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2005 10 March :: 8.36 pm
this is obviously not totally right but it is amusing
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2005 10 March :: 8.09 pm
okay time to get cracking on this research paper.
Sir Joshua Reynolds: you are an ass for not having anything interesting for me to write about you.
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2005 10 March :: 3.18 pm
dennis is so awesome! he made me a friggin awesome banner for my xanga and i love it!
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2005 10 March :: 11.58 am
:: Mood: tired
so last night we (crystal and i) went over to try and amuse kelly. i enjoyed it, i think we amused him because he was laughing at us, but yeah. anyways i am bored and i have to work after school which is crappers, plus lizzy leaves early :( oh well ttyl.
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2005 9 March :: 2.54 pm
i don't know why but i can smell james on me. it is strange but i like the smell so it gives me warm fuzzies too. kelly: you cannot destroy my keychain- even if it does bother you.
and i am feeling very random and crazy right now...
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2005 8 March :: 10.55 pm
:: Music: No Doubt-- Say that you love me
i want to dance around all crazy and wear and awesome swishy skirt like the girl in my icon!! i must get more skirts!!!!
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2005 8 March :: 10.51 pm
so umm, something made a really loud boom and idk wtf it was and it totally scared the shit out of me.
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2005 8 March :: 8.32 pm
ummmm. i am really tired. liz made our hair and nail appts today i believe. this weekend i am chilling with dennis and doing my research paper and working. i kinda want to hangout but i really have to get stuff done b/c i am neglecting everything. i shouldn't have taken that journalism class that is for damn sure b/c i don't do interviews or schedual things that i think are retarded like these projects she gives us. psych is worth while, ta. is like fun b/c of the kids but also a waste of time b/c i do nothing which is helpful except i can't work on things when i am not doing anything. everything is seeming mudayne.hmmm. well, maybe something good will happen by graduation-- however doubtful this seems in cedar it is a thought, or hope...or whatever
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2005 8 March :: 3.25 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Fionna Apple- Love ridden
i feel so much better. hmm, off to eat and tan and maybe scrapbook. to all my friends thank you so much for being there, especially lizzy. i love you all so much.
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2005 8 March :: 11.59 am
why can't things be simple? that is a question i hear alot lately. i just want to sleep for the next few months and not deal with anything
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2005 7 March :: 9.20 pm
The Goddess of Magic and Peace. You are a born
star. Always supportive and influential, you
the centre of attention and you are
exceptionally friendly. You are a classic
beauty.
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2005 7 March :: 8.17 pm
my heart is in my stomach. i am nervous. i can already hear the words that i fear. i can feel the emptiness drawing upon me. at least i wil know the truth, because i am getting too many contradictions. *sigh*
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2005 7 March :: 7.16 pm
:: Music: Gwen Stefani- Holla Back Girl
I feel shallow. i am empty and i just did one of the most selfish things i have ever done out of pure spite and vengance. it was funny, but knowing that i did it to you, purely because i was angry, hurts.
all will be well in the end. that is what i keeps saying, that is the drug that i hear everyday in order to console myself. i will confront you eventually, but all is pointless in the end.
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2005 7 March :: 3.03 pm
i just feel really pissed right now and i want to go be numb but i have to much shit to do. at least i find ways to get money so i can survive besides my job. god i feel like i am selling myself.
i am mad at him, i am mad at me and i hate everything. fuck. i want to dissapear.
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2005 6 March :: 11.36 am
i am bored and tired and the hotel f*ing sucked. i need to figure out who i am going to bring to prom now... andre? dennis? or alex?? i asked chris to bring alex so they can finally meet eachother. hmmm, maybe i will meet some hot and sexy boy with red hair, who likes WoW and changes his mind and decides he does want to be my date....
no that is just a wish. probly won't happen
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i asked dennis and if i don't have a date he will be my date. i love that he is so sweet, but i don't really want to go to prom with him b/c i don't want to lead him on. it would be fun though because he is charismatic and we get along
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