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2004 11 July :: 5.22 pm
stayed at kayles on friday, i had lots of fun and i really like that whole family thing. it is different but a good different.
kayles dolled me up all goth like and we took pictures and then staurday i dolled her up in natural eye makeup wich made her eyes look very pretty and then we all went tubeing.
i now have a sun burn and my boobs and arms hurt.
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2004 6 July :: 11.52 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: HIM--Right here in my arms
i hung out with justin today for the first time in ages. it was a little wierd but good because we are talking again.
i also formally met richard, who is very nice and funny. we had our turns at semi-crystal bashing and then justin and richard dropped me off at my house and went to eden.
i told richard that i give him a great amount of reverence for something he said and then he asked what reverence meant.
tonight was good but i have to be up in 4.5 hours to open. how sucky and uber strange tomorrow will be
PS. Senior Pictures are Friday--- finishing shopping tomorrow after work, arg
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2004 5 July :: 7.16 pm
FROM STARGATE TO ATLANTIS-- TONIGHT @ 10 ON SCI-FI
YAY!!!!!
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2004 5 July :: 12.31 am
:: Music: HIM--Right here in my arms
i see nothing but pain emergin ahead of this.
i will leave for good, and close the book on all of my previous life once i go to college,
you know this right?
is she your temporary game, to fall for and then wake up once she leaves. she will leave before me, and next summer be passed on to the next friend.
you know this right?
when you hugged me, i never thought of anything, and now i long for some warm embrace.
but i can never have that again, and i am not meant to have happiness, for my first love didn't want me too, so now i am left in darkness, and will never find my heart again,
but you know that, so now i am also loosing you.
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2004 4 July :: 11.36 pm
:: Music: Eve 6: Think Twice
My convo with Dennis
Me: hi dennis, is justin there?
Dennis: no, he went to luddington or something
Me: oh, you know you shouldn't let him run around like that
Dennis: if owned him you would want to get rid of him too
Me: yeah, probly
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2004 4 July :: 11.29 pm
yup, you done it.
i thought that i was done being hurt by you, and it happend again.
damn you.
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2004 3 July :: 2.03 pm
i read you posts and you talk about her. i am disgusted by the situation, and frankly i want you to get hurt because i am trying to be friends still, and you can't talk to me around your new found slut. i hope you fall in love and she rips out your heart.
Maybe i am being selfish, but you would deserve that sort of pain-- because for me nothing is worse than the fact that i am loosing everything about you to her. Or at least that is how it feels.
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2004 3 July :: 1.35 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: The Andrews Sisters-- Rum and Coca Cola
Crystal and i are not mud wrestiling anymore.
i am going up to stay with kayles and letting crystal be by herself because i cannot handle the psyco babble about how much she loves john and how nobody ever was good to him.
BULLSHIT!!! i was very good to him until the very end when i found out what he was doing. bastards- both of them. sometimes i question how we two can even be friends.
and my mother ate my hotdog when i left the room. stupid mother.
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2004 2 July :: 11.11 pm
my tummy hurts. we went to johnny corino's for dinner and their food was sooooooo good. my head is starting to ring and i have tomorrow off. then next friday is senior pics!! yay. i am sooo psyched. i still need 2 more outfits though.
meh, kayles is gone till the 11th, but i am going up to stay with her over night on the 9th (after pics.) yay!
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2004 2 July :: 11.10 pm
you once told me that i can't quit being me but the truth is that people do it all the time-- they just use the more elaborate name of suicide.
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2004 30 June :: 4.33 pm
| How to make a joslyn_julia |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
3 parts courage
1 part beauty |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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2004 29 June :: 12.02 pm
| How to make a josie |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
5 parts arrogance
3 parts joy |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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2004 28 June :: 7.37 pm
You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)
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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
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2004 28 June :: 6.28 pm
parents are being fucking gay.
running away to kaylieghs- going to commit mental suicide because i hate this hous soo much.
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2004 27 June :: 11.02 pm
:: Music: Blink 182--Stockholm Syndrom
i came to a conclusion: I am intense.
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