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2004 18 April :: 10.33am
:: Music: "There is No If"- The Cure
The Cure <3333 x100
God I'm listening to the Cure again. They always make me cry. *being em0*
It's a beautiful day outside but I feel all sad....damn you Robert Smith! But I wuv the Cure.....must....not.....stop....listening. *cries*
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2004 18 April :: 9.57am
Maroon 5 Dammit
I wanted to go see Maroon 5! They're coming here August 8 BUT THEY'RE WITH JOHN MAYER. I despise that man. Ewwww.
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2004 18 April :: 5.45am
*kills*
Tiiiiiiiiired. The people upstairs in my dad's apartment building kept me awake all night but their loud humping motions. Their headboard was actually banging against the wall. And then after it was done I guess the man felt the extreme urge to pee every second because I heard the toilet flush at least 154545154242 times. Arg. Well I'm off to bed in my mother's house, I'm glad I live in a one-story house.
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2004 16 April :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: tired-ish
:: Music: "Rich" - YeahYeahYeahs
so... I'm back...
Thank you much, Michelli0!
Let's see... I've got 'til May with this brace... Oh.. I got one with even larger hinges, so as I walk around I occasionally knock out my other knee on them...
Um... play rehearsal!! I love our cast (and I'm not specifying how...) But... Kelly and I haven't quite developed the brothers/rivals relationship we need for the play... yeah, I need to work on that... oh... It was really interesting last night. He's like, "So Nick, have you ever done the hard stuff?" And I'm just thinking, oh lord, another one... Well, I told him sure, because every time I'm around iodine I tend to make myself pretty high... I doubt that really counts, though. But he told me he thinks it'd be wicked awesome to have a rehearsal where the cast was stoned... now there's a thought. Molly (our director) was already having the hardest time talking last night (ex: You need to express it like tharg... slarberargan... SHARON!!!)... so we've decided we don't need drugs to get an interesting rehearsal.
My pig and I have been getting some real quality times recently... Yesterday, I pulled out his heart. Today, I cut it in half (it oozed blood... it's not even supposed to have blood anymore... but it oozed... out of the muscle walls, not the normal holes...), and cut open its stomach. Then, after school, I took out the intestines and unwound them (225cm).
Oh... my strange dream (first dream I've had in about a week):
First, I was walking around town (amazing how much one can walk in a dream), and then people started going insane and were doing the general *I'm insane and possibly a zombie act*, so I came home and got on the computer. Then, Lucien showed up and we drove around in his truck (speaking of, I haven't seen him in a few weeks...). And suddenly, I was in a basketball game in a very crowded field house... but I was playing against mentally challenged folks... strange indeed. I woke up as someone was tackling me.
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2004 16 April :: 10.15am
:: Mood: so fucking BORED
:: Music: She Bangs - William Hung
RAWR
I AM BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND. I knew I shouldn't have gotten up this early. I am stuck here watching infomercials on Fuse because the videos haven't come on yet. And sitting at the computer. So I tried to make a website. TRIED. Turns out I don't know shit about HTML...well not enough to make a decent website. And so that failed. And now I have nothing to do but eat and get fat.
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2004 16 April :: 6.32am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Rogaine commercial...rock
JadeXCore!
I am finally going to pay......Saturday! Hopefully the money will make it to Andy by May 8th. I'm going to exchange my two dollars in change for two dollar bills with my dad. Haha, I feel like an idiot. But at least I'll get to keep this wuvly journal and all it's wuvliness. So never fear...I am staying! *trumpets sound* I'll probably update my LJ too because I'm a journal whore. I should be getting to bed. Arg. *salutes*
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2004 15 April :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: American Made - Jack Off Jill
My world is evil, but American Made
Well I'm here at my dad's on his slow ass computer. The only reason I got on here is because I am extremely bored out of my mind. It is BAD. I actually counted the posters I have in my room...*cough*146*cough*
I went over to eat at my grandma's today. She got all upset because I had a "huge skeleton" (Misfits shirt) on the front of my shirt. Then I turned around and she said, "You're not a misfit!" I guess she's just trying to help...but it's not working.
My dad is making me go to bed at ten because he said I stay up too late at my mother's house and what I need is a good nights sleep. Uh-huh. Well I'll see you lot tomorrow, I'll probably be up really early since I either (a) won't be able to sleep tonight and I'll stay up until the wee hours of the morning, or (b) I'll have gone to bed so early I wake up insanely early. So anyways, see you all later. Bye. *insert heart here*
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2004 15 April :: 6.02pm
MMMk...well im officialy tired...yeah got a hug from shannon conway today and talked to him...happy funfun.
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2004 15 April :: 2.12am
I attempted to make a Jade Puget site. Here it is. It kinda....sucks.
http://deadlydelusion.tripod.com/jadepugetisthesex
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2004 14 April :: 10.27pm
Im talking to dara and im happy....yeah i dunno im starting to have bi'ish thoughts...yeah
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2004 14 April :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Bright Red Scream - My Ruin
Mall Rat
Well I went to the mall....again. This time I got a black and white pinstripe skirt, a grey and black striped off-the-shoulder striped shirt, and a Misfits shirt. I dont think I wrote in here yesterday....I went to the mall yesterday too..only a different one. I got a pink jacket/shirt thingy...that I'm wearing here:
And a black and white striped belt (pic on my LJ) and pink fishnets. God I am getting so many clothes. Sheesh. See you all later, bye. <3
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2004 12 April :: 2.12am
Ah I don't think I'm liking LiveJournal very much. They're not nice there. *kills them* I love you all.
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2004 11 April :: 9.33pm
:: Music: Misfits
Astro Zombie
Well I made an LJ just in case I drag my feet and don't pay up.
So here is my new link: http://www.livejournal.com/users/astrozombie844
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop updating this one, or that I'm definetly not going to pay up, it's just a backup if I drag my feet. I need some motivation.
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2004 11 April :: 2.47am
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: <3 SEX MUSIC BEBAY
JADE IS A HOT MOFO
Yes, Jade, yes you are. *rapes*
And I would put this pic right here if it wasn't so INSANELY big....but it's worth going to the link for. JADE AND HIS SLINKY OF SEX.
http://atlas.walagata.com/w/blacktears844/jade_and_the_slinky.JPG
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2004 10 April :: 5.57pm
Superstar
Emily left. :(
And I'm being harrassed by various people on Yahoo.
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2004 9 April :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Electric Six
Dance Commander
Emily's coming over today! <3
*dances*
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2004 8 April :: 12.18am
Lol...im going to buy a hard back of my journal.....yeah im weird...but it saves me time!
oh yeah LJ name for shell is sword_dancer626...yes i am a creature of habit
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2004 7 April :: 9.37pm
I've moved to the LJ community.
screen name is: roses_on_fire
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2004 7 April :: 4.31pm
You're a superstar, at the gay bar!
Ah I just learned the "You have to pay to keep your Woohu" deal. So all I have to pay is $2? That's not bad. I might pay it if I can get my lazy ass away from this computer and find a stamp. I'm too attached to this journal. Dammit. BUT I think that means that most of my friends from here will be gone, won't they? *sobs*
Oh well. I might just start a LiveJournal like everyone else is doing. *shrugs* I'm way too lazy.
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2004 6 April :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: extremely tired
:: Music: personal mix
oh, I should be asleep...
It's amazing how much a little injury like this can tire a person... I'm having an extremely hard time making it through these school days...
Let's see... We're watching the mod-version of Romeo & Juliet (with DiCaprio), because Notti doesn't think she'll have enough time to prepare for parent-teacher conferences... yeah, we've done much more than the GFH groups have done... seeing as we haven't even read the prologue yet... oy...
Biology... I was all alone today, since the Sophomores had to take the NCLB tests... so I peeled away skin from the throat and chest of a pig... what a great way to spend my free time...
No math today (NCLB tests in McLean's room)... very nice... I saw Lucien at lunch today... He's given up on his mission of flirtation with me. I'm kind of happy... I wouldn't want to be with much of an older guy right now... hmm... social studies... I am so friggin pissed at Cislo... he lost my research paper on Serbia during WWI... that took so long to do, and I don't have the files saved on my computer (a fact that goes beyond my understanding). We listened to our recording of festival... The band may have sounded good... but we could have used a better percussion group... oy... Questions in spanish.. that was about it... and we did coloring in health (!)?
Then, we started blocking for the play today... that didn't work out so well for me, because on my first two entrances I hop up on this box... and I really can't do any hopping for another week or so... so we're just faking it for the time being... I'm so happy with the cast I'm with... it sounds like we're doing much better than any other one-acts. I think we could take the show! so happy... so tired...
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2004 4 April :: 10.03pm
You are the Secretive Mermaid. Perpetual beauty
that longs for legs to walk by the side of men.
You spend your time gazing at the stars and
whispering to the moon. You have little to no
freinds that breathe. Your freinds all missing.
You are sweet as syryp and kind as cake. There
are a handful of people and mermaids like you.
Would you rate my quiz I will keep it a secret?
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
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Katana, chop enemies down with skill, speed and
accuracy. Katana's were made for warriors that
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long time to blunt. (Please Vote)
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I personaly love katanas!
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2004 4 April :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: hotel....
I started crying out of nowhere today ....like bamb...it was like i hit a brickwall....I relised that i have never known a time in my life with out ashley in it ..since like the 1 st grade....i just am so depressed latley......
My grandfather is really not going to live much longer...and he is one of the few grandparents who i actually talk to and ask about hie childhood and the like......
This was my first weekend in the past month that i got to sleep in on.....oh it was nice....hee
weird dream last night....i was standing in side the paiting by Dali of the elephants and the carrige type thing...but in the back ish corner there is this tower and city..and i went into the city where people were flinging themselves into this black pit...it was interesting....
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2004 4 April :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: The Distillers
She's the mirror fucking image of no self control
I went walking around my neighborhood for about a half hour yesterday which wasn't too bad, but I would have much rather been sitting on my ass than hauling it around Middletown. So I did all that walking and stuff....and then went to Golden Corral. It was my dad's fault I tell you! Oh well, I'll try and be better today. *doesn't have anywhere to walk since I'm at my mom's* So today is sitting on my ass day! YAY!
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2004 4 April :: 8.50am
:: Mood: eh...
:: Music: "Seasons Song"
luck did run out...
I've gotten this bad omen building up all week... first, I make symphonic, then, I get a part in the play, next, our band and my solo do well at district... I just kept thinking, god, something really bad has to bring this all down...
Well, yesterday... First game of the Thunderbolts season, not more than five minutes into the game, this kid just rams into me ('twas very illegal, too), knocks me on my ass, and I hear something in my knee pop... not to mention as I walk off the field the pain and the strange sensation that one of my leg bones feels very loose... Well, I went to get it checked, apparently nothing serious, I just strained my MCL, and I have to wear one of those huge ass braces for the next week and a half, and every time I work out for the month after... good thing we don't have games next week...
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2004 3 April :: 6.26pm
Saw nickos dad at districs...eh districs..saw ashley to....districs...ok if your peice you play for districs is in a minor key with flats you would deduct that it would sound flat right? well not according to my judge who openly admitted to having no musical training...eh yeah so i dont know how i did on my solo...eh.....
yeah im tired.
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