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2004 22 June :: 10.02 am
What my mother wants me to do today
So my mother decided that instead of me having a life this summer, that on the days i have off i have to clean the house.
Now mind you this is to ensure that i don't go to my friends houses and that if i don't do one thing or leave before i have spent 3 waking hours at the house i am grounded for a week.
Today she wants me to do the following:
1. Clean Kitchen
- wash, dry, put away all dishes
- do not put wood items in dish washer
2. laundry
a. fold and put away whites
b. dry fold and put away towels from washer
c. wash dry and put away at least one more load of laundry
3. Clean downstairs bathroom
*Please call when you have completed these tasks*
PS. Clean the litter box
PPS Eat the strawberries in the refridgerator or i will have to throw them out.
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Now it could just be me but this is horse shit because when she gets home she doesn't do fucking shit and then i get yelled at for what i haven't done, or for having a life.
Hmm, and you may think oh well she shouldn't bitch because they are her parents and they provide for her--- but they don't. I buy my own food, clothing and gas. Not to mention that i have to pay insurance on a car that is undriveable until i buy one of my own. Makes sense doesn't it?
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2004 22 June :: 12.53 am
it's fuck and run
fuck and run
even when i was 17
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2004 21 June :: 11.40 pm
looking at my xanga i realise that it is filled with everything i can't or won't say here.
hmm, how interesting
oh and everyone needs to come see crystal and i mud wrestle on July 9 and 10. Tickets are $1 a peice and the events will be held at crystal's house.
for more information, call me or post a comment.
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2004 21 June :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: MSI-- Bring the Pain
The blood gushes,
spilling to the floor
You are sure that you will feel
the red hot searing in your arm anymoment
but as things dim you are reminded
of how many pain killers you downed with that last fifth of vodka
As things brighten,
you try to scream
but the extacy of blood loss has consumed you
and now you lay there smiling
Now you see yourself-lifeless-
and it is so enlightening because you just remembered why it all happened
and never understood how you never loved at all
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2004 21 June :: 12.26 pm
wow.
kevin is a strange one...
anyways, i met a load of my cousins yesterday at my dad's uncles funeral.
hmmm... yeah, they were cool. my youngest first cousin from those people is 33. and then my 2nd cousins are all like 14 and younger. but i am going to invite them to graduation and stuff, so you kids might get to meet them.
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2004 19 June :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: MSI--Tight
just for a mere show of hands:
who would care if i wasn't at school next year?
on another note i got in a car accident today, pulling out of kayles driveway. and i learned that my dad cares more about his business and cars than he ever has about me. i wish i would have been killed today.
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2004 19 June :: 1.30 am
random lyrics that mean something to me toward someone
tell me what you want me to be
what you want me to be
what you want me to be
i could be the one turned on
all you niggazz in the back come and jack me off
yes yo
i could be the one that you want
that you want
i could be the one that you want
so what the fuck y'all
get down
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You said that your worl was ending today
but i wasn't invited to it anyway
you siad i tasted famous so i drew you a heart
but,no, i'm not an artist
i'm a fucking peice of art
i got an F and a C and i got a K too
and the only thing i'm missing is a bitch like you
you wanted perfect
you got perfect
well i'm too perfect for some one like you
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2004 19 June :: 1.23 am
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: MArilyn Manson-- (s) aint
last night:
saw the stepford wives with kayles and trisha
went bowling, broke a nail, cut open my finger and chucked a ball backwards towards kayles and trisha
saw matt, was told by trisha i should date matt
took everyone home.
now my tummy hurts and i can't sleep but i have 3 openhouses to go to tomorrow. blech.
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2004 17 June :: 6.03 pm
fuck prohibition
my mom threw away all but 3 bottles of our boos.
damn you!
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2004 17 June :: 5.16 pm
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2004 17 June :: 5.08 pm
If you can't say anything good about someone, sit right here by me.
-- Alice Roosevelt Longworth
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2004 17 June :: 5.04 pm
:: Mood: amused
Sometimes I get the feeling the whole world is against me, but deep
down I know that's not true. Some smaller countries are neutral.
-- Robert Orben
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2004 17 June :: 4.54 pm
my arm hurts. waaaa. no, jk but i does hurt still.
i decided the best thing is take a break from justin so i probly won't talk to you for at least a few weeks, and it was strange yesterday b/c i saw your grand parents at the grocery.
i am really bored and i am the only one of my friends that has no love in their life (big surprise) Crystal is staying with john he told her that he loves her and never wants to loose her. and kayles is done with steven, and i think will be with sye soon. as for lizzie she has peter jizzle, and for me no one.
oh well, off to do something elsewhere. loves n such-- josie
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2004 16 June :: 3.40 pm
so i got blood tkaen yesterday, and my vein moved so the guy was all poking around in my arm with a needle. it sent my nerves haywire and the bastards still hurt. dammit, you blood driver mr. armstrong look alikes
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2004 15 June :: 10.32 am
i am going to give blood today!
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