
Ooo I changed my background again. No more Dope Stars Inc., now it's Wednesday 13 in the Frankenstein Drag Queens era. <333
WAHOOOOOO!

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:: 2004 11 June :: 2.43pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: "Y Control" - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

But I believe them all
It's so gloomy out. It's putting me in a bad mood, plus I'm getting sucked into this book and it's right up to the point where everything goes wrong before it goes right. ("The Truth About Forever" by Sarah Dessen, lovely book). And I have to go to my grandma's. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandma to death, it's just that she is SO old-fashioned and goes through all of my private things, and then gets me in trouble about them. And she constantly preaches to me, telling me that my "lifestyle" is heading in the direction of being satanic. Sheesh. Well I guess I'll have to tough it out. It's only for one night. Damn the gloominess of today.

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:: 2004 11 June :: 10.40am

Which one do you guys like better?

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Decisions, decisions. Hmph.

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:: 2004 10 June :: 7.43pm
:: Music: "Beauty Fiend" - My Ruin

Watch me bleed, I'm no beauty
Well I got back from Emily's a little while ago. She came over Tuesday morning and we went to King's Island, which was HOT. It was blazing. We basically spent the whole day in LaRosa's because it was air-conditioned. Then she spent the night Tuesday, and I went home with her Wednesday, spent the night there, and now I'm back home. Well, at my dad's anyway. The Addam's Family is back on TV Land! Woohoo!

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DarkSwordDancer

:: 2004 8 June :: 7.34pm

D Distinguished
A Adventurous
R Raw
K Kinky
S Shaggy
W Witty
O Odd
R Radiant
D Dignified
D Delightful
A Arty
N Noisy
C Cheesy
E Excellent
R Relaxed

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

yeah..havent been here in a while...well.to update...ashley left and is now comming back on the 15th...and im really tired...yeah...oh and ash is pregnant.

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:: 2004 7 June :: 5.41pm

I filled out this really long survey on Bzoink...and then POOF! It all deleted. ARG. Oh well. You all probably didn't want to read it anyway. I didn't even want to read it myself. *giggles*

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:: 2004 7 June :: 2.11pm

I just ate 154881144 Hershey's Kisses filled with Caramel. =(
*throws them away*

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:: 2004 6 June :: 11.42pm

Well I went to King's Island today with Mandy, Christina and Adam. Everything was all cool until we went back to the car to hang out, then Adam gave me a cigarette and I smoked it...*is shameful* but hey, that's first one in like, what, a week? Hey, who's counting. And then Christina hates when people smokes and she decides to take it into her own hands and grabs Adam's pack of cigs out of his hand and wouldn't give them back. Well Mandy and Adam were trying to get them back and Mandy bit Christina REALLY hard and deep on her arm and she got so pissed. They had this big fight so me and Adam just went off near the park entrance and threw pebbles by a big fence until they had somewhat cleared it up. Other than that, and the fact that I got sunburned and now cannot feel my feet, it's been an ok day.

:: 2004 5 June :: 8.55am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: "Favourite Game" - Cardigans

ACRONYM!!!

S Sophisticated
I Insane
L Light
V Vigorous
E Enchanting
R Refreshing
S Smart
O Outrageous
L Legendary
D Dramatic
I Innocent
E Earthy
R Relaxed

Name Acronym Generator
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:: 2004 4 June :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: composed
:: Music: Gran Turismo - The Cardigans

School's done... eh...
Yeah... the last day of school holds little significance to me anymore... I said my goodbye's... well, actually, I only said two or three. Shows how much of a relationship I've developed with that school. There were a few people I didn't say anything to that I would have liked to, but there's next year (hell, there's summer). So after school, I rode home w/ the mother, ate some lunch, then walked over to the mall. (ah, yes, I didn't tell y'all that I walked home on Wednesday. That was an extremely long walk. Hot, long, delirious.) Anywho, at the mall, I went over my list of CD's to pick up this summer @ Sam Goody: Romeo + Juliet soundtrack, Hands on a Hard Body - Garbage (whenever it comes out), Good News for People Who Like to Hear Bad News - Modest Mouse, The Buzz, whatever the new Muse cd is, and Gran Turismo... Well, I realized I had my Hastings gift card with me, so I walked there to pick up Gran Turismo, since I didn't have money to spend at Sam Goody. And on the way to Hastings, I saw Kevin, a graduate that is REALLY good looking (he works at Herbergers and is one of my sister's friends...). He fell asleep on the couch downstairs as I was working on my Water Is Wide essay last week (very cute, I must say).
I did well in classes this year, in fact, I think I was at the top of the class for several subjects. I'm still worried about my gym grade, though, because I'm not sure whether or not Darko knows who I am. He looked right at me while taking role last class, I acknowledged I was here, and he had to recall my name, because he didn't see me as being here. So, seeing that we're using the mile and pacer tests as a majority of the final grade, and I did not improve because of my knee, I could be screwed in that class.

I think I might have figured out some possible meaning to my dream today. In band (the period I have with TJ) Sarah asked me to play my district piece on the piano *one last time.* I went over to play the piece, and TJ came over to listen. Coincidental? most likely. Do I care? not really... The kid's cute, but he's not the kindest of them all.

:: 2004 4 June :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: "Julia" - The Horrorpops

Nar Nar
It is about mall time. Oh yes. I am really bored right now so I thought I would update yet again. I think we are going to Tri-County too. Torrid <333. =O They have a Cold Stone there too! *gets fat thinking about it*
Ooo it's time to go! I'll talk to you later. *takes you all shopping with me*
You know you want to go shopping with THE Sarah. ^_^

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