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:: 2005 30 May :: 3.49 pm

so... my cat died last night
i am really sad because i have had her since i was little but she was really old and i know she was in alot of pain, so on that note things are better for her.

in other news, my open house is next saturday (June 4th-be there) and like none of the house stuff that has to be done is done so.... we gotta bust some ass.

8 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 26 May :: 4.46 pm

so, i feel better now.
hardly, but still better

tonight is the last.... i can't wait to not have it all looming over my head.

Open your eyes


:: 2005 26 May :: 12.18 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Bright Eyes-- First Day of My Life

so i had like a total breakdown in dufty's class, it just came out of like nowhere when i got to school this morning how much i seriously want to leave this town. If i had more gas in the car, and more money i think i would have just fled. the whole ending high school and "beginning life" thing is such a lie. i have been working for a long time and a helluva lot harder than most others but i still don't get paid for what i do. i put in soo much extra time at work but newbies who can't do shit get paid more than me. ah fuck. and i am just "beginning". fuck that. i want september here now.

i want college, and vegetarianism and to be rediculously good looking in chicago. i want the REAL real world. not cedar springs, and not the falsity that occurs here.

Open your eyes


:: 2005 23 May :: 8.55 pm

so for those of you who have seen my house and are coming to my open house, alot has changed. i hope you like it. <3

Open your eyes


:: 2005 23 May :: 12.20 pm

you people disgust me

6 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 23 May :: 12.12 pm

hi, this is an updayt.

i met a cute boy, and i scared rei. oops

Open your eyes


:: 2005 16 May :: 5.40 pm

i don't care what they say, you were the only one....
the only one who at least pretended to care

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 16 May :: 12.01 am

i am now amused, annoyed and complete.
got my stuff done to turn in so i don't fail first hour. haha, like a month late tho.
oh well, i have college now and maybe something will develop between andrew and i but, we will have to wait until fall, because he live near chicago.
oh well, justin burt is home this week, god i missed that kid. i am so glad that he will be back tho.

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 12 May :: 9.51 am

i feel like shit. my head is all congested and i am hacking up green flem. it is so disgusting. and tonight we are going to wisconsin, so tomorrow i can register for classes. uck. i want to sleep again :(

2 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 11 May :: 8.56 pm

well, i am basically done with school, except that i have to go back next week now and take my exams. dammit

6 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 8 May :: 8.09 pm

so in reply to jackie's comment.... for all of you who would like to come to my open house but i don't see you or know how to get you an invite:
here are the specs!


June 4
1pm- 4pm
my house
(79 E. Beech St., Cedar Springs)

and that's about it.

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 7 May :: 4.08 pm

so it has come to the last week!!! i am so excited and i get to go to wisconsin on thursday night, so i can register on Friday!!!! oh man, i am so excited!!!

i will see ya'll later and soon enough i will have open house invites

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 5 May :: 4.51 pm

just out of curiosity...

do i come off as extremely bitchy??
and is it wrong to invite someone to your open house, just to throw it in their face that you still exist?

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 5 May :: 4.47 pm

what are friends when they just ignore you?
i am so glad to leave. i really want away, let me pay it all off and run far far away. to somewhere exotic or at least with constant weather.

1 find grace | Open your eyes


:: 2005 5 May :: 7.01 am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Bright Eyes- True Blue

there is nothng keeping me here, it is so nice.
and i am leaving sooo sooooo soon. i am so excited about registration... the only thing i am leaving behind are my friends and rei, who don't really count because i am always going to be back on vacation.

i just want to graduate, go to college, and finally be happy.

1 find grace | Open your eyes

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