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2004 4 December :: 11.23 pm
:: Music: the smiths-- asleep
okay, this is the story. i am cursed, and i will never be allowed to have love again. i feel like a fucking puppett to an angel who left so long ago.
i want the sweet boy who is nice and cute and won't hurt me but the only time i am allowed to feel love is when it comes with large doses of pain from minute men boyfriends that you are with b/c you like the fact that you don't have to single and you get to makeout.
then again you always get hurt and people always ask... why do you go out with him and all you can reply is 'something is better than nothing even tho it's all that i can feel'. people just don't understand what it is like to like and lose everyday because you aren't good enough.
life is hell and hell sucks
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2004 2 December :: 10.54 pm
mmkay.... boys are really strange
and they tend to say pfft alot when talking online
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2004 2 December :: 10.28 pm
fucking hell!!!!
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2004 1 December :: 4.36 pm
i feel so college... i ameting cool whip with chocolate chips b/c we have nothing to eat
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2004 28 November :: 10.40 pm
random rambles
just bored... school tomorrow...blah...working out as much as possible to look great for prom and graduation and just to get healthy... almost starving but not quite there....muscles kill... shopping tomorrow w/ friends... must cash check....and figure out how to save $
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2004 24 November :: 6.10 pm
:: Music: cold- stupid girl
feeling abandoned by certain people...it's not that i have to be the center of attention but i fucking hate that you completely ignore me and won't tell me one fucking thing.... and then you totally blow me off. fucking hell
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2004 24 November :: 5.33 pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Ladytron- Seventeen
it's okay to be unhappy, just as long as you don't ruin anyone elses life
You Are a Liberal Republican |
When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you.
That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights.
You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians.
You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes.
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You Are Green Bean Casserole Soda |
Vegetarians taste better!
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You Are the Cranberry Sauce |
A little sweet, a little sour - you've got the flava!
Though, you do tend to squish in people's mouths...
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2004 21 November :: 7.13 pm
so bored, gotta cancle the bc thing because of unexpected things. i am going to crystals and modeling for her tho.... hmm yeah that about covers it aside from i am going to my grams on weds. maybe staying till mid day on friday... i will see ya'll tomorrow
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2004 9 November :: 9.03 pm
:: Music: Vitamin C-Graduation (friends forever)
i really can't believe that i am a senior, i am listening to these graduation songs that i am compiling and i am just like wow.
you know. it's so crazy, i mean one minute you are all like hey yeah we are seniors, this f- ing rocks and then it all sets in and i am going so far away from everyone and alot of you guys are staying here and wow, it's just weird. i mean considering that at this time next year i won't be seeing liz everyday, and i won't see sam or make jokes about all the boys... or even see jeff or steve-o or ross at work anymore, this is going to be a huge change. i am so happy to be here but i am so glad i have a few months to jump...
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2004 9 November :: 4.13 pm
so i am looking at NMU as a safety plus tuition is really cheap, and i will be able to see brandon whenever i have free time
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2004 6 November :: 9.50 pm
carthage was okay... it had a really nice campus and facilities but idk, i have a sorta not favorable attitude toward it. hmm, i like that i got to visit justin tho.
yeah, that's about it... see ya''ll on tuesday
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2004 1 November :: 10.06 pm
john and frankie are so hot... i would sell my soul to be married to them
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2004 31 October :: 10.11 pm
talked about everything today and it turns out i was mad at an innocent party and said things that are half true but shouldn't have been said. now i can never forgive him but we are back to being the crazy set of twins again.
i was a stepford wife for halloween and my mom made this cute little apron for me to wear with my costume. haha.... omg today was a blast-- can't wait to get those pictures developed.
got my hair cut yesterday... i hope you all like it. i am happy for the change but might cut it shorter.... see you all tomorrow
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2004 26 October :: 9.50 pm
just out of curiosity who doesn't call me josie these days? i mean for crying out loud 3 of my teachers do and i am introduced as josie.... jesus, mary and joseph kids catch up with the f*ing times
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2004 25 October :: 3.39 pm
some people.... jeez
haha
pardon my laughing impediment on the announcements...
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