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2005 5 October :: 9.36 pm
so there is this guy that works with mike, his name is dave. he is fucking sweet. like candy.
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2005 4 October :: 5.15 pm
okay. new rule, if you are at work, and i call you and i know you are at work don't answer your phone...
1. it scares the SHIT out of me
2. i already knew you were at work
3. i wanted to leave a message.
god.
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2005 4 October :: 10.11 am
ummm. i want chocolate. and also mail...
someone should send me a postcard
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2005 3 October :: 8.52 pm
so boys are stupid. i mean seriously.
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2005 3 October :: 3.17 pm
hi so i am a bitch. boys are fucking stupid. i love mike more than he will ever be able to understand or appreciate and i had the best sleep ever.
certain things just make life more worth while. i wish that i could be in his arms for the rest of my life. i never want to leave this dream.
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2005 2 October :: 12.16 am
I am very tired. very antisocial. i need a pick me up, and i most definatley want to be numb again. let me go back. give me more
i want to forget about him, i want this all to be done. let him love, before i am hardened once more.
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2005 1 October :: 8.15 am
college findings
i went out to the burbs downs in illinois last night. partied all night... i really want soup and crackers. and i gotta sleep like fucking now
goodnight
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2005 29 September :: 8.19 pm
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...
*Re-post this if you believe that laws against gay marriage are just plain stupid
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2005 29 September :: 8.13 pm
:: Music: Damien Rice-- The blower's daughter
mike says i just need someone to hug me...
i spend each night dreaming of your arms
your breath upon my neck
your sweet embrace
we are lost
this distance has broken us down
dying in the street
i still hope for your kiss
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2005 28 September :: 3.57 pm
amusant
so i thought this was funny... maybe not, but i wanted to make mike laugh...
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2005 27 September :: 7.57 pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes- Lua
i made this for micheal. he liked it. but we are fighting now. so i want to ask the gallery... should we stay together? i am afraid that if we break up i will never get him back and all i know, is that i really want to be with him.
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2005 25 September :: 12.00 pm
two people with depression should not be in a relationship together. i state how i feel and it's a blow to him and he gets angry and then we don't talk for weeks while i cry myself to sleep and write him emails about how sorry i am and how much i love him and how i never want to lose him. when it comes down to it the only way to fix it is to visit him and that is nearly impossible.
the worse part is i think if i leave to see him, i won't want to come back.
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2005 24 September :: 2.28 pm
:: Music: shake it off
i have lost faith in all of it. all i care about now is mike. he's all i've got. i want some lovin. i need out of here again. i have a ton of homework though. i just wish some of this highschool/ college related bullshit would end. i keep getting pulled into it. i really don't care about it. they both need to just grow up. i wish i could drive. just go for a drive... but someone said that gas was going up to some astronomical price. like $6 a gallon. that makes me glad that i don't drive. i just need mike, in my bed, in my arms. and to catch up with this damned econ.
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2005 15 September :: 5.38 pm
well it's a done deal. i will be home tomorrow at 11pm until sometime on sunday.
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2005 15 September :: 12.26 pm
well, i'm wiggin it today. i hope that i can come home this weekend, all of my friends are going to be gone. and i just really don't want to be here alone.
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