We learned today that we are getting Christmas bonuses! Yay! And then if I get my doing-my-job bonus, I will have money to pay bills and rent and school loans!
so much has happened in the last year its hard to believe its almost over, first i lose my first pregnancy, then 2 months later we get preggo again and its so far is working out perfect, then dad gets diagnosed with cancer in august and 3 months later im sitting at his funeral. god what a freaking year i am so glad its over and we can continue to move on. we have two more months until my little baby boy is here and i just keep looking to that right now cause its all i got
Some black dude made a kissy face at me as I was pulling out of BP. WTF? Really? ew. I'm really not that flattered. Just disgusted. Sammy is now my Rainbow Bright <3. Work was...boring. Busy. Gotta love shipment day. Only 2 skids today compared to our 3-4 skids we get. Thank god for holiday time because they'd rather make sure we don't get screwed by stealers. Protecting what's ours. Word.
Going to lunch with my dad today. He's going to get my laptop fixed for me for Xmas. A little excited about that. Working the next 4 days. Going Xmas shopping with PJ Friday. That should be exciting too. Better be PJ!!! =]
I should not eat when Nick is not around to edit my eating habits. He is asleep since he has to work at 7 am tomorrow.
Things I have eaten since Nick went to bed at 1:
Spaghetti with sauce and Parmesan cheese and green olives
Reheated TGIFriday's French fries (reheated in a pan with olive oil and crazy seasonings)
Green olives
Warmed up tortilla with above seasoning/spices and leftover oil along with garlic, sour cream and feta (the sour cream was a TERRIBLE idea... ugh)
More green olives
Snicker's bar
We don't have any food in the house. That is the main reason I ate a bunch of junk. Also I just went with my cravings. Usually Nick stops me before I add the sour cream. I am feeling really awful and would like to just throw everything up, please.
Oh my, hello!
Would you like an update about my life?
Well here you go!
I broke up with Tony.
I'm so good at being in relationships.
We still live together.
It's getting easier to be around each other.
He's been a huge jerk lately.
I haven't been mean or anything.
I simply need to figure out what I want from life.
Maybe.. eventually.. I will find someone to be with.
I know what I want in a relationship now, at least.
I plan to be super picky when I actually try to look.
It will be a while before I start looking.
Well I have other things going on.
They aren't big so I won't tell :P