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2005 4 April :: 1.18 pm
my tummy hurts, but it was nice to sleep in. my throat still hurts much not as bad, and i feel less sick except for the damn cramps.
love you all, have a peachy break.
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2005 4 April :: 8.42 am
:: Mood: crappy
i doh't feel very good. my nose is all stuffy and my ears are all stuffy and i have a sore throat. i think i am sick, but everyone keeps telling me it is my allergies. all i know, is i friggin hate having to blow my nose every couple minutes.
i feel asaulted, eeeeh.
okay, i am going back to bed.
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2005 4 April :: 12.29 am
I just saw sin city. good yet confusing and still a little creepy
LIZ I AM SERIOUSLY WAY SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP!!!!!
but seriously, i didn't know when you guys closed
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2005 3 April :: 5.58 pm
so, i really really really hate dial up. and my birthday is soooon. and then i can buy things and go places, and have more fun. haha, no j/k. but i have to watch out for jail bait. using that term loosely, i am not buying anyone cigarettes-- ever!!!!! yeah. okay, laters.
love you all, and lizzy. you need to call me.
smooches!!
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2005 2 April :: 8.40 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Bad company-- Feel like makin' love
I FEEL LIKE MAKIN' LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dances* whoooo
had to do it. my inner child likes to do random things. i like being random like that...
baby if i think about you, i think about love
darling if i live with out you, i live without love
and if i had the sun and moon they would shine and
i would give you both night and day, lovesatisfying....
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2005 2 April :: 8.04 pm
you can't always get what you want....
but if you try; sometimes you might just get what you need
:)
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2005 2 April :: 7.09 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Bad Company-- ready for love
i know i shouldn't but, can i still like him the way i wanted to before everything came out. there are reasons i don't tell people how i feel. this, is one of those reasons.
kisses. and such.
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2005 2 April :: 7.00 pm
i am so so insecure. i hate it. but i may see my buddy next weekend. yay
oh, and i do want to go to prom i am just worried about not having a date and feeling like the third wheel to someone.
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2005 1 April :: 4.03 pm
two weeks exactly. so nervous. i hope that i have money to get a tatoo or something. idk. i have to be brainwashed so i can't be jealous or angry or sad or whatever this feeling is about him. i think it is the feeling of absolute rejection.
seriously, aren't 'friends' supposed to care. what doesn't he get about that. stupid fucker!!!
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2005 1 April :: 10.50 am
and here is the start of one pathetic break...
me working, and no one wanting to hang out. goodie.
oh yeah, happy b-day to kasey g.
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2005 31 March :: 3.54 pm
:: Music: The Stones- Till the next goodbye
i shouldn't have seen that... i really am not ready for any of what i see on here anymore.
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Honey, is there any place that you would like to eat?
I know a coffee shop down on Fifty Second Street.
And I don't need no fancy food and I don't need no fancy wine.
And I sure don't need the tears you cry.
Till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time we say goodbye,
I'll be thinking of you,
I'll be thinking of you.
Yeah, a movie house on Forty Second Street
ain't a very likely place for you and I to meet.
Watching the snow swirl around your hair and around your feet,
and I'm thinking to myself she surely looks a treat
Till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time that we kiss goodnight,
I'll be thinking of you,
I'll be thinking of you.
I can't go on like this, can ya? Can ya?
I can't go on like this, can ya?
You give me a cure all from New Orleans;
now that's a recipe I sure do need.
Some cider vinegar and some elderberry wine
may cure all your ills, but it can't cure mine.
Your Lou'siana recipes have let me down;
your Lou'siana recipes have surely let me down.
Till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time that we kiss goodnight,
Till the next time we say goodbye,
till the next time we say goodbye,
I'll be thinking of you,
I'll be thinking of you.
Till the next time that we say good bye
till the next time that we kiss goodnight
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i have been listening to this song all day, and it makes me feel so in it. *sigh* i feel so all alone. i miss my guys so much. i can't wait to feel whole again.
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2005 30 March :: 8.32 pm
so, tomorrow is my last spirit day in high school. we got caps and gowns today. it is ending so fast, and i am so giddy.
YAY ONLY 16 DAYS UNTIL I AM EIGHTTEEN!!!
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2005 30 March :: 8.14 pm
irony
the studious student. You are definitely pressured
and suffer from side effects from built up
stress. You are constantly occupying yourself
with books, studies, or some other hobby. You
feel squeezed in place and have litte movement.
Most of the time you are busy with work and
family, and would love to spread your wings and
relax. One like you needs to find a certain
time of the day to just sit and release the
tension. However, you are doing fairly well in
school, but that does not mean that you can
continue stressing yourself out. Take a
breather and head out with some friends.
You can consider going into a field like
librarian, polotician, journalist,
Archeologist, scientist, or lawyer. You have a
brain...NOW USE IT....but please...spare
yourself the pressure and create some down time
for yourself. Or develop a hobby that releases
tension, such as knitting (it worked wonders
for me)
What type of teenager are you?
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2005 29 March :: 3.16 pm
is it okay if i don't go to prom???
i think i will take my dress back on friday, i don't have a date and there is really no point in me going if i won't be happy. right?
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2005 29 March :: 3.02 pm
:: Mood: empty
if i could i would die today
life is not going anwhere near the right way
give me some vodka
i wish that someone was there for me.
liz is gone
kelly won't talk to me
wait kelly isn't even my friend, because he doesn't give a shit about anything.
crystal is always busy
and my parents want me to leave.
i just want to go crawl into a ball somewhere and cry. does that make me emo? i am so sick of being there for everyone else but never having someone elses sholder to cry on. fuck it. fuck all of it. 17 days, and i am done. i am moving out. i fucking hate this town
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