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2004 25 July :: 12.35 pm
it is done and decided...
KEVIN IS A NYMPHO
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2004 24 July :: 11.22 pm
:: Music: The Cars-- Goodtimes Roll
amusing events:
1. Crystal and john fucked in the cemetery today.
2. Ross told me that i look like a vampire
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2004 24 July :: 11.11 pm
i don't know what to do anymore... i just want to throw my hands and and scream.
i am so happy to be going to church tomorrow... hopefully it will help... but if not i may have to do a binding spell.
why does everything always get screwed up this way... someone stop her from hurting herself!
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2004 23 July :: 1.08 pm
Good Quotes...
Three o'clock is always too late or too early for anything you want to
do.
-- Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea (1938) "Vendredi"
I've been trying for some time to develop a lifestyle that doesn't
require my presence.
-- Gary Trudeau
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2004 23 July :: 12.24 pm
this is so strange... random people that i know just im my aim and they aren't on my list nor have i given them my name...
and then i remembered that i think i posted it on my profile... oops
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2004 22 July :: 11.20 pm
yup... it sorta hurts not having anything, and then i realize that i can't do anything about it... and just hope that i don't wake up tomorrow morning
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2004 22 July :: 11.14 pm
it's always nice when people prove your points... but then again, he is an ass and could have talked to nate...
theyre all fuckers... you men... grrrr... sometimes- like now- i hate you all
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2004 21 July :: 6.43 pm
did you know...
take a walk on the wild side is about a crossdresser and that on the cover of lou reed's album david bowie was the girl laying across the bed
the only boys who i really have ever loved are either dead or gay.
my favorite color is pink
i love the movies:
beetleguise
anything with john cusack
or topher grace
pretty in pink
the breakfast club
16 candles
and that
i keep finding more movies that i love
not to mention that david bowie is one of my favorite actors/ singers
i look up to Jackie Burkhart from THAT 70's SHOW and Mary Anne from Cybill
and that i am attracted to mostly skinny white boys... (don't be afraid-- just because you are skinny doesn't mean that i will like you) of course this category also involves many other traits
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2004 21 July :: 6.18 pm
:: Music: The Cars-- Goodtimes Roll
i do believe that right now there is nothing better than pizza, beer and the little rascals
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2004 21 July :: 5.06 pm
i quit,
i seem to be drawing all of this towards me so i quit... no more friends and no more anything. this is just retarded, i am done with this it's all my fault shit.
you can just go choke on a gd flopper because i am done with you!
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2004 20 July :: 5.24 pm
How much do you love him???
It's the second half of Christopher.I was sick of being called Chris all the time.You'll say Hi,My name's Christopher and they'll say,Hi, Chris.I just wanted to be original. It's a cute name.You can pet it.
--Topher Grace
"Eric Forman"
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2004 19 July :: 12.05 pm
i hate kayliegh, she can go be with her sirus
i hate you for being a bitch and pretending to be my friend and then going and hurting me like anyone else.
i am sick of being the god damned doll, fuck you all, i am spending some alone time with myself.
i wish i could just buy a plain ticket and fly away from it all, but college will be a good restart for me-- unforetunatly i don't have that new begining for another year.
so if you decide that you want to be friends agian--- fuck off because i don't need you and your bullshit.
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2004 18 July :: 4.51 pm
:: Music: HIM-- Join me in Death
Et tu Brute(Kayles)???
i think that i would very much like to die now, but there isn't anything i can do about it. i hate all of those kids that kayliegh talks to in ireland because if it weren't for them she would still be my friend, and i wouldn't feel so betrayed right now
i am just sick of getting hurt you know, i doesn't seem like i will ever find happiness and the thought of that makes me just break down and cry like i am now-- i want to leave but i have no where to go, and i want to scream but no sound will come out.
i just want some solace-- and for people to stop stabbing me in the back
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2004 17 July :: 11.58 pm
when the house of cards collapses where do you go from there?
i am so worried for kayliegh right now, and the fact that i want to sick all about me and cry makes everything worse...
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2004 17 July :: 12.26 pm
i am soooooo BOOOORRRREEEDDD!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, that's about it-- i am going to schullers to look at spell books today though, and also stopping at best buy to look at cameras and buy the man who fell to earth (David Bowie is in it *grins*) and then going to buy some model paint for the model car that my dad and i bought last year. yay, today should be fun
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